A FOOL! WHEN ARE WE GONNA MEET?

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Mr. Zion and grandfather try to calm the hysterical Tian into blaming himself. How not frustrating try, Tian already know if I do not like the eyes of a half-cooked cow, Tian, but earlier at the dinner table he instead put the eggs half-cooked cow eyes and make the yellow glide out freely. I swore no wonder how disgusted I was when at the dinner table just saw the yolk slide towards the rice with the smell of rancid.

Doctor Gina is also not much help with my condition now, because she said this is a natural condition for pregnant women. But where is it that Doctor? Already out all the food and drinks in the stomach, but the nausea has not stopped. After Tian calmed down a bit, he walked up to me and apologized with teary eyes, full of regret.

"Darling sorry... Sorry sweetheart!... I'm mistaken... Sorry..."

"Hueekkk..." (I'm actually saying 'nothing!" But even a disgusting voice came out

"Darling!!... Sorry...!!" Sesal Tian was confused as to what and how

"Doctor! Do whatever it takes for my granddaughter not to feel this pain for too long... My granddaughter was like this for almost half an hour... Whatever I'll pay, as long as my grandson's suffering is reduced..." Pinta grandpa on the doctor's mom is full of worries

"100 million. 1 billion... Whatever it is I will love... But please my wife doc! I can't watch him like this!" Tian shook with worry

"It's not a matter of payment sir! But this is a problem that is often experienced by pregnant women... There's nothing I can do! Even the medicine was just spewed out by my father's wife... We just need to be patient to see the condition of the father's wife like this!"

"How can I be patient! If my wife is in pain..." Angry Tian and clutching the collar of the doctor's mother's shirt

"Huueek.... Hueeekk...!" Since my head was still reminded of the half-cooked cow's eyes just now, my stomach churned again

"Whatever way... Please help my wife, Doc! L am... I'm..." Sounded like a resigned tone

"Sa.honeyang...uhhuukk..." The throat is dry

"Darling!" Tian approached me in a hurry

"Get water..." Grandpa said but I shook my head

"Sa.honey..." Tian patted my cheek, because he thought I was dead times

"I... Hueekk..." The nausea is back again

Now Tian was a little calmer as I clasped his hand tightly, lest he return to action. It feels like why they all become worried excessively this way anyway, first when the late mother-in-law became pregnant Tian, did not experience nausea like gini huh? You see they are all new kayaks first see people nausea while pregnant.

After almost an hour, finally the nausea that I experienced slightly subsided and more delicious because aunt applied eucalyptus oil all over my body. After my body turned a little red after turning deathly pale and cold, Tian immediately took me to the room after being asked by grandfather to move me. Inside his carriage, I heard the sound of an extremely fast heartbeat from within Tian's body.

My mind became more plump, because the doctor asked me to distract myself from what made me nauseous just now. Before the doctor was allowed to go home, my hand had to be fitted with an infusion tube so that my energy would return. Since putting my body on the bed, Tian had not moved a single bit from beside me, putting on a super worried face.

"Darling... I'm okay with it..." Lirihku caressed her face with the remnants of the energy that was almost drained away

"I'm sorry..."

"Ssuut.... You are not wrong! Do not blame yourself... I'm not good!" Cut me with a vibrating tone

"..." - ".Tian was speechless looking at my lethargic face and was still a little pale

"Darling! I'm going to bed... But you have to hug..." Pardon me so Tian doesn't blame him too much, I hope

"..." - ".Although there was no smile, Tian still put me to sleep in his arms

"I'm all right... Because it's proof of our son in my stomach..." I shriveled before falling asleep while stroking my stomach with Tian's hand

Although it was very painful, but I was still happy because it could be used as a sign of proof if I was pregnant like people. However, I never expected Tian to become overwhelmed by guilt that shouldn't exist like that. Yes, even if it was because Tian put half-baked cow's eggs on my plate, but it wasn't a big deal for me.

If I feel pain a thousand more times I will not refuse it, as long as there is a Tian who is beside me up close. As well as the children who will have to be born healthy and grow up happily under the care of both of us. Just imagining it makes me smile how it is, I feel like time is passing quickly.

And to my beloved husband Tiandra Saputra, I want you to know that I am trying to love and love you all my soul and body. Your wife will always try to always make you smile and laugh happily, of course, together with happy cries. We must take care of our children as best we can, in order to be a good example for them to grow up.

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I don't know how long I've been asleep, which is obviously my energy has been filled, although not the whole. Outside is also still the night that is being dabbled by heavy rain. I did not find Tian beside me, to the point of making me startle and get up to sit which caused a firefly effect on the head.

After the firefly effect was gone I started to circulate a thorough look at every corner of the room. And of course found Tian sitting listlessly on the bedside floor. A slow enough sobbing rang out from her, to make my heart tremble in pain by her slow crying voice. I still did not dare to disturb his sadness that was too late like now, but I also could not see that the clear circle was arbitrarily wetting his cheeks.

"Hey... You have a problem again?" I asked after getting out of bed and hugging her

"..." - ".She hugged me back still with her sobs

"You want a story... I'm gonna get kicked!"

"..." - ".Tian was still silent getting sadder

"Darling!!... Don't confuse me dong... If there is a story problem who knows, after the story your burden can be reduced..."

"I... I'm..."

"Yes, what's wrong with you?"

"..." - ".Tian was silent and hugged me tighter and made my head hurt

"Darling..."

"I... I'm sorry, because I hurt you so much... I have broken our promises a lot... Why do you shut up when I make a mistake... Whyyy?... You seem to be getting away from me... Even if you hate and are fed up with a stupid husband like me... But I don't want you to get any further away from my life... I love you and love you!" Finally Tian took out his teetot

"Sorry..."

"You're not wrong.... Why do you always start saying sorry? Whyyy?... Anything and anyone who later scrambles wants to get you... I will never let you go... Even though you are miserable with our marriage... I won't let anyone take you away from me!"

"Yes, I can't go anywhere either... So now calm yourself first huh..."

"I'M SERIOUS! I WON'T LET ANYONE TAKE YOU OUT OF MY LIFE! I SWEAR ON BEHALF OF GOD, IF I WON'T LET YOU GO!"

"..." - ".I was slightly stunned by the emphasis of his sentence

"You promised me, wouldn't you leave me?"

"Yes, I promise... Because after our son is born, no one can separate us both..."

"Even before our child is born, no one will be able to steal you from me... Whatever obstacles I face, for your sake and for our children!"

"I believe in you..." My heart and landed a warm kiss on his forehead

The anger, fear, hatred, and distressed fear of losing something from Tian's face began to fade, after he said what he wanted to say. During our marriage, it was only recently that I felt what happiness was from marriage. I, who was once married without love and affection, now my heart has been completely moved by the warmth and sincerity that Tian has given me all the time.

From the beginning I did not regret this marriage, because at that time my obsession with marrying Tian was because of the treasure he promised. But like I said before, if I already like and love my own husband, it is no longer a treasure of my obsession but the self of my husband is a new obsession for me. For some reason I feel so grateful to have survived this long, maybe this is the reply to my patience while living a confusing life.

"I LOVE YOU ALLAH SWT" for entrusting one's love to your servant ini😊

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