Wrong Room

Stay Away's

Bram had only been able to look at Kinan with mixed feelings. One side of him was relieved that Kinan had already passed his critical period. However, the other side he regretted for only being able to save one of the important parts of his life. He can't save their baby who hasn't even had a chance to breathe the air of the world.

"What should I tell Kinan later?" murmured Bram in his heart. He really couldn't imagine Kinan's response if he knew their baby was gone.

The movement that Bram felt in his hand, made the man immediately wipe away his tears. He called out Kinan's name, making sure his wife was fully aware. Next, he went to call the doctor so that Kinan could be examined.

...***...

An awkward atmosphere enveloped the white room. Kinan chose to remain silent rather than shout the grief that now enveloped the heart. He did not even glance at Bram at all who had been sitting beside him since. He thinks only he is in there.

"Eh? Not eaten?" ask mama Kinan when he arrived in the nursery. He had intended to give the two of them space to talk. However, what happened was a silence that accompanied the child and his daughter-in-law.

Mama Kinan knows very well how devastated Kinan and Bram are at this time. For that he took the initiative to give space so that the two can both pour that sadness and lean on each other.

He still did not know the problem that Kinan was facing as well as Bram. To that end, he instead muddied the atmosphere by letting the two together like that. Kinan actually needs his mother more.

"Kinan is still full. Mama take it again," replied Kinan as he shifted the bowl of porridge that had cooled. Even he was unable to stay alive at this moment.

"Can't do that." Mama Kinan grabbed the bowl and replaced it with another bowl. He should not have given me any other food. However, he knew very well Kinan would not refuse the food he brought.

"Udah diem." Mama Kinan brushed off Kinan's hand trying hard to get rid of the bowl. She knew her daughter would miss a meal. So, he took the initiative to bribe her. Not to forget he also asked Bram to eat also so as not to get sick.

"Will not be given onions," muttered Mama Kinan then thrust a spoonful of porridge that he made himself. Of course this managed to make Kinan's eyes start to glaze over.

"You usually like to wear soy sauce but this time you don't bring it," he said trying to be strong for Kinan. After all, her daughter really needs support.

"Good thanks, Ma."

Her mother chuckled at the words. "This is just Mama Denger you said that. Kind of ticklish."

"Ih Mama" Kinan's whine again made the mother laugh.

"Some of you suddenly said that, so it's goosebumps."

"You ah, Kinan won't talk anymore."

Hearing the little conversation of the mother and child at a glance made Bram hold a smile. It turned out that he wasn't that smart to bring back Kinan's smile and laughter. Though he should have said something since then at least that could comfort Kinan. However, what he did was to remain silent with such a great sense of guilt.

"Why, Ka?"

"There's a little problem. The investor who yesterday suddenly told me his partner's interest."

"Okay, I'm going there now." Bram disconnected the phone. She hesitantly approached Kinan and the in-laws who seemed to be starting to look warm. In fact, Kinan had already started to smile while accepting the bribes after bribes given to him.

"Ma, Bram to the office first huh. There's a little problem. Malem Bram will be here again."

"You finished your business first. Let mama take care of Kinan here," said mama Kinan who ended with a smile. The middle-aged woman then went back to feed Kinan before the bowl was completely clean.

"Something's wrong with them" mama Kinan murmured in his heart. He felt suspicious because when left unchecked, Kinan and Bram were both silent. Totally beyond his expectations. He thought Bram and Kinan would be like any other couple at a time when they both felt lost.

...***...

Bram frowned when he could not find Kinan anywhere in the room. There was only an empty bed and the mother-in-law who was folding Kinan's clothes. He hadn't seen Kinan for 2 days because the matter was really difficult to solve. Moreover, investors who had been going to plant shares in his company, is a very influential person.

Even so, Bram always contacted his mother-in-law and asked about Kinan's condition. He felt a little relieved because slowly Kinan showed positive progress. Though, every night Kinan would definitely cry.

"Where's the kin?"

"You go back to your home first yes," said the mother ended with a smile. He's not keeping Kinan away from Bram on purpose. However, all this was due to Kinan's request. His daughter said she didn't want to see Bram for a while.

"Let's talk to Kinan again." Mama Kinan smiled as she carried the bag containing the change of clothes she had previously used. "Mom go home first."

Kinan still did not open his mouth. She was silent as her mother asked what kind of problem the two were having. However, from the way Kinan pleaded, the mother was sure that there was indeed a considerable problem between Bram and Kinan.

Bram paused when he felt a message was coming to his phone. She frowned as Rena again sent her a message. Different from before, Bram is now no longer thinking about the feelings that 'he said' he had to solve with Rena. After all, Rena also has her own life. In fact, Rena is also getting married in the near future.

"I don't want to lose anymore." Bram chose to block Rena's number so she couldn't reach him again. By reading his name alone, Bram was already very hurt and feeling guilty. According to him, getting rid of Rena forever was the only thing that could reduce her guilt right now.

Bram followed the in-laws again and stopped him. He then left Kinan's favorite food that he had written in it. It's okay if Kinan doesn't read it. He hoped Kinan would accept it and eat it.

"Let's Mama's takein. You're patiently waiting for Kinan."

Bram knew he should force it by meeting Kinan to be forgiven immediately. However, he was certain that it would even make Kinan even more resentful of him. He even felt disgusted considering how he had once thought silly to resolve his unfinished feelings. In fact, Kinan was the one who had previously helped him to break through the storm.