
The next morning I woke up earlier than usual due to a thirst that made my esophagus feel dry. Tian was still sleeping soundly beside me, his face looking calm and peaceful making a big smile on my face. Tian's slitting voice sounded vague, making me giggle amused for some reason. I saw a row of hair strands that stretched under his nose forming a thin whisker.
Usually Tian always took good care of his face, but somehow now instead let a thin mustache adorn his face. I felt a firm streak on every curve of her face that was indeed beautiful. Unknowingly my hand moved through his face slowly and gently, lest Tian wake up.
"Hmmm... You wake up, baby!" Tanya Tian was disturbed from her sleep
"I woke you up... Sorry!" I said to pull a hand from his face, but it was held back by Tian
"Not really!" He said and kissed my hand softly
"Darling..later in the afternoon I want to go out can you?" I asked after a long silence
"Where?" Tanya Tian turned sa.bil stroked my stomach
"I want to see you in college... A few days ago I met him in front of the company! He's sure I stopped by the restaurant he runs... Can I go?"
"Hm... How yes... I give you permission but it has to be the same aunt!" Tian looks not to allow it
"Should it be auntie?" I asked him to leave alone
"Should! Let's not mess up weird food for baby Dede!" He said firmly and kissed my stomach
"But it's not good to bring your aunt..." I said to be clear to let him go alone
"Why should it not be delicious? Or do you want me to go?" He said it makes me a little hopeful
"... But you have a lot to do!" I murmured while playing my finger
"..." - ".Tian just smiled and hugged me gently
Not long after that I looked at the dawn prayer from a distance, making me wake up again, having fallen asleep again in Tian's arms just now. From the bathroom I also heard the sound of water rustling, when opening Tian's eyes was not there next to me. I woke up to stretch the muscles in my body, all want to take a shower and pray at dawn.
"Kok getting up again?" Tian asked as he exited the bathroom and saw me standing up while playing a phone
"Can I pray with you!" I don't know why I was even pushed to kiss her cheek that was still wet with water
"You want to shower too? Let me prepare the water for you..."
"No need! I can do it myself... I want to take a shower first!" I immediately entered the bathroom did not forget the door lock😜 fear anyone entered v:
Sat sut set... No need to long the business in the bathroom is finished, it's time to go out to meet the prospective father of my children. It turned out that Tian had been waiting for my arrival on the prayer mat that had been on his title near the balcony window, even my mukena and prayer mats were already there. I immediately approached Tian who greeted me with a beautiful smile.
"Let me help you!" He said he offered to put his face on me
"Thank you baby!" I feel moved
"Beautiful... I hope our son will be like all of you..."
"But I want them to look like you!" I said while stroking my stomach
"Like you... You're beautiful, sweet, cute, considerate, affectionate, understanding, patient..." I closed his mouth with my hand slowly
"Excessive muji is forbidden!!" I'm ashamed guys at praising my own husband
"You're ashamed...!" I covered my face with both hands in shame
"Haihihah... You can be so cute!!" Her anxiety pinched my cheek
"Udah... When is the prayer..." I said to divert the conversation
"Love you baby..." He said and then kissed my forehead
"Love you to... Prospective father!" My heart doesn't want to lose
After being satisfied, we finally immediately performed dawn prayers with imami Tian. Tian's melodious voice while reciting the holy verse gave me goosebumps together with peerless happiness. It was not in vain that I approved her impromptu proposal that time, if it would end up like this. Although he had once done things that deviated from religious advice and approached religious prohibitions.
Tian changed completely not because of coercion or forced requests from me, but purely from himself. I'm not the first woman he ever slept with, nor am I the first woman he loves, nor am I the first woman to make him change. But the one I believe in, is that I was the first woman to pray as a master behind her, and among all the women I've ever known and known, only I'm the one who really feels so lucky to have her.
I don't care if one day he's interested in polygamy, so from the first year of our marriage, I've never had a fuss about his far-fetched affair. Although Tian has explained that for the past year he has never slept with his mistresses and drank liquor again, I don't feel at a disadvantage if he does the opposite of what he says.
"Darling! You go see you at what time?" Tian asked as I fitted a tie for him
"Maybe at lunch time! Why?" Ask me back
"Ohh... It's nothing, it's just!"
"I thought you'd get to me later..." I don't know why I'm upset
"I'm not busy... It will definitely nyamperin you! Don't frown at it dong... It's getting more cute!" Said he pinched my cheek gemes
"It can't be floundering in lessin..." I said I hugged her because I was embarrassed
"Haihihah... I guess I can't... You see if you are in gombalin even added gemesin..." His laughter was happy and hugged me back
"Darling!" Call me soft still in his arms
"Hm... Why?" Ask softly
"Now I can no longer differ in your nature... But I can still tell by your different body scents every time! I'm scared..." I don't know why I feel so alone with my words
"Fear why?" Tanya Tian was worried
"Fear you left me when I started to open my heart... L'm... Fear...!" My tears broke in Tian's embrace
"Shhuuut... Don't cry anymore... It's gonna be all bad..." He said it calmed me down
"You're..." My annoyance hit his chest slowly
"I promise I won't leave you... You have to believe that! All we can say is one death! Only death will destroy us... But I hope you live a happier life after I'm picked up by death!" He said he looked me in the eye and made me sadder
"I want to live like you... Anyhow the story ahead! I swear it in the name of love... If there would only be one husband for me in this life, and that person would be you... Fool or not!" My anger at him who talks about death, will be remembered Ain😭
Maybe if Ain was still in this world, what I now have in my arms is not Tian but Ain. Although the story will be different from my wedding trip now. Marriage is not necessarily a match, so I am still waiting for the end of my life to know who is really my soul mate in this life. But I hope Tian is really my soul mate in this life, whatever the reason I will wait for his explanation.