
Two months had passed quickly, because for two months I had been going through with a feeling of emptiness and lack of enthusiasm. A few days ago I realized there was just such a premonition about loss in my life. Like when I was a teenager, I like to guess the tragedy of death that will happen, and now that premonition comes back to haunt me.
In recent days I always ask for the daily development that my parents do in the village, from my sister. Some nights I felt very agitated for fear of the premonition of death, happening within my family members. But so far from the news that I keep monitoring everything is fine in the village. I realized that the premonition of death I felt was not directed at my family members, but at the people who were currently one city with me, who must have been my acquaintances.
"Akghhh.." I cried frustratedly thinking of this crazy premonition.
Now I was lying on the couch in the living room watching the news from the television to take those crazy thoughts away. But suddenly I felt something strange about myself and my daily activities during these two months. I just remembered, Ain had only been calling me on my cell phone for two months and you never met. Ain did say that if he was going to go home for a long time, that's why I was slow about him being far away, maybe because he was telling me every day.
Oh yes, I have good news about Ain, a month ago exactly my birthday, Ain gave the most beautiful gift of my life. But only through the sound and picture of his face on the screen hp, in other words video call. That time with a radiant face, he said gini...
"Darling! We pray together sometime!" He said with a happy smile
"Definitely... But wait for you to believe in God first!" Follow me with a happy smile
"I have believed.even I have believed that the Messenger of Allah is the Messenger of Allah swt." he said melodious mention of the two sacred names.
"Ka...Have you entered Islam?" I was surprised with my eyes at that moment
"..." - ".Ain nodded with a beaming smile
"Alhamdulillah.... By jove... Dear.." I said thank you followed by a happy tear that followed the next drop
"Darling.Khy are you crying! Do not cry dong. "he said while wiping the screen hp hope the tears on my cheeks were erased as well.
"Oh Allah.. This is the most beautiful gift I have ever had on a birthday. huhuhuhu.." her crying became more and more.
At that time Ain really felt annoyed because at that time he was not there beside me to wipe the tears that continued to wet my cheeks. I was both happy and moved by what he said at the time, and he even introduced his parents to me on screen that day. Both her parents and sister were friendly, and thanked me for taking care of Ain while in Jakarta.
But it was not Ain who took care of me, I should be the one to thank, because they had given birth and cared for Ain to be the man who had always been by my side for over a year. And a few days after giving the most beautiful gift, Ain never discussed about the engagement that was very much in the wake of this, maybe he will give me a surprise again later.
I smiled to myself as I remembered that day while hugging the sofa cushion, it turned out that the Ain family was very friendly and kind, which is what made me happy. But what is strange here, is not the Ain family very harmonious, then why he became a cold and indifferent person? And all this time I always saw the light of his eyes so cute on several occasions, like there was a heavy burden that had to be borne. I thought, maybe it was because of the debt collectors who were constantly chasing him.
I cleaned up the glass and junk Snack I ate with Fitri a few hours ago. Today Fitri again recounts his complaints that never end. This time he asked me for advice about his work which he said the last few days have been a mess. My feelings at this moment.
"...let me go...🎶" the ringtone of the phone call on my phone reads.
"Assalamualaikum beautiful my dear!" Say hello to Ain when the call is connected
"Wa'alaikumsalam my dear imam!" My heart avenged his fight
"Called dear now... Where was it then unfortunately?" Ain said to tease me, because I never called him dear
"It used to be a tingle in my teeth." I said.
"No idea! Maybe unfortunately waiting for the right time.to say 'I miss you'.." I said while twisting the ends of the hair.
"I also miss you. This prayer is yes let time quickly bring us together again!" He said in a sad tone
"Eat him, let's meet him soon! Tell me where your home address is!!" I was upset that for a few days kept asking for his village address
"Let me follow you..."
"From then until now... You're always stubborn! Kan I also want to give a surprise to you. I feel like a girlfriend who is too in the master daughter, while not being able to make her own boyfriend in princekan!!" I'm upset because all this time he's been trying to make me happy
"And that should be it..."
"That's what you mean? I can't keep going with you at all! Give me space to help you!" I was upset to cut his sentence
"Darling! You don't have to make me rich enough you are beside me already feel in manjain!" Tombal Ain made me flutter
"Now I'm good at racing! But good deh.... rather than you who always put a cold and indifferent face but attention!"
"How would you prefer me?" Ask Ain in a weak tone
"I like everything from you!" I said and covered my face with the pillow that had been in my arms
"Hmmm.." he said it's getting weaker.
"Are you sleepy?" I asked when I realized his tone
"Yes." he was weak.
"You have a good rest there. Take care of your health!"
"Hmmm.." he said it was like a half-sleeping man.
"Assalamualaikum..."
"Wa'alaikumsalam my dear beloved.." he said and I ended the call.
I saw the clock on the wall showed at 2 am in the morning, the indoor air pressure became increasingly cold, because usually in this hour the apartment building will be the arrival of supernatural creatures. I went into the room, and locked all the windows and doors, making sure everything was safe before going to bed. Tomorrow it is time to sleep until noon, because the company holds a joint leave to commemorate the birthday of the company director who has reached the age of twilight.
But later tonight I have to attend his birthday event at a five-star city hotel, due to an official invitation from the director of the company directly. Not only am I invited exclusively by the director, but the entire company's employees . I did not want to come, but he said I was very expected to come, either because of what and who expected my arrival. What is clear now is that I want to go to bed immediately and sleep in the warmth of the blanket.