Wrong Room

Not For Me anymore

Vallen then looked at the Word.

"Firman, you take it easy. I had no bad intentions on Vallen. I just want to have a heart-to-heart talk with him because there's something between us that we haven't finished yet."

Hearing Rayhan's words, Word nodded.

"Okay, please." said the Word. He then looked at Vallen while nodding and caressing her face, then they smiled.

'Breng*ek base, they instead showed their affection in front of me.' Rayhan murmured as he turned his face away from enduring such a painful feeling.

Word then walked away from the table and sat in one of the chairs not far from Rayhan's desk.

"When did you know him?" rayhan asked when Word had moved away from them.

"Not long."

"It hasn't been long but you've been so crazy about her, what exactly makes you love her so much? Is he softer and more considerate of me?"

Vallen then shook his head with a smile.

"Then why do you love her so much?"

"Because I've never met a man like him" Vallen said with a smile.

"What is he really like?"

"He's a man who's very arrogant in confessing his feelings, yet he holds so much attention to his loved ones."

"Heh what's so great about a man like that?" rayhan replied with a wry smile.

"Rayhan, sometimes love is hard to understand, you can't even choose where your love will be anchored. When your heart says you love it, you won't be able to dodge it."

"I thought after breaking up with me that you'd become more mature, you'd still be the same, NAIF!"

"It's up to you to call me what. I just love the Word, that's all I know."

"You're so stubborn."

"Are you not? You're even very selfish, because you always choose your selfish situation. At that time you decided to follow all the words of your parents, and after you went through a household that was beyond your expectations you wanted to come back to me. Hey Rayhan, we have feelings, not just a halfway place. You can't come and go as well as you want, it's Rayhan's heart. Every trace you leave behind will be imprinted." said Vallen with a breath of gasp for enduring the emotion so stifling his chest.

"Do you know, when you broke off our relationship, my heart was so broken. It feels so hard to live this life, that breathing feels so heavy. Until I finally met Firman, and when I fell in love with him, you came back and asked me to come back to you. I'm not something you can throw away and then you take it as you please."

"I never thought of you that way."

"But it's like that, Rayhan. You treat us like an item."

"We?"

"Yes, me and your wife. We are victims of your selfishness! What do you think he is? You promised God you'd take responsibility for him, but what is the truth? You just abandoned her just to indulge your lust and selfishness."

"Because I can't love her."

"At least you can love the child in the womb. If you can never be a good husband, at least you can be a good father to your son."

Rayhan was just silent, he then seemed to think.

"Rayhan, I'm sure someday you'll be able to love your wife with all your heart, you just need time. Please come back to her" Vallen said as he looked at Rayhan.

"Vallen please don't look at me like that. You know I'll never be able to resist what you want if you've looked at me like that."

"Therefore, please come back. Be more mature and wise, Ray. Throw away all your ego."

Rayhan then took a deep breath and exhaled.

"Well, good Vallen. I'll go back to Inara and my family, I'll also ask her to stay with me in London, because the day after tomorrow I've started my work there."

Hearing Rayhan's words, Vallen smiled.

"Rayhan's good decision, I'm sure you'll definitely be able to live happily."

"Hopefully."

"Sirman, please call the woman, who's in the corner."

Firman then approached the woman sitting in the corner of the cafe and told her to get closer to Vallen. Rayhan was so surprised to see Inara who turned out to be in the cafe.

"You set me up, Vallen?" rayhan said with a wry smile.

"Yes, you know for yourself what my ignorant nature is." replied Vallen while chuckling.

"That's what made me fall in love with you and never get over you" Rayhan replied. At that moment, Firman and Inara were standing beside them.

"Firman, let's go home now."

"Vallen, you want to go?" ask Inara.

"Yes Inara, I'm done talking to Rayhan. Please meet him, I also want to date my girlfriend. Isn't that right, Word?" vallen asked as he blinked his right eye.

"Yes, we have to go now. We'll go first, excuse me. Come on Vallen." said the Word while pulling Vallen's hand.

"We go home first" Vallen said with a smile and waved his hand at Rayhan and Inara.

"Thank you very much" Vallen said to Firman as they walked out of the cafe.

"For?"

"Pretending to be my lover, your acting is great especially when you caress my face, I really like that."

"How do you feel seeing them both? Is it still so painful that you're taking me home?"

"I'm fine." replied Vallen with a smile.

"Don't lie. It still hurts, right?"

"Yes, a little, not a lot."

Word then stopped their steps when they were in the parking lot. He then stood before Vallen and looked at him.

"Why are you looking at me like that?"

Word then brought his body closer, then hugged Vallen.

"Don't be sad, I'll always be by your side. I'll always take care of you." Firman said as he continued to hug Vallen and stroked her hair.

Vallen smiled and embraced the Word.

"Thank you so much for the word."

"I don't like you like this, I don't want to see sadness on your face. I want to go back to seeing the weird girl I know." said the Word that made Vallen chuckle.

"Based on arrogant men, I'm not as fragile as you think. I've forgotten all my past with Rayhan, I never thought of him again, yes there was a little bit of sadness but it was just a little bit too little."

"But why did your face look so sad? You still love her, don't you?"

"Haha... Hahahaha, no."

"Then?"

"I'm just hungry, you know I even ignored my lunch because there were so many patients in the hospital. Talking to people like Rayhan is also so draining of my energy." Vallen grumbled as he leaned his head against Word's chest.

"Why don't you order food inside?"

"Because I want to eat alone with you, help me feed."

"Besides being weird you also turned out to be very spoiled."

"Word, we've been hugging for too long it seems like a lot of people are watching us."

Word then let go of his embrace then they laughed together. Rayhan who noticed their movements from inside the cafe could only smile wryly while holding back such a painful feeling.

'Your heart is no longer for me, Vallen.' Rayhan murmured inwardly.