
But the silence of Syifa even makes the santri and santriwati even more defamatory of her and also Hanif who is none other than her husband.
Many words that make Syifa feel angry even though he knows himself that raises the prejudice.
''I am not asking you to judge me well and I am not asking you to be silent because I feel right. But what's wrong if I date an ustadz, if you want to know Ustadz Hanif is my husband. You guys will shut up huh!'' Syifa raised her voice slightly to be heard by the ears of people who had berated her and Hanif.
Silence for a moment there is a sense of disbelief that they now feel how there is no santri who married when he was still sitting in school.
''fantasize aja you fa, where there santriwati who married when he was still sitting in school.'' Said one of the santri wati who continued to pump up his other santriwati.
''I told you that I won't make you quiet so I'm being honest.'' Syifa sat back in her chair while Arumi immediately rubbed Syifa's back hoping her friend would calm down.
''Udah fa, just let alone free you say honestly anyway they will not believe.'' Arini.
While the santri and santriwati are still gossiping to each other Syifa and some even accused if Syifa and Hanif may have done things not allowed until now Syifa had to be married and many others nya.
Syifa could only wipe her chest right what Arin said if useless if she explained what happened between herself and Hanif anyway they still would not believe.
Until now Ustadzah Nurul came to give his exam again.
Time has passed now the santri and santriwati sudan return to their room because the exam is finished.
''Shyifa.'' Ustadzah Nurul called Syifa before he came out.
'Yes Ustadzah.'' Syifa stopped stepping and returned to the table of Ustadzah Nurul.
Arin and his two friends . go first they think if Syifa is called because of the business they had.
''Sit down. Ustadzah wants to talk something.'' Ustadzah Nurul said softly.
Syifa simply followed the request of Nurul's ustadzah and sat in front of Nurul's Ustadzah.
''Before you may already know the reason why Ustadzah called you.'' Ustadzah Nurul smiled towards Syifa who was still faithfully listening but Syifa let Ustadzah Nurul finish his words.
''Ustadzah just wants to know the truth, what other santri say if you are married to Ustadz Hanif?'' Ustadzah Nurul awaits answer from Syifa.
Syifa took a breath and tried to explain everything because indeed he himself was given permission by the abah and ummi even Ustadz Yusuf himself allowed himself to continue his education because it was very dear only in a few months he will graduate.
Ustadzah Nurul nodded he now understood Syifa's position. Suppose Syifa's position feels to her that maybe she herself will go awry.
''Yes, then Ustadzah understood. But Ustadzah just wanted to remind you you should get to know if this is a cottage environment so no matter how you and Hanif must obey the rules.'' Nurul gave an understanding.
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Time has passed even Syifa and Hanif have separated again but since that incident Syifa did not always get accusations that made him uncomfortable even though he himself had explained to santri and santriwati to close accusations against his santri.
Whatever your brother has allowed Syifa to finish
''Forgive mas, because mas can not resist the longing that you get a no-no accusation.'' Hanif said on the phone.
Since last Hanif met his wife Hanif always felt very guilty because he put his wife in a state that did not make her comfortable.
''Mas ''Had it. Don't keep talking about it anyway I don't regret all this I'm also used to all the words they don't have to keep apologizing to me.'' Syifa said with a feeling that is not much different from Hanif.
Syifa felt uncomfortable making her husband always feel guilty.
Silence for a moment there was no chatter.
Syifa noticed the park that had always been her escape spot in search of tranquility.
''Where are you again? how was the exam this time?'' tanya Hanif started the conversation again.
''Yes a little difficult.'' Syifa laughed again because no matter how hard she studied still when faced with many exams that made her a little dizzy. But now different there is happiness that makes her always excited.
Hanif also laughed at the answer from his wife.
''Oh yes mas how are ummi and abi? I miss ummi so much that I haven't seen her in a long time.'' Syifa said, because it has been almost six months he did not meet with his in-laws.
''Alhamdulillah good. Ummi also misses you maybe we will go there when we pick you up.'' Hanif commented that he was really impatient with the moment when he would pick Syifa back up.
''Hopefully yes as fast as him.'' Syifa herself was very happy.
They also talk a lot about everything. Syifa always let go of her longing when she was very tired with the exam that she now passed.
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''Yus shouldn't we tell your plans to the Arumi family first?'' ask Yusuf.
''Hmmm yes it is up to ummi only.'' Joseph replied with his eyes not switching from his laptop.
Ummi soon passed from before Joseph. Ummi thought that his son would not make a decision so soon but on the other hand ummi was very happy to hear the seriousness of Joseph.
''Change!'' ummi approached her husband who was giving feed to his favorite bird.
''What is ummi? it must be Joseph again, right?'' guess abah because since Yusuf told her he would soon have his wedding Ummi just kept on commenting.
Abah himself is a man he very well understands the wishes of Joseph and it is natural that now he wants to immediately carry out his marriage even though it is sudden because women will never understand the feelings of a man.
''That's why I contacted Arumi's family, right?'' tanya ummi because ummi does not want if her son's marriage is directly, especially considering Arumi who has not been told according to ummi, however Arumi is his bride candidate, he is entitled to know about self marriage.
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