Ustadz Dream

Chapter 96

Hanif felt very tired he walked out of his room he intended to go back to his house because it was useless he rested in the restaurant still boisterous sounds of visitors were heard until his room.

Hanif walked past some of the visitors who were there without looking towards the side and left and right.

His eyes focused only on the phone he was holding.

''Uncle Hanif.''

The voice instantly made Hanif stop his steps and turn his body around.

''Yes?'' Hanif was waiting for him to speak.

''This sir, I was told by Pak andi to give this to you.'' He gave her a piece of paper that Andi had put on her.

''Where is he now?'' Hanif asked in a cold tone he was just tired because he had not rested all day.

Andi is a friend at once

his co-worker entrusts his restaurant to Andi if he is busy.

Andi always helped himself even the effort he developed also can not be separated from the important role of him. Until now the business in the culinary field has had several branches in other cities and that is also because Andi plays an important role in there.

''Don't know sir.'' Said a new officer the first time he saw.

''You can come back.'' Hanif again walked towards the door he just wanted to rest because he was tired even he missed his lunch because of the busyness of the day.

''Lita you want to take me back?'' Rian's faithful voice looks at the woman he loves.

However Rian will try to accept all possibilities if indeed Lita can not accept it back he does not want if Lita lives with him but he does not love her enough with her to be his best friend only he will feel very grateful.

Lita still could not focus even maybe she did not hear what Rian said because her eyes were now staring at someone who was about to leave the restaurant she currently occupied.

And for the second time he even saw Hanif in the restaurant made himself remember the figure of the woman who had once accompanied him to eat.

''Lita, you hear me?''

''Oh sorry Ian I, I didn't hear what you said.''

Rian took a deep breath he again said his intention patiently even though Lita had been unfocused.

''Rian I'm so embarrassed if I have to accept you back, I even hurt you often.'' Lirih Lita he did realize if Rian was always there for her even the man could always make himself feel comfortable even forget the problems he now feels.

''Do you still wish on the man who keeps hurting you ta, he's even married.'' Said Rian because now he knows why Lita is not focused, it turns out the presence of Hanif that makes himself look moody again.

Lita looks at Rian without realizing it now hurts the feelings of a man who sincerely loves her.

''I'm sorry Rian.''

Rian sighed he again felt the pain that he always felt somehow to how many times he felt himself always begging the woman who was now in front of him.

''I'm sorry if I'm late to realize if you're always sincere to me Rian, I'd like to accept you back.''

''Really?'' Rian felt very surprised by what he heard even he was about to hug the body of the woman who was now in front of him. But quickly Lita stopped her movements made Rian speechless.

''Oh sorry I'm just so happy.'' Rian realized that Lita still needed time to receive him back.

''Rian.'' Lita said with eyes that were now staring at the face of the man who had always been loyal to her.

''Yes?''

Lita did not do anything but she felt with her change in appearance and also her life might be a better Muslim.

''Is it because of that guy?''

Rian said carefully.

''Not because of him but now I realize I am far from God do you want ian?''

Rian realized that himself was not much different from Lita the life they are now living is always considered commonplace by hugging each other or even just a kiss Rian himself knew if it was not in reality even sinned.

''What with me changed, you will accept me as your husband?'' rian asked as if he was ready as long as Lita received it.

Rian looked back at Lita's face he even noticed Lita's appearance clearly did look different from her after these few days she always wore loose clothes even clothes that were covered despite not wearing a hijab.

''Yes I want to, '' Lita nodded her head.

There is a sense of happiness that he now feels. Lita felt a burden now lifted in her.

It is true that loving with too much hope will hurt his heart and even hurt like grasping a rose if he holds too tightly he will hurt the flower even himself can be hurt by thorns which he has.

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Two months have passed Hanif is now in the park that always makes him feel calm, calm, he is now getting used to his solitude again only once he will contact his wife because he himself is busy with all the affairs that now make himself busy with Syifa who began to busy with the various end-of-semester exams make them rarely communicate.

Two more days he intends to surprise Syifa because he will visit Syifa for two months he did not meet making himself feel impatient.

The sound of a phone call that now makes Hanif immediately reach for the phone that he accidentally stored in his pants pocket.

A smile was now engraved on the man's lips as quickly as he raised the call he had been so eagerly waiting for.

''The assalamualaikum?''

''Waalaikum salam mas, mas how are you? you are busy, right?'' Sahut Syifa with his heavy voice he felt very tight when remembering the household relationship that he is now living like an unguided relationship. A wife should always be next to her husband and so should her husband. When others will always enjoy togetherness but different from him. Sometimes considering the relationship that he is now living sometimes also makes his heart hurt he is also a human and sometimes feel afraid of loss or his relationship is not as it should be.

''Alhamdulillah I am good darling, you are also fine there, I just relaxed, you again what?''

''Han!'' The sound of ummi screams calling her made Hanif inevitably have to approach her immediately.

Syifa did not answer Hanif's questions. Hanif had already told her.

''Sorry ummi call me, later if you relax again we reconnect. sorry yes assalamu'alaikum.''

Hanif immediately ended his call.

He immediately got up from his seat and immediately approached ummi because he did not want to make his ummi wait.

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