Ustadz Dream

Chapter 48

Syifa and her three best friends were busy chatting they talked a lot about various things.

''Rin if we have graduated from here, where do you continue your education?'' desi asked looking at Arin who was sitting together.

Syifa and Arumi turned to Arin, because Arin was the most admired santriwati, the achievements that he can be very proud make them think if Arin deserves to continue to a higher education level.

Arin seemed to think a little, he actually did not know if he would continue his education or not, he really wanted to be with his parents, he was really happy, he hopes that if he is with his parents he will get the affection he had been hoping for.

''Rin, why didn't you answer?'' syifa asked a little curious because Arin looked a little dreamy instead.

Arin was shocked he was looking for the right answer so that his three friends did not ask what he thought.

''I haven't thought about it, I'm confused myself, if you guys?'' ask Arin cengengesan.

While the three best friends are upset, because they think that Arin will give him an answer that might make them want the same.

''If I really want to continue here, maybe while I am studying at a university near here.'' Said Arumi who looked at her three best friends.

''That's a good idea, I will also follow your idea.'' said Desi who even follow along.

While Syifa seemed to think a little about something, she was eager to continue her education but she hoped that she would not be far from her parents.

''If you are Syifa?'' asked Arin and his two best friends who looked curiously at Syifa's answer.

''It looks like I will continue college, I would like to continue my education but maybe I will not go back.'' Syifa said bowed lethargic, she felt sad when she remembered she would part with her three best friends.

''Why ''Why?'' asked Arumi who felt disapproving of Syifa's wishes.

''I don't want to be far away from my mother and my father, Arumi.'' Syifa said bowed.

Syifa knew that her decision would make her feel sad because she would part with her three best friends, but she had no other choice, he himself misses the affection of both parents, although Syifa could not be denied comfortable goiter in this Nurul Huda boarding school.

The three of them hugged, they felt what Syifa felt even though they were sure that one day they would part because of the circumstances, but they hoped that their friendship would never be separated.

''I'm so sad.'' Said Syifa who wiped her tears with the back of her hand.

''Yes, I am the same.'' Said Arin who felt sad because he remembered they would part someday.

They laugh together to remember the things that will make them separate, they love each other, there is always each other. In joy and sorrow they are like bodies in need of each other.

''May our friendship come to heaven, you are my best friends, you will teach me a lot about religion.'' Said Syifa who was holding back her crying.

''It's the same with you guys too, don't make onions again, I'm so sad.'' Said Arin who then hugged each other.

''What in the way I opened my heart to Nadia, I can make amends for the mistakes I have made, Joseph felt that because of her Nadia had a soul shock, although not completely but he felt that because Joseph was Nadia like that now.

He felt his heart ache a little considering he could not get the love that had existed since Syifa was in his cottage but he remembered what his brother had said, if God had given him guidance, Syifa would have accepted Hanif's proposal.

Joseph took a deep breath, and he immediately took ablution he wanted to calm his mind.

Joseph soaked his face with ablution water until it was finished. He also walked towards the closet that looks the arrangement of his prayer equipment. Yusuf also held a prayer rite and immediately performed the sunnah prayer that he always did before going to bed.

Joseph who had finished with his prayer did not forget to recite and recite the holy verse of the Qur'an he ended with prayer.

Joseph raised his hand to ask for guidance from the owner, he felt that what he would take was a hard thing because it would change his life. He begged for forgiveness for what he had done.

''Ummi?'' abah called Ummi who was in his room.

''Yes bah?'' Reply to ummi who walked up to her husband.

''That's just a little thought, what's wrong with bringing out Nadia, until now Nadia suffered a soul shock?'' abah asked ummi because whatever the opinion of ummi abah always feel calm by sharing with him.

''Of course not, maybe because Nadia alone is too excessive with what she wants, we as beings can only pray and try, while our destiny can not change bah. Abah need not feel guilty.'' Ummi expressed his opinion.

''But what Husein would think with my brother, he's my good friend mi, you feel very sorry for the condition of his daughter, even though you know what Nadia used to do was a mistake, but we as Muslim believers must forgive him.''

Ummi was only speechless, she could not deny if her husband's opinion was correct.

''Then what will you do?'' tanya ummi looked at her husband.

Ummi hoped that he would not force Yusuf to accept Nadia, because Ummi did not want Nadia to be his son-in-law.

Abah took her breath, something kept making her feel stuck in her heart. If only abah in the position of Abi Husein, of course, he was very hopeful that Joseph could forgive the mistakes that Nadia had made and was willing to accept them.

Joseph who had performed the prayer he went down the stairs because he would meet his abah and his ummi.

Ummi who saw the whereabouts of Joseph immediately patted his thigh hoping that he would not discuss Nadia in front of Joseph.

''Ummi, aren't you asleep?'' yusuf then sat in front of his parents.

''Ummi only accompanied you, why haven't you slept yet? It's late at night.'' Ummi looked at his son.

''I can't sleep ummi, I keep thinking Nadia.''

Ummi was surprised by what his son was talking about. She really hopes that her husband does not talk about Nadia anymore but now her son even talks about Nadia.