A FOOL! WHEN ARE WE GONNA MEET?

A GREAT DAD

I woke up from sleep when I heard the little whining sound of the twins, again Tristan whining. While Chrysan who slept beside him was still sound with his adorable face. The clock on the new wall showed at 04:37 am, it was still too early if Tian woke up. Therefore I immediately raised Tristan who was silent after being in my sling.

Her little mouth twitched as if waiting for food, I chuckled at her like this. Tristan was completely similar to Tian while being spoiled and sulking normally. Even though my body hurts when moving, I still force it because I was obsessed with my mother when I just gave birth to my sister. You see, an hour after giving birth, you can immediately do work like not a person who has just given birth.

But after I felt it myself, forcing a tired body to finish giving birth was very draining. I am grateful, because the two boys I gave birth to, were born perfect without any flaws. Although the twins are old in the stomach, because the normal age of the woman giving birth is 9 months, so it can be said if the twins are old in the womb.

"Hey... Mom's son woke up?" I said I asked Tristan to talk

"..." - ".Tristan blinked his eyes while writhing

"Yes Allah... How can a mommy kid be this handsome!" My anxiety pinched his cheek

"Oekk..." Call the chrysanthemum whining

"Eh, the other mama's son is also awake? Now it's my sister's turn to eat..." I said put Tristan up to lift Chrysanthemum

"MashaAllah... Mama's kid can be this smart!" Praise him for whining only once

There is a difference from the way the two suckle, if Tristan suckles with another spirit again with Chrysanthemum that suckles gently. But they both gave me warmth and happiness when I looked at the faces of both of them. Suddenly my phone on the table rang, there was a video call coming in from my brother.

"Assynoltom..." Sapaku with a happy smile when he saw the faces of my parents

"Wa'alaikum..." All in unison

"Son! Sorry yes! Mama can't let you get married..." Suddenly my mother's cry broke

"It's okay, mah! He is also expected to be born in a week... But, suddenly last night the establishment broke first, everything will also come here..."

"Everything's healthy right there?" Ask Abah after she disappeared from the screen

"Alhamdulillah, everything is healthy! Abah's grandson is also healthy..."

"MashaAllah... Abah's grandson is twins!" He said with a choked voice and teary eyes

"Acque... I finally got the twins!" Soraya and Hayat said cheerfully

"Once bunting directly get two... Wanted to too!" Said brother Disi

"Gurus one child only Lo hassles, how about two... You can forget both of those kids!" Kak Nur is still ketus

"Diffulence... Will eat camel meat!" The word kak Gafar leads to an akikah event for babies

"Goddessa... Prayers, brother!"

"..." - ".The conversation continued for an hour

After the call was closed, suddenly the Chrysanthemum in my sling farted and when checked it turned out he was again popped. Pantesan has since been very calm, it turns out again with the same pup Tristan who peed. There I was confused, want to change diapers who used to because they pup and peed together. I finally decided to change Tristan's diaper first because she just peed, don't worry so far I've been practicing a lot about changing diapers while still pregnant both of them

While pregnant, I received home training from doctors and nurses, on how to change diapers and bathe children. I was a little scared at first, but then I tried to relax. While still busy changing Tristan's diaper, Chrysanthemum cried to make Tian wake up.

"Darling! Are you awake?" Tian asked me who was still busy changing Tristan's diaper

"Eh... Sorry, baby! You must have woken up to the sound of Chrysanthemum crying huh?"

"Either... You changed diapers again?" He got out of bed and approached me

"They're popping and peeing together, so I used to change Tristan's diaper just pee... So Chrysanthemum is crying!"

"Let me help you..." Said he helped me change Chrysanthemum diapers

"Was you able? Chrysanthemum pup loh..."

"And I've also been in baby diaper practice with you..."

"No! I can do it!" It intercepted me who was about to help him clear the Chrysanthemum pup

"..." - ".Since he was determined to help, I quietly watched closely while carrying Tristan

He wanted to give up in the middle, but when he turned to me who was busy joking with Tristan, so he continued his busy life. After a while, finally finished also Tian changed the Chrysanthemum diaper filled with his pup, Tian was a great father. Before he continued playing with the twins I reminded him to pray before his good time passed.

During Tian prayer, the twins fell asleep again and the lapse of sleep both used to take a bath, because my body was sticky.  When I was busy bathing, outside there was the sound of grandfather trying to wake the twins, but was prevented by Tian until there was a fight. But only for a moment, because after that there was no noise outside, I who had finished the bath immediately came out of the bathroom out of curiosity.

Apparently, the father and the grandfather each carried the twins who were still sleeping, pantesan silent. Because of twins, so the two do not need to fight to hold the little one, this is one of the advantages of having twins. The doctor went into the room to check on the twins, who were still tightly in the arms of the grandfather and the father.

"The twins are fine, even both look healthy and fit! For the mother of the twins, do not do things that make you tired first for a few days, because you have to recover energy..."

"Okay doc! It seems like I can do nothing but laze around..." I said staring at people who didn't even let me walk

"You are a lucky woman, surrounded by kind and caring people like this..." Said the other doctor

"I feel burdened... Out of fear of not being able to meet the expectations of all of them!"

"You need not be afraid! Because it seems like everyone around you really loves you... What a rare stroke of luck!"

"Mother doctor flattered me too much... Thanks for everything Doctor! Maybe if the doctor wasn't here, the twins would have been born later..."

"Together! You are a good woman... Everyone should treat you sincerely!"

"What a rare family sight!" Connect the other doctor

"..." - ".I smiled faintly at the happy scene before me at this moment

Is it time for me to free myself from all the terrors of the dark and painful past. Even though I was still scared because life was full of mysteries, everything scared me. I fear that this happiness will only happen for a moment before I fall back tragically, to the brink of destruction. But I also do not want to let go of the good opportunities that are now, I want to grasp the happiness that exists now however I can.

Their happy faces, their happy sentences, their cheerful laughter, their current jokes. Right, I wanted to hold onto it all tightly, so that there would be no gap for pain to come into my life anymore. I'm also very tired of living in a dark past, maybe it's time I focus on managing the future with the people I love even though they don't love me back.

"Dede's eyes look like a mistress!" Said Ica who was still looking for the same from the two of us

"Dede's nose looks like a master..." Said Lia following along

"Dede twins are more dominant like mister huh! Though if you look like a mistress, maybe Dede's baby will be more beautiful..." Said the unconscious Sasa with Tian's eyes staring at him cynically

"There really is a problem if MY CHILD looks more like me?" Tanya Tian cynically emphasized on my son's word

"There's obviously a problem... You are not as handsome as Grandpa! If they looked more like grandfather would be more handsome... Very very dear!" Grandpa shook his head

"Hopefully only the twin's face resembled that of the master! Aunty hope their character is more similar to the mistress..."

"Is there something wrong with my character?"

"Looks, sir never reflected..." Pure bi said which made Tian even more annoyed

"Gtogethers..." I almost laughed when I heard their conversation

"Darling!" Upset Tian immediately approached me and buried her face on my shoulder

"Why you?"

"They all make me angry... Should I throw them all out! I don't like our son in somebody else's arms!" Angry annoyed

"But I'm grateful that they look more like you!" My whisper is soft in his ear honestly

Tian raised his face to look at me with his face red. Her face right now was really like a child who had just finished taking in, extremely cute and cute. His current personality is very difficult to distinguish, because all of Tian's personalities are feeling the same way, so it is difficult to distinguish. But I know, if the personality that exists now is different from the personality that replaced the Chrysanthemum diaper this morning.