Ustadz Dream

Chapter 152

''Ummi Syifa now realized he saw ummi who was bowing her head.

''Son, you are conscious.'' Ummi still faithfully grasped the arm of Syifa with eyes very moist.

''Where is Ana Ummi?'' ask Syifa because she did not see her little daughter.

''Ana is being the same bi Lastri. You don't think Ana wants to rest.''

''Ah.'' Syifa felt pain as she tried to wake up.

''Rest dear.'' Ummi could not help but cry even so he had to be strong for Syifa.

''Ummi.'' Syifa was shocked when she found that her stomach was flat.

''Ummi where my baby ummi is,'' Syifa was a little hysterical at the sight of her stomach.

''Patience, ''' ummi hugged Syifa who is now crying even very heartbreaking sound.

''Where is my baby ummi.'' Syifa's crying got weaker there was a very deep sense of tightness he could not feel anything just pain that now seemed to stick in his chest.

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Now Abi enters Syifa's room with Hanif, who is now in a wheelchair. Abi doesn't tell Hanif he's worried that Hanif will get hurt.

''Where are we going abi?'' hanif asked because his abi kept pushing Hanif.

''I hope you are strong Han. To her.'' Abi said without clarifying his words.

Now Abi opens the door to Syifa's room and becomes a push for Hanif to enter with her.

Instantly Syifa who had been crying since then now she was silent she was very shocked to see the condition of her husband who looked very sad with wounds on his head as well as his hands.

''Mas.'' Lirih Syifa she again cried seeing the condition of her husband like that.

''Our son's mother.'' Lirih Syifa on the sidelines of her crying makes abi and ummi not able to hold their tears.

''Mas.'' Said Hanif surprised by the words of the woman who now calls her with the word mas especially he said our son.

''Who is he abi?'' hanif asked his abi and ummi. He did not understand why his abi drove him to the woman's room especially his own ummi was on the side of the woman who now called him mas.

''This is Syifa your wife, you don't joke han.'' Ummi sobs at Hanif's questions he never imagined.

At once Syifa limp where maybe her husband forgot himself in the moment he needed her most.

''There's no way ummi, I still love Lita. Where could I marry him.'' Hanif made Syifa even more hurt.

''Hanif.'' Ummi said with tears that he could not stand.

Abi immediately brought Hanif out with all his might he tried hard abi immediately brought Hanif back to his room for further examination.

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''The son of the father has lost his memory in the present and his memory goes back to the past where he loved a woman and at that time his memory ends.''

''We can restore his memory back just that the patient needs the support of every single person who is very important from his life.''

Ummi was not able to hold back his tears how could his son experience such a bad thing.

''We who are patient ummi we can definitely restore Hanif's memory back.'' Abi strengthens ummi.

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While Syifa he did not stop crying how could he survive in this state when he lost his baby candidate he also had to accept the harsh reality if his husband forgot himself in the time that he was born concomitantly.

''We have to be strong dear mother sure you are able to get through all this.'' Mira rubbed the top of her daughter's head even though she herself felt very sad to see her daughter's condition as it is today.

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Two weeks have passed now Syifa has been at home abi back with Hanif who has improved even he looks much better just that he still can not move his hands because his hand suffered a broken bone.

''Ana's mother wants to bobo with dad.'' Pinta Ana because since Hanif returned Ana never slept with her father because Hanif did not remember who Ana was. He only remembers if he was about to propose to Lita and all he remembers is his abi and ummi with her domestic assistant who had long worked on ummi and her abi.

Even since Syifa returned to the house Hanif did not allow Syifa to stay in his room and did not want to be close to Syifa because he felt that Syifa was not his wife.

''Ana be patient yes, father will still be sick later if father is healthy we are bobo same father yes.'' Syifa tried to calm Ana who had been here since whining to sleep with her father.

''But why don't you want Ana to call your dad.'' Say Ana with eyes that start to glaze over.

''Perhaps ana misheard ma a maybe darling, yes already Ana now bobo same mother ya.'' Syifa began to put Ana to sleep she also very much hoped that Hanif would soon remember her again.

Syifa felt like she was peeing when Ana slept, but her steps stopped when she found Hanif in the kitchen.

''I miss you mas.'' Lirih Syifa even tears that he could not bear he always wanted to cry when Hanif always refused himself if reminded that Syifa is his wife.

Hanif tried to open the noodles with great difficulty he did but the noodles fell.

''Let me help you.'' Syifa picked up the package of noodles and opened it for Hanif.

''Still.'' Said Hanif without wanting to lengthen their chatter.

''Sama-sama mas.'' Syifa was still silent to see Hanif who started boiling noodles but she had a little trouble opening her noodle seasoning.

''Let me help.'' without waiting for Syifa's answer immediately snatched the noodle seasoning from Hanif's hands and immediately opened even he served in the bowl that Hanif would use.

''Thanks, why are you always helping me?'' ask Hanif to Syifa.

''Because I'm your wife mas.'' Say Syifa directly.

''Stop saying you're my wife. I never married you and another one stopped calling me by that word of your mas. If you still help me out of pity I will accept but not on the grounds you are my wife.'' Hanif turned his back on Syifa he always felt dizzy if he heard Syifa calling him mas even his head always felt pain with the words Syifa gave him.

Syifa took a deep breath even now she felt very tight in her chest if she was still pregnant at least maybe her husband would be able to remember her or if Hanif did not lose his memory might be a wound on her he won't go this deep.

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