Ustadz Dream

Chapter 40

Syifa, who had finished praying, she was thinking and praying, she begged that her heart be set on the path of truth, she hoped that she would become a better person.

Shifa who was solemn when praying, he remembered his past so far from his Lord, he who always ignored His orders, often even left his obligations. He was very grateful because he had been able to change even though far from being perfect, he was so very sorry because he was always far from his Lord, even when he was down, he ignored the call to carry out his duties.

''O Allah, my Lord, protect my parents wherever they are.'' Syifa closed her prayer.

He wiped away the trail of tears that soaked his smooth cheeks, even his face was a little wet because he continued to use it to wipe away the tears he shed during his prostration.

Syifa also returned to clean her face and the prayer beads that Ustadz Hanif gave her.

He looked at the beautiful prayer beads, there was a strange sense of vibration as he looked back at the prayer beads he held, Syifa always used the prayer beads given Ustadz Hanif he liked very much, even though his mother bought him an equally good tasbih, he still used the gift tasbih from Ustadz Hanif.

''I do not love Ustadz yet, but I am happy because when I put on this prayer beads, I felt that someone made me fall in love with my Lord, thank you Ustadz if Ustadz is the choice God gave me, I will learn to love you when Ustadz becomes my priest.'' Syifa said in her heart, she felt something that made her peaceful as she looked at the prayer beads she always wore.

He also put back the prayer beads that Ustadz Hanif gave along with the mukena that he would wear later to pray.

Syifa laid her body back down and slowly tried to sleep.

Bantam.

Hanif who had just woken up from his sleep he dreamed of Syifa in his sleep, he rubbed his face and was afraid to beg for forgiveness for what he did, he did not think of Syifa at all, even for a few days he deliberately did not contact Syifa, he was afraid that the relationship that often intertwined before the marriage bond actually made him fall in the valley of sin.

He glanced at the clock stored in the nightstand.

''At 03:00 in the morning.'' Hanif muttered after removing the blanket from his body.

He sat down and drank the water he always kept on the nightstand, because Hanif's habit of always thirsty at midnight made him always bring water to his room.

Hanif stood up and walked to the bathroom after the sleepiness that enveloped him disappeared, he began to wash his face and began to ablaze.

Hanif who has finished ablution he also held a prayer service and immediately performed the tahajud prayer.

Hanif was always used to wake up at night and perform prayers, he even often did night prayers and he spent a third of the night to recite until dawn.

He said waking up in the middle of the night and doing the dhikr made his heart calm, and felt very fresh for his own body, so not infrequently he also often do fasting sunnah because of the habit of waking up before dawn.

Hanif who had finished praying he also raised his hand and prayed he asked for forgiveness for what had disturbed his heart, since Hanif who had proposed to Syifa even though it was not official, but since then he often thinks of the woman who first made him always think about it, before Syifa came to his life, Hanif never thought to be in a relationship with anyone because he thought the relationship before marriage was too much sin, starting from his mind, his eyes when looking at the figure we love, even a hand that always wants to greet him even in a message but it is the result of his thinking. Whatever it was, it was still a sin, but now he's doing it again.

His heart always wanted to refuse when he thought of Syifa, but somehow the shadow of Syifa always passed through his mind.

''O Allah, if Syifa is Your choice, for me, then make it easy for the servant to edit her.

Hanif who had finished praying he rubbed his face rough he felt very disturbed because he had dreamed of Syifa making him unable to focus.

Hanif slightly thought maybe soon he would meet with both of Syifa's parents to propose to her officially.

another 20 minutes mark dawn, the sound of the chanting of the holy Quran echoing in the mosque, making anyone who heard it feel very soothing.

The santri and their santriwati began to prepare to immediately go to the mosque to carry out their duties of performing prayers.

Syifa who had just fallen asleep she heard nothing, she fell asleep very fast.

While his three best friends were awake and preparing to go to the mosque.

They did not intend to wake Syifa who was still asleep because Syifa would not force prayer, they immediately rushed to go to the mosque.

Yusuf, who was in the mosque, said the Adhan.

Her beautiful voice makes anyone drift in the beauty of her prayer.

Arin and Arumi immediately rushed them a little run because it was a little late.

''Come rin!'' Sahut Arumi who was already earlier than him.

Arin sped up his run so as not to be late, because if he was late it is certain after teaching later he will be punished.

Thank goodness Arin and Arumi in time, before the prayers began they had come, they also performed congregational prayers very solemnly.

Syifa who was sleeping he woke up because his throat felt very sore. He got up and brought a bottle of water that he deliberately put on the side of his bed.

Syifa drank it slowly. The temperature of the air that felt very cold he felt made himself very cold.

''Where are they?'' Sahut Syifa who just realized because his three best friends are no longer in the room. He also glanced at the clock that the wall of his room, it turned out to have shown at 06:05, he immediately woke up from his sleep and rushed to make his bed.

There was a boisterous sound from outside, Syifa thought that it was the sound of santriwati who had just come out of the mosque. Syifa also put on her instant veil and was about to go out to help the kitchen prepare a meal. He had not yet opened the door, the door of his room was wide open.

''You just woke up Syifa?'' exclaimed Arumi who had just come to her room.

Syifa scratched her non-itchy head, smiling shyly at Arumi.

''Yes, it ended all night I have trouble sleeping, oh yes I want to help the kitchen to cook.'' Syifa's voice passed out.

Syifa also walked leisurely to the kitchen but when the garden area he passed by Ustad Yusuf who was about to go home.

Syifa looked at Ustad Yusuf who looked so handsome, his face radiant as if glowing. Joseph who realized that Syifa was looking at him just smiled and walked past Syifa without looking back.

The heartbeats that felt so tight his heart again felt a difficult feeling he could understand, Syifa took a long breath and took it out slowly repeatedly so he could control himself. Syifa felt a pain in her heart when she saw that Ustad Yusuf who had been seen for a few days looked a little cold to her.