A FOOL! WHEN ARE WE GONNA MEET?

*I LOVE MY HUSBAND*

Outside the sky shone brightly after the rain all afternoon, the night had also dissolved. I was shocked when I woke up from sleep, because the size of my stomach was already shrinking. Tian was nowhere to be seen in the room, I faintly heard the crying voice of one of my children outside. After the birth, I only had time to breastfeed them a little, but they still seem hungry because it is late at night.

I got out of bed, although the pain and pain still plagued my body, but I still forced a step out of the room. Everyone was busy calming the crying little one with a face full of confusion. Just a few steps I walked, it felt like my energy was drained again in an instant. But I still force myself out of the room, because the sound of the cry of the little one disturbed my mind.

"Cup cup cup... Young master a smart boy..." Bi Pure tried to calm the little one who was still crying

"Sasa... Scribbles! Make formula milk really long!" Ica's upset that calms the little guy

"Bie... Let me be the big one..." Pinta Tian took the little one from Pure Bi

While the other little one was in the sling of the grandfather calmly, the other one was silent ayem calmly. Still no one was aware of me limping towards the living room sofa where they were kept busy by the little guy. Sasa carried the formula milk hurriedly towards Tian who was holding the chatty little one.

"Darling!" Call me to Tian who is confused because the little one is still crying when he is fed

"Darling! You should not move much... Your face is pale again!"

"Ooeekkk... Oeekk..." The little cry

"here... Let me be the one who's fat..." I asked Tian to give me the little one

"O.oeek...ooeek..." The little guy was hiccuping

"Cup cup cup... Sweetheart! Here let mama carry...." The crying began to subside

"Ca! Ambilin chair!" Tian's orders on ica

"It's mister..."

"Darling! Sit down..." Pinta Tian soft

"Bismillah..." When I was about to sit down, it felt like my body was in something

"Why did you come out? Should've called me..."

"It's okay, all stretching..."

"You shouldn't move much first... You're out of worry, have a lot of rest..." Obelisk

"Yes I know! But the little one was crying, as my mother where could she cry so much.....You already know Abah is the same mama in the village right?"

"Udah! Tomorrow everything will come here... " Said while stroking my head

"Darling!..." I said to ask her for help to turn around, because I was about to breastfeed the little one

"Slowly..."

A warm, affectionate feeling whizzed into the bottom of my heart, as I felt the sensation of the little one while drinking the breast milk in my body. Even though both are identical twins I can still distinguish which one is born with still wrapped in amniotic fluid. The little guy I'm carrying right now who was born with an amniotic band, while the one in my grandfather's arms is our first child.

"Darling! Which Tristan is which Chrysanthemum, right?"

"Udah! The one in Grandpa Chrysanthemum's sling, because he's the big brother! While this chatter is called Tristan..." Anxious Tian pinched the little guy's cheek gently

"I'm happy..."

"Because?"

"Because now I have 3 Tian people by my side... It feels like a dream!"

"Ooeekkk...." Suddenly the Chrysanthemum that was in Grandpa's arms was crying loudly

"Eh... Dede her baby is jealous of her twin huh?" Tanya Ica menoel-noel chrysanthemum cheeks soft

"Ca! Your hands are clean, right? Don't hold Dede's baby... Lo's hand has the mills!" Said Sasa and Lia nagging Ica

"Anak... My hands are clean!" Upset Ica to Sasa and Lia

"Never make a fuss... The baby will wake up!" Aunty reprimands their quarrel because she sees Tristan sleeping

Grandfather gave me another cry of Chrysanthemum, then took Tristan who was in Tian's sling. There was a fight between the two for fighting over Tristan who was silent because he was asleep. After Chrysanthemum and Tristan fell asleep, I immediately had grandfather and Tian put the two of them on the crib that was in the room. Since the night was also late, I asked everyone to rest, not least the two doctors and nurses who watched over the little one.

At first they do not want to go to rest because they still want to look at the face of the little one, even though the night has been really late. Even grandfather insisted on accompanying the little one to sleep, so I asked the doctor to help make everything back to rest. After the doctor gave an explanation if I and second for me have a lot of rest to recover energy. Finally after half an hour the doctor gave an explanation everyone decided to go back to their respective rooms.

"Darling! You must be tired too..."

"I'm not tired... You sleep first, I still want to see the little guy!"

"Darling! You also need to rest... You still have to go to the office tomorrow!"

"I'm going on vacation, I want to spend time with you and the kids for the next few months!"

"I really don't care if you take another vacation to spend the same time with me and the kids! But what's your job?"

"Work problem, for a while I'll give it to my cousin!"

"Same Rion? He has returned to Indonesia? When's? I'm not told!"

"He also came suddenly, because he heard you want to be born... He said, it was just this afternoon!"

"Oohh... That's it! Yaudah, good if anyone can replace you while in the office... But you need to rest now! You look tired..." I stroked her tired face gently

"But I still want to play with the kids!" Produce

"They are sleeping too! Tomorrow morning I can..."

Finally, after being persuaded to a number of times, Tian finally went up to the bed to lay his tired body. The clock on the wall has been shown at 00.25pm in the morning. Although I'm tired of having twins, I also know that Tian is mentally tired. Because she has a pretty heavy mind load if traced, thinking of young children, thinking of myself who just finished giving birth, even thinking about work that again there is a problem.

Not to mention thinking about my upcoming family, as well as thinking about his decision. About handing over authority in office to Rion the cousin who just finished S3 studies in America. I once met with Rion, when we went for a walk out of the country during my young pregnancy I was introduced to Rion.

Rion is a young man who is the same age as Tian, unfortunately until now Rion still has not found a life partner that suits his expectations. You see Rion is a type of fuckboy, who likes to make the opposite sex baper, but only at the beginning of doang acquaintances.

"Darling! Thank you for being my wife all these years!" Lirih Tian with a trembling tone

"I thank you too! For having been my husband and companion in life, wordlessly tired!" I smiled at him who was smiling bitterly at me lovingly

"Thank you very much, dear..." Tian gave me a warm kiss on my forehead in his gratitude

"..." - ".I still look at him with a smile

I think I understand what happiness is, maybe as I feel it now. Happiness is very difficult to describe with words because it can only be felt without being touched or touched. I hope this feeling will last a long time to accompany my previously very chaotic life.

"I love my husband" the phrase seemed to be imprinted in my heart at this moment