
Kinan chuckled then wiped away the remaining sauce stain on the corner of her husband's lips. After a confused decision, they finally decided to go to a fast food restaurant. Bram chooses a burger while Kinan chooses their spaghetti. However, since many people were visiting at the outlet, they eventually decided to eat in the car.
Now the race is worried that Bram is a little less because Raka gave him news that Rosa is awake. He had a negative thought when he heard the doctor's description of the oma. Oma Rosa is able to wake up quickly.
"Thank you."
Kinan frowned when he heard that remark. "For?"
"To enter in life mas," replied Bram ended with a smile. She felt that things were starting to go well when Kinan was with her. Even about the relationship he feared so much, now it has faded. He views relationships as things that give him other comforts. He always had a reason to go home. Even though it was past midnight. He would usually choose to stay in the office.
Kinan held back the happiness that was within him. He also felt a lot of butterflies flying in his stomach. Can he enjoy this happiness? Regardless of what will happen in the future, he will love Bram today. Not yesterday or tomorrow. "Tumben is really talking about it."
"Can't you?"
Kinan chuckles. "Not really."
"All consuls yuk."
The call was successful in making Kinan choke. He had just swallowed his last mouthful. Bram suddenly talked about it again. How many times did he say it? He doesn't want to. Only, right now the risk is too much. He is not fully ready either.
Bram opened a bottle of mineral water and then gave it to Kinan. He was quite surprised by Kinan's response as he talked about it. What is wrong with doing the consulting? At least they have the preparation to actually become parents.
"Sorry, sorry, Kinan was shocked," Kinan said as the pain in his throat slightly disappeared. He even let out tears because his spaghetti was quite spicy.
Kinan tried to hold back the laughter as Bram chipped. He just found out Bram can sulk too. He thinks a guy like Bram can never sulk for having everything. In fact, if he wanted to, he could turn other wives around right now.
"You still have trauma. So Kinan wants to heal first." Losing your father since childhood is not easy for Kinan. He had to face many things including insults while in school. When the other children went to school with their father on a motorbike or car, he went on a bicycle with his mother.
Indeed, Bram has also said he will not leave it. However, he was afraid that his son would feel the same way. He felt it was too painful and he would not let it happen to his son.
"It's just the consul."
"Later again, yeah. Kinan is not ready yet."
"Yaudah, wait for you to be ready."
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Kinan chose to return home this afternoon. She brought clean clothes for her husband and brought lunch. However, he did not cook when the mother stopped by with a bushel full of food.
"So nerepotin."
"Not for your favorite son." The mama pinched Kinan's cheek before reopening every bushel she carried. "Mom bring vegetables to eat ya."
"Ma ...."
"Suwer, mama doesn't ask for grandchildren now. Mama wants you to be healthy."
"Just enjoy your time. I have a son, it's hard to do anything. Satisfied playing first. Let's not mrsel later."
Kinan smiled and hugged his mother. Although they often quarreled because of the stubborn Kinan, still they would get along with each other at a time like this.
"Eh .. There's a guest turned out."
The sound made Kinan sigh. She was sure Sarah would start babbling about unimportant things again. Even about waking up bad luck was revealed. In fact, all this time Bram just did not let him do anything at home because indeed their residence has several household assistants.
"Sir, teach his son to help."
Mama Kinan just smiled hearing that. "Since when has the queen been doing housework?"
Kinan tried to hold back the laughter. All this time he was just lazy to reply to Sarah's words. Especially when Sarah says the main reason for their marriage is because of getting pregnant out of wedlock. It turned out that even his favorite son ended up like that. Married because Lia was pregnant first. It should also be a little forced because of the Hero who initially refused to take responsibility.
"Mama go home first. If ordered, report to mom. Let mama wash all her face."
Kinan was satisfied. However, he also felt bad for even making his mother and Sarah fight like this. He also hurriedly piled back the bushel of food that the mother brought and then took her away.
"You're both bum."
Kinan laughed at the mother's grunts. "It's only temporary. Usually there's only Kinan, Bram's mas, same oma."
"Your mother did not tell you. But you're not sensitive, so help mama."
Kinan opened the door of his car to drive his mother. "Kinan also helps sometimes, ma."
"You snot that too."
Kinan missed the atmosphere of his home. Indeed, he sometimes chooses not to go home for reasons of responsibility. Plus, he was lazy to hear every babble of his neighbor because he never married. However, after actually living apart, he wanted a day to stay at his house.
"Nan, mom won't sue you. But your age is getting older, the more risky also if you are pregnant. You're 30 now."
Hearing back his age, made Kinan somewhat intrigued. It turns out he was that old. If you think it is like that. However, far from what my mother knew, there were many things that prevented her. One of them is the fear of things that he experienced, repeated in the child.
"Ma, Kinan was afraid that Kinan's son would understand what Kinan was rasain. Kinan is not grateful. Mama Kinan love a lot of affection, only Kinan feels the need of a father figure too."
My mom just smiled at him. Besides, it's got a point too. "Why do you think that?" ask the mother. He was curious as to why Kinan thought so.
"Man is dynamic. It can change at any time."
"Mama doain you will not understand what mama rasain. You must communicate with Bram often including this matter. He also must have wanted to carry a baby, ngajak play his son, same nganter his son to school."
Kinan actually wants to. Moreover, his age was no longer young. The more delay, the risk will be higher. Does he need to talk to Bram about his fear? He was only afraid of Bram changing and acting at will after knowing he was so afraid of losing.
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