Wrong Room

It's Too Late

"Why are you silent Word?"

"It's okay."

"I'm sorry if I offended you a little bit about that motorcycle. I just didn't expect everything to happen to Vallen, because the way he loved me and you was so different. We've been in this relationship for seven years, and I really know how Vallen is."

"Oh that's okay, I'm just grateful to you for saying something that Vallen has been hiding from me. Thank you so much Rayhan."

"Yes, I just want to see her live happily with you. Please don't disappoint and hurt him, Firman."

"Yes, of course." replied the Word with a smile with a little forced because it endured the pain in his heart.

'Vallen, I'm sorry.'

"The word!"

"Oh yeah. What's up Rayhan?"

"I'm leaving first, I need to get into the waiting room immediately."

"Yes Ray, be careful."

"Yes, please take good care of Vallen. You're a very lucky man." said Rayhan, patting Word on the shoulder.

Firman smiled, and he drew closer to Agam, who was sitting not far from him.

"He's your friend?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Why after talking to him do you look so lethargic? Did anything ever happen between you?"

"No, our relationship is fine. I'm just regretting my stupidity."

"Your stupidity? What the hell happened to you?"

"It's nothing Agam, just a matter of the heart."

Agam also smiled.

"Word, matters of the heart should not be underestimated, your life can fall apart if you misstep, you must not deny your heart. Ask your deepest heart when you make a decision."

"Yes Agam, thank you very much for your advice."

"Yes. Word, I'm leaving first. Thank you so much for driving me. Sorry for the time being I haven't been able to repay all your kindness."

"Calm down, don't think about it. I'm so grateful to you, because you brought me here, now that I've got the answer to my problem."

"It's a matter of the heart, isn't it, Word?" ask Agam while chuckling.

The Word smiled and then nodded his head.

"I left first" said Agam then left the Word that is still pensive.

"Miss the heart." said the Word as he shed his tears. He then took the phone in his jacket pocket and tried to dial Vallen's number. But the phone call was always denied.

"Ahhhhh shit!!" swear Word when he found out Vallen had blocked his cell phone number.

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Vallen seemed busy writing down patient records on his desk. He then saw the watch in his hand.

"It turns out it's late in the afternoon, I have to finish this job and go home, I'm trying to get some rest. It felt like I was so sleepy after all night I didn't fall asleep thinking about that arrogant guy" Vallen said as he finished his work.

That's when the door to the room opened.

"Doctor Vallen, this is a flower delivery for you" one of the nurses said as he entered Vallen's room.

Vallen who had just examined the patient also looked at the flower that was still in the nurse's hands.

"flower? From whom?"

"Perhaps this is from your lover, a man asked me to deliver this for you" said the nurse, giving Vallen a bouquet of flowers, a beautiful mix of roses and chrysanthemums.

"It's so pretty" Vallen said with a smile.

Vallen, I'm sorry.

"This must be the Word that sent it." - Vallen grumbled, he then threw the flower into the trash.

"Doctor Vallen, why are you throwing it away? Isn't that pretty."

"You like it?"

"Yes." Yeah."

"Then that's for you."

The nurse's face was also shining.

"Thank you very much Doctor Vallen."

"Yes together."

The nurse came out of Vallen's room. Word, who was sitting not far from Vallen's room, stared wistfully as a nurse walked out of the room, bringing flowers to Vallen.

"So you refused my flower, Vallen" said Firman as he walked out of the hospital.

A few moments later, Vallen got up from his seat and walked to the door. He opened the door slowly, then turned his face to the right and to the left from behind the crack.

"It looks safe."

But when he opened the door, someone was standing in front of him.

"Vallen, we need to talk."

"I'm sorry, I don't seem to have any business with you."

"Vallen, please forgive me. I'm really sorry for everything I said yesterday."

"There's nothing more to talk about, excuse me I'm on a lot of business."

But when Vallen will leave the Word, suddenly the Word has blocked his hand. He then pushed Vallen's body back into his room. Slowly Word walked closer to Vallen who rewinded his steps, until finally his body stuck to the wall. Word then held Vallen's hand while kneeling before him.

"Vallen, I'm sorry. I'm really sorry I told you all that."

"It's too late, I've got all the answers from you."

"No Vallen, I'm sorry to have said all that. I'm carried away by my ego, I'm just afraid I can't make you happy, I'm afraid I can't meet your needs. I'm afraid because our lives are so different. I just don't want to let you down, Vallen."

"You really hurt me. Do you know how my heart hurts? You seem to bring hope to me but it turns out you hurt me a lot more cruelly!"

Word then rose, he stood in front of Vallen and hugged her body. Vallen could only be silent, his tiny body seemed helpless in the embrace of the Word, let alone the firm hands of the Word also gripped his body.

"Vallen, I'm sorry. Actually I love you so much. I love you so much Vallen."

"No need to lie, I don't need your mercy, and now that all my love for you is gone, I'm really sorry to have loved a man like you, and I take this as a mistake."

"No Vallen, I really love you very much. I love you so much Vallen, please don't say that."

"LIED!!" vallen shouted in front of the face of the Word.

Word then released his embrace and then held Vallen's face, he then brought his face closer and kissed her lips so gently that made Vallen completely lulled.

'Oh, my God, what the hell is this? What are you doing Firman.' murmured Vallen inwardly with such an erratic feeling.

'I have to how? I was still so angry but I didn't want to let go of this warm kiss Vallen murmured inwardly.

'No, not Vallen, not that easy.'

Vallen then pushes the body of the Word.

"What are you doing? It's too bad you kissed me, who you'd have dared to touch."

"I'm sorry, I don't know how to show you trust me if I love you so much. Please, accept my love. You want to be my lover?"

"I'm sorry it's too late" Vallen said as he walked away from the Word in his room. Word can only be pensive to see Vallen's departure with a gaze so sad.