Wrong Room

Unbecoming

Firman then pulled Vallen's hand and walked closer to his bike. Then they got on the bike out of the cafe.

'Oh, my God, Vallen wants to ride a bike? Isn't it if riding on a motorcycle Vallen always nauseous stomach? Why would he want to ride the bike with that guy, so great is he. Pursuing Vallen's love wasn't easy, it took me a year. But he did that in just a few days, really strange.' murmured Rayhan inwardly while smiling wryly.

"What do you see, Mom? Are you still watching Vallen outside? Is what Vallen said not enough? She already has a lover, and let Vallen be happy with her lover."

"I've never interfered with their lives, I just want to see Vallen one last time."

"Did he mean so much in life?"

"No need to ask, you already know the answer."

Inara smiled too.

"What are his advantages? I've met her, for me she has nothing but her beauty."

"Enough Inara, it's your nature that has always made me never love you. You're always comparing yourself to what you think is better than Vallen."

"Isn't that the reality? My aura is closed, he's not. My attitude is also gentle, while he sometimes can not keep his attitude, do not you see for yourself, he even hugged men in public places. Not only that, he also could not control his attitude to be able to behave like other educated women."

"SUFFICIENT INARA! I'M SORRY I MADE THE DECISION TO COME BACK TO YOU! IT TURNS OUT YOU'RE THE SAME, NOT CHANGED!"

"You never change, Mom. You can never keep my feelings."

"I've always tried to love you, which is why I've wanted to marry you but you've always compared yourself to Vallen, when I've chosen you and let my love run aground to fulfill the wishes of both my parents."

"I'm like this because there's only Vallen in your heart."

"Don't I tell you, I'm trying to love you, I'm always trying to open a new page with you."

"Because I'm your wife, I also have the right to love you."

"Inara, I need time. It's not easy to forget someone who's been in my heart for years, you who can't be patient because there's only always malice in your heart."

Hearing Rayhan's words, Inara fell silent.

'Based on brash women, what's so great about Vallen? I'm definitely better than her.' Inara murmured.

"Remember Inara, I've given you another chance, but please don't ever compare yourself to Vallen because everyone has their own advantages and disadvantages, you should realize that, do you understand?"

Inara nodded as well.

"Now we go home, but please correct your attitude!"

"Yes, I'll try."

Rayhan got up from his seat, and Inara followed behind him.

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"What do you want to eat, Vallen?"

"Anything."

"Hey, you're a young lady I can't just give you food, you'll get a stomachache."'

"Wouldn't I be sick any better, because I'd ask you to wait all day."

"Hahaha you weird girl."

"We just eat there, right?" word of the Word while pointing to a resto that is near them.

Firman then drove his bike to the resto.

"Word, may I ask you something?" ask Vallen after they finish ordering the food.

"Yes." Yeah."

"It's about what you said to Rayhan earlier."

"What did I say? Which one?"

"Regarding a soul mate this way it sounds: if he is not your soul mate as hard as you grip him he will still go away from you but if you have met your soul mate, even if you took it off all the way, she'll definitely come back to you. Why can you say that?"

The word is smiling too.

"The first time I met you, I went back to Zidan's mess, as I passed through the garden I met a middle-aged woman who was observing the party preparations, upon seeing my messy appearance, he came closer to me and we chatted for a while and he said those words. Isn't it true what he said?"

"Why are you laughing?"

"Because she also said the same thing to me when I got that bridal flower."

"So you met him too?"

"Yes, he is the parent of the bridegroom. While I was catching the bridal flowers she was near me then we chatted and she said the same to me."

The word is smiling too.

"It feels like a coincidence."

"Firman, what if it turns out I'm your soul mate?"

"Haha.. Hahahahahahah."

"Why are you laughing?"

"It seems impossible."

"But didn't you promise you'd always be by your side and always take care of me?"

"Wouldn't I be your friend, I wouldn't let my friend be hurt by others, I'd always take care of you."

"But why do you think I'm not your soul mate? Do you still love your ex-boyfriend?"

"No Vallen, I've forgotten it."

"really?"

"Yes, I've buried deep in my love for him."

"So you don't love her anymore?"

Word shook his head.

"I don't love him, I'll never love anyone who doesn't love me. It's free, only pain I'll get."

"It's good if you think that."

The word is smiling too.

"So you've forgotten it, haven't you?"

The word nodded too.

"Then why can you say I can't be your soul mate? Don't you ever think that meeting the two of us doesn't seem like a coincidence, what if I'm really your soul mate?"

The word is smiling too.

"Vallen, we're different. Until whenever I would never be worthy to be with you, you deserve a much better man than me. I'm just a poor widower who has nothing, whereas you, a very beautiful and clever woman, it will be very easy for you to get a man who is much better than me."

"But the Word, love knows none of that. For me love is comfort, and you know I'm so comfortable with you."

"What do you mean Vallen?"

"What if I start falling in love with you?"

The word is silent too.

"You don't joke Vallen, there's no way you're gonna forget Rayhan that fast."

"I'm not kidding, Word. From the first time I met you, I could never stop thinking about you, even the pain in my heart because Rayhan felt like she was gone when I was with you, nor did I know how this could happen to me."

The feeling of the Word was also so uncertain. 'Fear later what I feared happened.' muttered Firman while rubbing his face rough.

"Firman, I love you. Do you want to be my lover?"

'Oh my God, I don't want to lie to my feelings but I realize I don't deserve to be her lover.' muttered the Word in my heart while gulping her saliva violently.

"Firman, I'm asking you. Please answer my question."

The Word takes a deep breath.

"I'm sorry I can't."