Ustadz Dream

Chapter 35

Joseph was surprised by the presence of a brother who was already in his room.

''Since when are you here?'' joseph asked, opening his eyes wide.

While his Abah just smiled to see the behavior of his son who had never changed.

''Since then you have thought of something that makes you unfocused.'' Said the elder who was looking at his first son.

Joseph let out a long sigh, he was very ashamed because my brother saw himself like that.

''Well, I want to say something, '' said Joseph who intends to say everything to his brother, he felt deadlocked because of what happened to him.

''Say.'' Reply to the faithful brother waiting for his son to speak.

''That I may have known that I loved Syifa, and now Syifa has accepted Hanif's proposal. Syifa rejected my proposal because of Nadia, and now Nadia's condition looks very alarming, '' Yusuf continued telling me what he had seen at Nadia's house.

Abah understood what his son was feeling right now, rubbing Joseph's back to try to calm him down.

''You may know that it is not appropriate for a man to propose to a woman who has been proposed by another man, if indeed Syifa prefers Hanif, maybe it is God's way of showing him the way. If indeed he is not for you, be patient and ask God that you be given the best soul mate by his side.''

Joseph confirmed what his brother said, he took a heavy breath really he felt if he was lulled because of love so he forgot the owner of real love.

''Thank you, I will try to be sincere, '' said Yusuf who stared softly at his Abah.

Abah smiled at Joseph.

''You know yus, true love when we are happy when we see our loved ones happy with their choices.''

Joseph smiled at his Abah, what he said was like a breeze that resuscitated him.

''So what are you going to do?'' ask the man who is looking at his son.

''I will learn to be sincere, I will learn to accept all the will of God.'' Abah patted Joseph on the shoulder, very proud of what he had heard.

''Yus Abah wants that tomorrow we visit Abi Husein's house, you feel guilty for what happened to Nadia,''

''Okay, tomorrow I'll take some time so we can get there.''

Abah came out of Joseph's room, leaving Joseph to make room for himself to think.

''I will learn to be sincere to see you happy with Hanif Syifa, hopefully Hanif will never disappoint you.'' Joseph in silence.

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Syifa who was coming to the moon, she did not follow the studies as usual, she was silent in her room, only a stack of books accompanying her now.

He opened the book in front of him, two more days he had to go for the follow-up exam made him unable to waste time.

''I was so sleepy,'' he yawned for the next time, his eyes that could not be cooperated with made him continue to shed tears because of the drowsiness that continued to attack.

''Keep me please....'' Syifa opened her eyes wide hoping that her eyes would not feel drowsiness, she stretched her hands to do a little exercise.

Not long ago there was a boisterous sound from outside, because the santriwati who began to enter their rooms.

''What the hell, so noisy!'' Syifa felt annoyed that Arin was yelling so loudly.

While Arin he even grinned, and sat on a mattress belonging to Syifa.

''We go to the cafeteria aja yuk,'' invite Arin who noticed the books Syifa scattered on her mattress.

Syifa did not immediately answer he thought a little, but his stomach was a little hungry, what else he had not bought supplies for at night. He eventually followed Arin's wishes.

Syifa and her three best friends finally walked to the cafeteria, but when Syifa sat on the bench there were some people talking about Ustadz Nadia, they were very sad because Ustadz Nadia had to come out because of Syifa, they thought that if Syifa was the one at fault in this, Syifa who heard the chatter dragging herself as the guilty party she was indifferent, he said, he does not want to if he gets carried away with his emotions and explains things they should not know, he thinks it is his privacy.

While Arin and Desi they are made furious. Arin was just joined after ordering various snacks he pulled his chair back as he was about to sit down, he was eager to explain what was really happening, he wanted to explain, he did not want if his best friend was in the corner right in what had happened when it was Ustadzah Nadia who was guilty.

Arin also walked to approach the santriwati who were talking about Syifa, but quickly Syifa drew Arin's hand, she knew what Arin was going to do.

''Arin, please let it go. I don't care about all their talk, shifa said he made it clear that Arin did not continue his wish.

Arin who saw Syifa pleading like that he took a rough breath, he was infuriated but he finally obeyed Syifa who pulled him back to his chair.

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''Yusuf?'' Ummi screams downstairs.

''Yes ummi....'' Joseph from his room. Yusuf was checking some emails from Adi. Adi sent his company report he had a little problem that made him a little focused.

No longer heard the answer from ummi, Yusuf continued to check some files in his room. He took a rough breath and folded back the laptop in front of him.

''Astagfirullah.'' Joseph rubbed his face violently, not expecting this to happen.

I heard knocking on the door from outside the room.

''yes!'' Joseph pulled the doorknob and opened the door in front of him, looking ummi who was waiting for him.

''Yes ummi what is it?'' asked Joseph who looked a little lazy.

''We ate first, I have been waiting for you below.'' Said Ummi who was a little staring in wonder at him.

Joseph simply nodded as a sign he had agreed to the request. Ummmyya.

He immediately rushed to follow the steps of ummi and down one by one stairs, seen brother who was waiting for his arrival.

He also sat himself in a chair and took a plate that had been prepared with various side dishes in front of him, abah who noticed his son who was a little different he felt that Joseph was storing something that disturbed his mind.

''What are you thinking back on? Are you still unable to steady your heart?'' ask the guy who scoops the food

Joseph looked at the brother, he understood the meaning of his Abah words, you think if he was not ready to give Shifa, Joseph let out a long sigh he smiled at his Abah trying to calm his mind.

''I will try to bah, ''' Yusuf also showed his smile and went back to eating the food on his plate.

Abah looked at Joseph in wonder, he did not understand the often dreamy attitude of his son, he thought too much about the things that made him tired.

''Ask your way of guidance from all the problems that you receive to Allah, if indeed the burden on your shoulders is very heavy pray that Allah makes the way easy of all things that happen to you, you know God will not give us any problems but because you are able to get through them.''

Joseph again realized the words of his Abah, maybe I have been too far from you, God, until now it turns out I was only able to practice it in terms of learning only, but when I am really troubled I run from You, O Allah.'' Joseph in silence.