Ustadz Dream

Chapter 122

''Mas, you are close to the Syifa family?'' nadia asked because ever since she met her husband's family her heart felt unsettled. Either because he had hurt his cousin's sister or because of what it was even though Syifa and her family had forgiven his mistakes in the past just upright Syifa's shadow in Nadia's mind felt always present even in the when he has now tried to forget her he again remembered because however Andrian her husband is a cousin of Syifa.

Andrian turned to his wife. Actually Andrian was surprised by Nadia's change in the Syifa family whether what happened to his wife in the past but Andrian did not want to bring it up again. Andrian knew if Nadia was still in the voting stage Andrian daja who covered it from his extended family and also Nadia's family he was sure in such a way Nadia would have a new spirit and by not bringing up nadia's past will have a good impact on her health especially when Nadia is pregnant with her child. Of course Andrian did not want anything bad to happen to both of them.

For Andrian his second health was more important than anything because Andrian's main focus now was his family.

''Yes, dear enough, when I was a child I liked to live in the second house of Syifa's parents, why do you love?'' Andrian answered casually but without Nadia realizing her husband was now paying attention to his behavior.

''No, I just asked.'' Nadia was a little nervous.

Actually Nadia wants to be honest if she used to hurt her cousin's sister because she does not want if her husband is angry at her because she was never honest especially according to him Andrian was very close to Syifa even if he did not know if Syifa was his cousin Andrian's sister, he was obviously very jealous. Already know in his little heart jealous but I don't know his sense of Nadia's life is not separated from the woman he once hurt.

Andrian just smiled now he was sure if Nadia his wife ever had problems with his cousin's sister.

Andrian and Nadia have now arrived at Rosa's house. Andrian who is the youngest child of the Rosa family makes Rosa does not want to be away from her youngest child let alone she will live together if Andrian chooses to live with Nadia's family.

Nadia got out of the car with Andrian's help. Andrian always being sweet on her makes Nadia very easy to fall in love with him. Moreover, Andrian always prioritizes his needs especially when Andrian knows if Nadia is now pregnant Andrian as if he does not allow himself to be tired whatever his needs are always Andrian meets even Rosa's own mother always accompany her even always act sweet like a mother to her child.

''You rest yes, I don't want you to be tired.'' Andrian kissed Nadia's forehead and was about to leave from her presence.

''Mas.'' Nadia said slowly now her hand was holding Andrean's hand as if he didn't want to be left behind.

''Yes, you need something?'' andrean looked at Nadia's pale face.

Nadia shook her head she didn't need anything she just wanted to reveal all the thoughts that were now lodged inside her head.

Andrian took his place beside Nadia. I don't know what Nadia will say but Andrian believes it's important.

Five minutes passed Nadia was still reluctant to speak she was very afraid if she spoke honestly Andrean would be angry with her. But however and what reaction he will receive Nadia will be prepared with all the possibilities that will happen even he will also try to accept if Andrean is angry with him.

''Mas I want to say something to mas.'' Nadia glanced at Andrian's face and looked down again.

Now Nadia explained everything she had done to her cousin Syifa and she also explained what caused her to do such a thing. Nadia actually said everything was not even anything she covered. He also recounted when he was in the treatment of Andrian when Syifa also visited him but he did not know why Syifa could marry Hanif only that he did not know when he was clearly very knowing that Syifa and Joseph loved each other.

Nadia could not hide her guilty feelings she even cried while telling her husband the truth.

''I'm ready mas, I'm ready if mas angry with me, I myself am very sorry mas because I once hurt your cousin sister. Though Syifa was very kind to me she was also always kind and polite to me even when I was like this she always made me feel embarrassed I was embarrassed because I was really sorry.''

Andrian just kept silent he was very surprised by the confession of Nadia. Obviously he was very angry but the emotions that he endured he felt not enough brother who could hear if his sister was treated like that even if it befall on others alone was clear Andrian will be very angry. This time he was very unable to accept it even though his sister Syifa had forgiven him very easily and also both of his parents forgave his wife's treatment even until now they had never he brought bad things from his wife.

Andrian immediately woke up from his sitting even Nadia's arm that had held his arm he put away so roughly. The eyes that always looked soothing to his wife now changed instantly with a gaze of anger even his hands clenched very firmly.

Suppose that this treatment is someone else wants him to say rude but see the face of Nadia who is crying there is a sense of not being able to really love Nadia even when she saw Nadia who was almost crazy somehow why he felt sorry he loved Nadia so much that he was very eager to make Nadia his wife.

Andrian never shamed to marry Nadia patiently he healed Nadia of his mental disorder even in every prayer that came out of his mouth he always prayed for the healing of women he never had know he has even just met but the affection that comes with his own makes him sure if Nadia is the woman that God chose for her.

''I'm sorry to have known you Nadia I didn't expect you to be that bad.'' Andrian came out of his room with all the anger that now enveloped his heart he came out of the room by slamming the door very hard.

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