
Unable to sleep with such a chaotic mind, I finally chose to leave the room, all the way breathing fresh air outside. Morning went as usual, but one thing is not natural, why Tian's car still did not go to the office, I hope he did not relax.
"Nyah's morning!" Greet the driver
"For sir! Tian hasn't left for the office yet, sir?"
"Said Mr. Tian today not to the office nyah!"
"..." - ".I can only sigh in annoyance
"Against the same fight, Mr. Tian, huh?"
"Eh..."
"It's only natural that the madam is angry with Mr. Tian! I must be angry about being a mistress, too..."
"..." - ".I could only shake my head with a smile
"Eh... I'm sorry if I'm so excited!"
"Eh... You are not wrong! Take it easy sir!"
After chatting with the driver, I stepped into the swimming pool that looked lonely. I sat down while dipping my feet into the pool and again stared blankly in one direction with a lethargic face. I don't know what I'm really thinking, which is clear every time I become like this, it means I'm thinking about a heavy and complicated problem.
Back when I took a deep breath, it seemed like I had actually returned to the initial setup. I don't know since when Mr. Zion was behind which obviously shocked me when I looked back. Shocked even just a moment and again stared blankly in one direction, as if ignoring the existence of Mr. Zion.
"Madamie got a problem?"
"..." - ".I shook my head
"Again fight, sir?"
"..." - ".I'm back to shaking
"So crave something?"
"..." - ".Smell again
"Then! Now what does the madam think?"
" I don't know, sir..." My heart after a long breath
"..." - ".Now it's Mr. Zon's turn to be quiet
"It feels wrong... I was confused how else to be patient with this very ridiculous life... Haaaahh... I almost gave up..."
"..." - ".Mr. Zion is silent
"But... If I give up until here... This unborn child will also be dragged into the problems I create..."
"Does the mistress feel burdened with presence..."
"I don't feel overwhelmed by their presence... Maybe they were burdened, for having been in the womb of the wrong mother!"
"The lady is not wrong! Everything's wrong, old man..."
"Haaahhhhhhhhhhhhhh... Even the wrong ones are nothing! Blame himself!" I'm upset
"..." - ".Mr. Zion was silent again
"Did you ever love someone?"
"Ear!"
"Then how can you finally decide to live single for life? Maybe my question is too bad... I'm sorry sir I don't intend to open your old wounds!"
"No! Madam doesn't have to apologize... Because madam is not wrong!"
"Sir Zion's too good..."
"I actually have someone I love... But because of blessing... I can't be with the woman I love... It's a very silly story to tell..." Mr. Zion chuckles
"Everyone has their own story..."
"Do you still love that woman?"
"Looks 'yes'!" He said in a soft tone
"Do you not seek or close your heart forever? So that the phrase 'love' does not disturb the life of the father?"
"I tried to close this old heart... But this is the end! I still love that woman..." Mr. Zion chuckled again
"Great father...!"
"There's nothing to be proud of about this old man... Haha..."
"Sir Zion is indeed worthy of being a role model!" I smiled broadly at my reflection in the water
"Is the mistress feeling better now?"
"That's how..."
"..." - ".Mr. Zion was silent and so was I
After hearing Mr. Zion's story I became increasingly convinced to close my heart to the fullest. Maybe the seed of love that Tian had nurtured all this time would end up in vain like Ain's love for me first. After being satisfied to breathe the air outside, I decided to go back inside, and unfortunately made me so upset again. Because the figure of Tian standing behind me while answering the phone, with a different personality than this morning.
While Tian was busy with his phone, I went to the room to pick up my phone, which I hadn't played in a long time. After turning on the phone a lot of incoming messages and there were several calls from my acquaintances. Everything was nothing important, they were just pleasantries as usual, after replying one by one messages I started switching applications.
But unfortunately, nothing interested me until I put my phone back in the drawer. Suddenly I even want to eat something, maybe the baby's luggage or just want to eat again huh?. After taking the hairband I rushed down to the kitchen to make something that could be eaten, wanting to eat something original homemade.
"Mrs! Can I help you with fruit?"
"Nothing!"
"Then what's the lady going to do in the kitchen?"
"You're cooking..."
"What does she want to eat? Let auntie makein!" Ask Pure Bi who suddenly appeared
"Not to bi! I want to eat my own food!" Reject me
"But nyah..."
"I just want to make some fried rice... So don't worry!"
They didn't let me cook on my own, but after I convinced myself I wouldn't make a fire in the kitchen. Finally they allowed me to cook the food that I wanted, it turns out I was still skilled in kitchen affairs even though it had been a year more vacuum than the kitchen world.
"It turns out madam's a cook!" Praise Ica
"Obviously Ca!"
"The smell is so good!"
"It sure tastes good, too..."
"Hussis... You three continue to do each other's jobs there..." Bid Pure to the three of them
"Well... Aunty!" The three of them resigned
"..." - ".I can only smile at their behavior
"Aibi had thought that the mistress could not cook, before... But it turns out the mistress can cook as well as this... Hi aunty!"
"Hehehe... Thanks for the compliment, bi!"
"Everything... If the lady wants to eat another say to auntie yes! Aunty doesn't want to see the lady's hand with a knife... Fear of injury!"
"Auntie worries her too much..."
"Belvin... Because auntie loves the same mistress..." Aunty said softly with a blushed face
"I love aunt too!" I hugged my aunt in gratitude for loving me who was nobody
After the fried rice so, I immediately ate a bite for a mouthful because it was still hot. Aunty also made milk for pregnant women to accompany me to eat fried rice, which to me still feels like normal. While being focused on eating, Tian suddenly hugged me from behind affectionately, making me creep, while whispering love sentences that almost made me spit rice in the mouth. My appetite was gone, but I was still trying to smile because my aunt and the others were peeking out from behind the door.