A FOOL! WHEN ARE WE GONNA MEET?

TOO WEAK

I went home with Niko on Tian's orders, because Tian wouldn't let me use an online taxi service. I was tired of being lazy to argue just because of such a problem, and I was finally able to lay down as favors as I am now. Unknowingly it turns out that I slept in sleep until I missed Maghrib time, because when I woke up adzan isya reverberated from the mosque loudspeakers in the distance there.

"I'm hungry!" I said listlessly to hear the sound of the stomach tugging

After bathing and praying I immediately went down to the bottom floor which was already quiet. Looks like Tian hasn't come home from his dinner yet, or maybe he's on a date with Katya. Whatever he wants, as long as it doesn't make me sick of seeing that woman's face again.

"Lapers... Laper..." I muttered without paying attention to the road and accidentally hit an antique urn with my injured leg

"Mrs... Madam's okay, isn't she?" The word pure bi approached the direction of the voice and found me grimacing in pain

"It's okay to be bi!" I said I was approaching the dining table

"Mrs' feet are bleeding...!" Bizarre to see my nightgown pants bleed

"Maybe the wound that was yesterday opened again bi!" I said still grimacing

"Let auntie puttin..." Pure Bi said after being shocked to see my wounds that were bleeding again

Pure Bi treated my wounds lovingly, to the point of making me feel pain in my wounds and heart. Because I was amazed by the attention of Pure Bi who was clearly full of worry. After finishing treating my wounds, as usual Pure Bi would advise me with her gentle yet piercing talk.

"Bie... I want to eat!" I said interrupt her nagging

"Mrs wants to eat... What to eat to auntie ready!" Bi Pure word spirit

"What's the point, what's important is that your aunt cooks!" I said smiling widely

"Judek... Aunt masakin's a minute..." The word pure bi immediately moved towards the kitchen

"Bie... I want to eat pop noodles... Two servings yes bi!" I said as I looked at the stockpile of pop noodles in the kitchen cabinet

"But..."

"Come bi... I beg!" Persuade me to aunt

Bi Pure was devastated by my request, while waiting for the noodles to be finished in the brew, I intended to help Sasa clean the antique jar, but was instead prevented by Ica who suddenly came to help Sasa. I sat quietly in my chair and asked them to talk. After the noodle pop is finished in the cook and served Pure bi on the table I am ready to eat it, but it is still hot ***.

"Where... What are you eating again?" Tanya Tian who saw me busy eating something at the dining table

"..." - ".I turned to him with a long dangling noodle that I immediately sucked up into a mouth

"You eat noodles! But you ate something else, right?" Tanya Tian headed towards me

"..." - ".I shook my head because I was busy eating noodles

"What's? Why do you eat noodles... Your stomach is empty again, not good if it is directly in the contents of gini noodles!" Angry Tian and pulled the pop noodles I just ate a little

"Before you eat rice... You can't eat noodles..." He said and threw the noodles I just ate some bribes into the trash

"..." - ".I don't know why I feel hurt and pain in my chest

"Darling... How you cry! You also know if eating noodles on an empty stomach is not good..." Angry Tian to me

"Hiks... Hix... Hicks..." I held back so that my tears would not break

"Darling... Just because of the noodles doang you until so cry... Not funny to know!" Pissing Tian to me

"Hiks... I'm new... Eat little... Hix... Hicks..." My crying is getting worse

"I will love whatever you want to eat... As long as it's not noodles... Don't cry anymore... I'm dizzy with the horror!" Shouted Tian gusar

"...hiks...hikss..." I looked at him in shock not to believe that just because I ate noodles he could be this angry

My chest feels very painful to find his angry gaze, I also use lebay kayak gini. I just want to eat noodles, but why even cry gini, really not really. My head feels heavy and sore, probably right Tian said, on an empty stomach do not eat noodles, because this is the result. I covered my face with both hands and cried sobbing with the pain of lamenting the fate of pop noodles in the trash.

"Sa.honey..." Call Tian start to soften

"Mrs... Why does madam cry? What you do..."

"You're just a maid... Dare to scold the employer, you lowly maid..." Kataya was upset and a slap was heard at the end of his sentence

"..." - ".I opened the hand that covered my face to look at Katya's already brash face

But unfortunately when I opened my hands from my face all I saw was dark and twitching. My body felt so limp that it almost made me fall to the floor if there was no alertness from Ica that immediately held my body from falling from the chair.

"Mrs...!" Shocked Ica who managed to hold my body

"Darling..." Tian shouted in shock and was about to approach me but I held back with my hands indicating stopping in place

"City... Please take me to my room..." I'm in Ica's arms

"Well.it's..." With Ica's papah heading to the room I felt the pain in my leg back sore

"Hiks..hiks..." I was still crying as I headed for the room

Upon reaching the room, I asked Ica to come out and make room for me alone. I cried indistinctly in this room, I felt silly because it was so easy to cry just because of the pop noodle problem I just ate a little. Although this is not the first time I cry like this during our marriage, but somehow it feels like my cry this time is very unreasonable and very painful.

After satisfied crying I changed my position that had begun to cramp, probably due to the wrong position of the stomach. After I calmed down I immediately expected to sleep, but unfortunately it did not happen, because my mind was still chaotic. Just this time I had the intention of escaping from this house, after being betrayed by Tian for so long. But giving up just like that is not Ruka's name.