
This embarrassing incident last afternoon is still a burden on my mind, I don't feel like going out of the house again for good. Especially when remembering the cold look of that guy to me. I was depressed by the incident earlier this afternoon and was really depressed to the point of hitting a wall. I kicked and beat myself up because I was upset, I don't know why it felt so embarrassing, even though it might have been unthinkable for that guy.
"Argghhh..." I hope this ridiculous thought disappears soon
When alone like this I will go crazy like now, even my cheeks have been sore because of slaps against myself. Even I grabbed my own hair to break from its roots, so upset with myself. But it feels like a long time ago also not kayak gini, which I remember my crazy behavior like this used to always be friday while still sitting on the bench of High School.
Suddenly my phone rang getting a phone call from someone I hadn't been in contact with for a long time. Once every time I was upset, this guy always called me, just saying hello. She was my junior high school sister, she was my boyfriend, but because I'm a suit person in love and don't like to bother about it. Yes justin aja he considers me as ready, if he considers me as his great-grandfather I will still let.
Outside the drizzle of rain began to rhythmically beautifully accompanied by the accompaniment of the wind that blows through the branches of trees that hit the roof tile. At first I just silenced the call, but because he called constantly forced me to lift, because now I'm lazy chat and.
"Assalamualaikum my beloved sister!!" treat it in a special way
"Wa'alaikumsalam! How's Lang doing?" ask after saying his regards
"Good! adinda herself how are you?" ask her back
"Hmmm..that's it!" I said after a long and heavy breath
"Why? my sister's having a problem?" The sky is sensitive and attentive
"It's not a big deal! just a little stress." I said rise from the fall.
"Ceritain dong is the same! at least the burden of Adinda a little off if the story! if there is a problem venting the same as kakanda! not on your own!" she said shahdu was a little alay but calming
"Males story!" I said finally after a moment of silence
"Well that's it!" he said in astonishment
"Replace the topic..The plan is to go to college where Lang?" ask me to change the subject immediately
"Haha... O Allah. Lang... remember the age!!" I said and laughed
"It's a pity even age is not a hindrance to the older brother!" he said a little bit disappointed
"Lang.. I take it once again! if all this time I just menggangep you ordinary temen! I told you to find another woman napa!" I said remind her of the status of our relationship that I wanted
"I've been trying to find another girl! but can't move on from Adinda. all girls who want to be the same sister no one is as beautiful as adinda.." he said with a desperate tone.
"Langit.. if nyo nyari the girl should never be appealed-bandingin me dong....you anyway-anya!!" I giggle at hearing his words
"Before you belong to someone else I will still fight to win your soul and body... Ahhhlaam!!" he said he ended the call before I could get his greetings
"Wa'alaikumsalam." I said and threw the phone on the bed.
"Sky... You know that Lo is not the only guy who wants to melt a heart as hard as this steel... It wasn't like I made our relationship clear, after all I didn't want to marry a guy younger than me!!" my murmurs lamented the feeling of Heaven never getting a reply
I walked to open the door, thirsty after I finished talking to Sky on the phone. I seem to be the luckiest woman in the world, being loved by a faithful man who has been waiting for my love in return for three years. I got to know Sky through social media, because my friend who is also a friend introduced us both through social media. He said Sky fell in love at first sight when we both met at the Kandangan city park, Palidangan.
"Money..." Blacky ran towards me as the door opened
"Don't come any closer!" I said fiercely to him who immediately stopped in place
"Smart cat!" I said and went to the kitchen
I immediately finished a cup of warm white water in one drink. My throat felt so much better than before, I saw Blacky looking at me with his cute look. I walked over to Blacky and briefly stroked his head before I left the room.