Ustadz Dream

Chapter 136

''But the sword.'' Hanif ate the seblak that Syifa gave him.

''Yes mas name is also seblak ya spicy lah.'' Syifa said casually even Syifa continued to enter the food without feeling spicy as if he really enjoyed the food.

''Yes know what it means you love her chili a lot.'' Hanif immediately drank his front water up to the toilet.

''Udah here is not good too spicy.'' Hanif took the food from Syifa's arm.

''Ih mas is very disturbing anyway.'' Syifa protested because she had just eaten half her. Syifa again snatched her food from Hanif's hands and re-enjoiced her.

Hanif just took a deep breath Syifa did look very fond of making Hanif can only resign.

The night now they passed a little different even the night they now passed seemed very long and very memorable.

Syifa could spend a very long time with Hanif he even told a lot about his days-heart as long as he was away from Hanif not even a little they laughed because of the funny thing.

''So very sorry.'' Syifa chuckled at hearing that Hanif always missed her. Though she herself the same she always misses Hanif her husband.

''Yes how else you long.'' Hanif said honestly.

''Oh yeah, how's the orphanage now? I miss the King very much.''

''The king is no longer. She already adopted him.'' Said Hanif because he himself did not have time to meet before the King was adopted by others.

Syifa only let out a long sigh how much she missed the child that made her feel affection for them for the first time.

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''Arumi?'' Mbak Dini called Arumi who was silent on the balcony he looked at the night sky which now felt very dark even unlike usual now the sky was not visible to a single star.

''Yes.'' Arumi chimed in without a single look.

Dini walked up to Arumi he saw his sister just daydreaming since earlier.

''Why ''Why?'' ask Dini because Arumi is not usually like this especially tomorrow he will marry a man of his own choice.

''Ma'am, are you happy with your wedding?'' arumi asks Dini because Arumi knows she got married because of an arranged marriage.

''Of course I'm very happy.'' Answer it with certainty.

''Why can? not his mbak not love same brother son?'' ask Arumi back.

''Yes indeed. Indeed mbak used to not love mas putra but over time mbak can love him because it is mas putra very well let alone he always prioritizes mbak. Why do you not love Joseph?'' ask Dini because she thinks her sister loves Joseph.

Arumi took a long breath frankly in her little heart she had not loved Joseph she knew she was guilty of having accepted Joseph but how could she have rejected Joseph's proposal in front of her parents let alone in front of her abah and Ummi so he accepts Yusuf hoping that someday he can truly love her.

Long Arumi was silent making Dini sure that her sister did not really love Joseph.

''But I'm sure Joseph is a good man for you. Joseph knows how to be your husband and you learn to love Joseph just as you love yourself.'' Dini rubbed his sister's back even though he did not understand why Arumi could accept Yusuf but he himself did not love her.

Actually the feeling began to appear in Arumi's heart slowly Arumi had accepted their engagement especially when Joseph gave her a necklace meaning a seriousness of their relationship made a speck of hope appear in her even yes without realizing it, Arumi had fallen in love. But because the attitude of Yusuf that Arumi values is not right makes the love that has just been present now feel eroded back.

Arumi felt that if Joseph was a little selfish under the pretext of worrying about him not focusing on his exam, that is why making a decision with one side according to Arumi he felt unfair.

Arumi thought that there should be no good communication marriage but not yet he married that communication has not gone smoothly and then how the life he will live later.

''Why can you say that? even mbak himself did not know how Ustadz Yusuf.'' Lirih Arumi with a view that does not change in the least.

''Mambak sure because since mbak saw Yusuf mbak mbak feel see the figure of mas son who never mbak see. I also know that Joseph was wrong, but what is wrong you forgive. Learn to forgive mistakes that are now hard but when you get married you will get problems that may be much bigger than this and that's when you will know the meaning of forgiveness.''

''I don't understand.'' Arumi said coldly he did not not not understand but indeed he felt he did not want to understand.

''Arumi forgiving does not mean we forget mistakes but by forgiving our hearts will feel calm even by forgiving we will know how to solve problems. If there was a thief he did that because he was desperate because his mother was sick but you don't want to listen to his explanation just yet even you punish him directly. You won't know why that guy stole. Suppose you forgive him the greatest possibility he will not repeat the same thing. Even he will think a little clearly or even he will restore what is not his right. You should know by forgiving you will know what position he is like. Just like Joseph he tried to explain, only you learn to forgive. She invited you to marry Arumi she didn't ask you out.''

Quite a lot of mbak Dini said and at that time Arumi realized that she was not completely right.

''Still mbak.'' Arumi looked at the face of mbak Dini he hugged mbak Dini tightly he was very grateful because the presence of mbak Dini was able to resuscitate himself.

''It is now that you have to rest there is a time when our body is tired and at that time we can not think clearly.'' Dini smiled and went into the room with Arumi.

''Ma'am will go to the room. If you need anything, you can call mbak. Remember the evening prayer ask God for guidance so that your marriage runs smoothly. Remember marriage is the beginning of a journey.'' Mbak Dini gently rubbed Arumi's hand and passed out letting Arumi to rest and think about all her words.

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