Ustadz Dream

Chapter 71

Syifa and Hanif walked out after a series of checks.

Syifa felt restless she was still afraid if she finally became pregnant even though Syifa had a husband but circumstances that seemed impossible.

''Just let me not be that quick to give it to Hanif.'' Syifa said in her heart.

Hanif who saw his wife continues to moody he rubbed the top of his head gently.

''Why ''Why? are you still afraid of getting pregnant?'' tanya Hanif then stroked Syifa's cheeks gently he tried to calm Syifa even though Hanif himself felt the same way but if pregnant he would try his best for his wife.

''Han?'' call Lita slowly.

Lita who had just returned from the patient room she accidentally saw someone who seemed very familiar to her and slowly approached her. Lita silently stared at the scene that now made it crowded even she could not do anything she looked at the sad man who now looks so friendly rubbing the soft face of a woman who knows who.

Hanif reflexively removed his hand from his wife's smooth cheeks and turned to look at the beautiful face of the woman he once loved so much.

''Lita.'' Said Hanif who was no less surprised.

Syifa who heard her husband said Lita she knew who the woman in front of her was.

Slowly Lita approached the couple whom she did not know her status.

He walked on with a sad look and approached Hanif who was still silent and did not react.

''Han, how are you?'' tanya Lita broke the silence.

''Alhamdulillah I am good, you how are you?'' asked Hanif a little nervously.

''I'm doing fine. What are you doing here? mmmm and who is that woman?'' ask Lita in doubt.

Hanif took a deep breath he saw the face of Lita who was staring at her expectantly.

''I there need to be a moment and now it's finished.Oh yes dear know this Lita my friend.'' Said Hanif who then introduced Lita to Syifa.

Syifa extended her hand towards Lita who was still looking at her husband.

Lita who got a helping hand from Syifa she smiled and shook the hand of a woman who has now legally become the wife of the man who has captured her heart for years.

''Syifa''

''Lita''

''Oh yeah, I have to go first.'' Hanif passed from before Lita letting the woman look at her with a feeling that was so heartbreaking.

Hanif knows that Lita is hurt by him but he does not want to if there will be a misunderstanding of him with Syifa because Syifa already knows Lita actually.

Syifa continued to follow Hanif's footsteps which led her away from the hospital.

There was a difficult feeling he explained but his heart was very sore when he saw Hanif looked a little nervous when now Hanif was his legal husband. While Lita is only the past of her husband.

Hanif opened the car door for Syifa and immediately went to the other door. He immediately entered and drove his car away from the hospital area.

There was no chatter of atmosphere as if silent for a moment the two of them just fell silent with their respective thoughts.

Syifa who had been silent he turned to look at Hanif who still seemed to focus on the streets. His heart ached again because usually Hanif will talk a lot or be romantic when they are alone. But now I don't know what Hanif thinks makes Syifa turn her eyes back toward the window.

Syifa looked at the road they kept going through and she did not want to speak only her heart that was now hurt by the feelings that began to appear on her husband.

An hour passed but the two men remained silent until Hanif parked his car in a large field.

''Where are we going?'' Syifa also spoke.

''We're going somewhere.'' Hanif said without speaking and was about to get out of the car.

''Mas.'' Syifa said she no longer wanted to hold back what she had wanted to say.

His eyes hurt his heart again he felt unable to say what had disturbed his mind since.

Hanif also undoes his intention he sat back and looked at the face of the wife he loved so much.

''Yes, baby?'' hanif asked gently looking at Syifa face.

''I want to be honest, do you still love Lita?'' ask Syifa with a sigh.

Hanif took a deep breath he did not expect that Syifa would say that to him.

''Why are you asking like that? I told you if Lita's just my past I don't want to if we talk about it again.'' Hanif said pleading.

''But the attitude of the mas is different on him, the mas does still hold a taste for him.'' At once Syifa's tears could not be contained anymore. Her heart was sore not what Syifa felt but she felt that Hanif still loved her.

''Who,'' Hanif rubbed Syifa's back which was now crying in front of her he could not understand why Syifa was like that.

''If you still love her why you married me.'' Syifa pushed Hanif's arm as if it hurt a lot.

''What makes you think that I still love her?''

Syifa was silent she was still crying but in silence she herself was confused.

''My attitude suddenly changed. Why after mas met him mas not as usual.'' He finally revealed what made Syifa think that Hanif still loved her.

''Please fa, don't be like this I've even forgotten him. I just love you and want to live with you.''

Hanif did think of Lita but not because he still loved it just that he was afraid that Lita would chase him back especially when he had just built a household that had just been a few days.

Hanif also pulled Syifa into his arms maybe he was guilty of thinking too much about what he should not think and making Syifa misunderstand.

''I love you Syifa, love you so much.'' several times Hanif kissed Syifa's head with a feeling of great relief because Syifa stopped crying and accepted her embrace.

Fifteen minutes later Syifa and Hanif were still in their car and they were still a little awkward because the incident that just made them misunderstand.

''Mas,'' Syifa looked back at her husband's face.

Hanif returned Syifa's gaze and smiled at his wife.

''Why sweetheart?'' Said Hanif who then grabbed his wife's tiny hand.

''I'm sorry that I misjudged the sincerity of mas, I guess mas only made me an impingement.'' Lirih Syifa who then bowed he felt very embarrassed because he had thought the no-no.

''Then?'' asked Hanif who was still faithful to hold Syifa's arm and look at her.

''Yes I want you to forgive me.''

Hanif smiled and pulled Syifa back into his arms.

''Mas told you not to watch a strange movie right you follow the baper like a movie in soap opera.'' Said Hanif who then laughed a little because now Syifa pursed her lips because she was upset.

''It's not so romantic ko even so ledekin me anyway mas.'' Syifa hid in the chest of her husband's field she was very happy because Hanif was in love with her.

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