Ustadz Dream

Chapter 99

Hanif had twice made his call to Syifa but never got an answer to make Hanif feel sure if Syifa was angry with him.

He kept his cell phone back on the table and went to the bathroom to refresh his body especially all day he spent to accompany his ummi shopping making his body feel very sticky.

Time has passed finally Hanif is done with his activities he now feels fresher.

Hanif walked towards the balcony and looked at the afternoon sky.

''Am I going to the boarding school tomorrow?'' muttered Hanif he could not be like this with Syifa especially with a long distance relationship considering Syifa also rebelled because he never visited her making Hanif feel very guilty.

''I'm sorry dear, mas promise will not make you disappointed again and mas promise tomorrow mas will be honest with you.'' Hanif took his breath in he himself deeply missed his wife who had not met him for a long time but Hanif just did not want if frequent visits to Syifa made Syifa herself get suspicious of his other santri considering Syifa itself is not ready if their relationship is known by many people, Syifa and Hanif must carefully maintain their current relationship.

Although Syifa and Hanif are now married, Syifa is still in school.

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Bandung.

Syifa still wants to be alone now she feels confused what to do with her husband. Syifa feels wrong but can not be denied if she is currently very jealous to see Hanif with other women let alone Hanif himself said if he was driving ummi shopping but what in fact is not the ummi being with her but another woman who knows who.

Tears that had dried up now re-wetted his face he was very sick to remember Hanif back.

''Shyifa.'' Arumi approached Syifa who looked still sad.

Syifa wiped away her tears she did not want to show her sadness to Arumi.

''No need to remove the fa, I know you're in trouble. You can tell me the same story, I promise I will keep your secret.''

Syifa is still silent he is confused what should he tell Arumi, Arumi is the most mature friend of his own thinking he currently needs advice what he should do.

''If you want I will be horrified fa, but if you don't want to tell me now I will also understand your current position.'' Arumi rubbed Syifa's arm she herself felt sad to see Syifa unceasingly crying.

Syifa tried to hold back her tears she finally told all her turmoil to Arumi.

Arumi smiled in response to what Syifa herself did not blame Syifa's attitude on her husband because she herself was a woman. Naturally, if a woman is jealous because her feelings are ignored, especially Syifa and Hanif are in a relationship with a far distance should each other maintain communication so that there is no misunderstanding.

''I understand how you feel, but there is no harm if you give Ustadz Hanif a chance to explain first. I'm sure Ustadz Hanif will not wish you much less he has feelings for other women try you guys chat with each other so as not to misunderstand again.'' Says Arumi carefully.

Because he himself was not married and did not understand the attitude of Ustadz Hanif but he was sure if Ustadz Hanif was not the type of man who easily turned away considering Ustadz Hanif had long separated from Syifa but he returned to inaugurated his relationship with Syifa by reapplying.

Syifa looked at Arumi's face and felt that what Arumi said was true.

''Thanks to Arumi you made me feel better.'' Syifa hugged Arumi she felt calm again.

''Yes already I want to go out you immediately call Ustadz Hanif I will guard this room so that Arin and Desi do not first enter.'' Arumi rubbed Syifa's back.

Syifa nodded her head and agreed to Arin's suggestion because she felt there was no time for her to talk to Hanif because she was going to the mosque soon.

Syifa held her phone again she looked at Hanif's phone number before she called her husband's number, but not yet she pressed the call button Hanif had already called her back.

Syifa quickly shifted her call and picked up the call from her husband.

''Assalamualaikum mas.'' Syifa said with a heartbeat that she now felt.

''Waalaikumsalam. Are you angry at me?'' a soft voice from her husband.

''Mas,''

''Yes, baby, you are angry at me, I'm sorry if you've hurt you all along.''

Syifa heard all the words from her husband yet she expressed her frustration she had felt melted back she could not hold back the tears that now began to fall back to her smooth cheeks.

''Why are you sorry. Do you feel like you made a mistake?'' Syifa said with sobs that she could not get rid of.

Instantly Hanif was silent he knew if he made Syifa hurt but he felt if he did not make a mistake because he himself at that time would explain who the woman was with him. But his call is over, making him sure Syifa misunderstood.

''Yes mas guilty of not introducing him since the beginning we married mas sorry dear, mas already made you disappointed.''

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Syifa who had just felt relieved now she again felt pain what her husband said.

''I mean mas.'' Syifa said in a tone that was now starting to be unfriendly.

''Yes dear mas apologise for not knowing him even after we got married and did not introduce him to you.''

''I don't like gini-rich. They are evil with me. I don't mean to you why not be honest. I'm as good as you.''

Syifa was about to end her call with Hanif because of the tightness she now felt she could no longer bear but she undo her intentions after she heard her husband's laughter.

''Sorry, sorry sorry sorry, you didn't misunderstand me.''

''Misunderstand where obviously mas said right.''

''No, you misunderstand me, she is a santri in the cottage and it's been a long time since I was wrong to say if I didn't introduce her to you.'' Kekeh Hanif slowly.

''I don't like mas.''

''I'm sorry, besides you instead of her used to play break up her calls where mas can clear that.''

Syifa was silent her heart warmed up again after what Hanif said she was very upset with Hanif because he dared to prank her but undeniably she felt relieved because what he thought was not thats right.

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