Ustadz Dream

Chapter 53

''Lita.'' Hanif was still unmoved he was a little shocked to see Lita who was suddenly behind him. Hanif looked at the woman he had long forgotten but looked very happy to see himself back. He hadn't seen her for a week. Since then, Lita has never contacted him. Hanif could only breathe a sigh of relief hoping Lita could forget about him.

Lita immediately approached him with a smile still engraved on her tiny lips. With a pink lipstick polish makes his face look radiant and look fresher.

''What are you doing here?'' asked Lita who looked softly at the figure of the man she still loves and still she expected his presence back even though she already knew if Hanif could not take it back. But Lita will faithfully wait for him until they can get back together. Only hope always accompanies her when Lita remembers Hanif and his feelings.

Hanif thought of something and he was confused as to what to say. He circulates his gaze looking for the right reason so that Lita does not suspect him, but he is confused when he sees his car parked neatly in front of the jewelry store he just came to.

''Ko was silent anyway?'' Said Lita who was a little surprised, faithfully he looked at the owner of his heart.

''You yourself are?'' Hanif tried to shift their conversation. Hanif isn't ready to tell Lita right now. He felt that Lita would only be hurt if she knew the truth she had done. He did not want to hurt the woman before him at this moment.

''Yes, I am alone. I want to go to the restaurant over there.'' point Lita who shows towards the seafood restaurant located next to them. ''I saw you who are also here so yes I want to make sure.'' said Lita who looked at Hanif. He was very happy because he met Hanif.

Hanif just nodded in understanding with what Lita told him.

''Then what if you accompany me to eat? it won't be long!'' take Lita who is staring a little begging. Lita was very hopeful that Hanif would be willing to accompany her.

Hanif could not refuse it and they walked side by side to the restaurant that Lita was going to.

Look at the restaurant that is crowded with visitors who are also coinciding with lunch hour. No wonder because this place is very popular with many people who like seafood.

Lita circulated her gaze looking for a chair that was slightly not crowded with many people. Lita looked at the chair at the far right and she walked back to her feet in a relaxed manner while Hanif just followed the woman who invited her to lunch.

Hanif did not mind what Lita did enough to comply with her will to make her feel a little uncomfortable but she felt bad if she refused his request.

While inside, Lita did not stop talking as if Hanif knew that Lita was happy. Until a servant came to them with the food they had ordered.

They ate the dish in silence and enjoyed it without any chatter.

Lita who did not eat too much he did not spend the food in front of him. Lita looked gently at the figure of the man who made her crazy her heart was very loving the figure of the man who did not talk too much.

''Han,'' Lita said back. While Hanif he was eating the food he had ordered.

''Yes?'' Hanif replied for a moment and was still focused on the food he had always liked.

''Han can we be like we used to be.'' Lita's words were heard in Hanif's ears.

Hanif also glanced at Lita who was looking at him with a slight plea. Making Hanif breathe long again he felt confused by the situation that continued like this.

''I beg you not to be like this.'' Said Hanif who felt very uncomfortable.

''Love me a chance Han, I promise, I will change as you wish.'' Lita's gaze continued to be fixed on Hanif which this time she looked cold.

Hanif took his breath back violently but he felt unbearable when he saw the face of Lita who was looking at him wistfully.

''Please don't be like this, I'm sure there will be a better man than me. May you get a man who is more worthy than me.'' Hanif tried to persuade Lita.

''I don't want Han. I want you to come back with me.'' Lita remained adamant with her wishes.

''I can't.'' Said Hanif who returned to answer Lita's wishes.

Lita doesn't believe what she hears over and over again she asks that Hanif come back with her but Hanif always refuses.

''I already have another woman in my life ta, I beg you to understand.'' Finally Hanif ventured to say everything he did not want if it hurt him more by covering up the truth that should make Lita stop to reach him again.

''Oh yes sorry I have to come back soon there is business waiting.'' Hanif stood up and left Lita alone in her chair despite her heartlessness but she was sure it was the best decision.

Lita who had been silent since then he immediately followed the footsteps of the man who made her hurt quickly he walked but still the footsteps of the man was much faster to leave him.

Hanif who was already beside his car he immediately got into a car that was parked neatly in front of the jewelry store. He quickly drove his car into the street.

Lita's feelings are now back in pain because of Hanif's treatment of her. The happiness he had just felt now changed back in an instant. He stared at the black car back on the road and left himself staring at his disappearance.

''Why do you always hurt me Han, '' said Lita who felt tightness in her chest.

Lita felt a little desperate because it seemed like she was not going to get Hanif back.

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Bandung.

Syifa is in the garden next to the library. He stared at meu at the place he had always liked the most when he wanted to be alone.

A place that has always been his favorite when feeling tired of being a silent witness where he complained in silence.

Syifa stared at the fallen leaves from the wind along with the hope she had left here.

''Fa?'' Arin who suddenly sat next to him without him noticing his presence made Syifa turn her head with a bit of surprise.

''What are you thinking?'' asked Arin who was looking at her best friend.

''I'm just sad rin, it feels heavy when I will leave this cottage even if only in a matter of weeks.'' Lirih Syifa who was not the least bit looked at Arin who was beside her.

''Yes I am too, this afternoon my parents will pick me up.'' The same Lirih Arin felt sad when he was going to part with his best friend. He felt that going back to the family who never realized his presence made Arin honestly reluctant to go home.

Syifa, who knew what Arin was feeling, rubbed her hands and smiled.

''Everything will be fine.'' Syifa still gently rubbed the back of Arin's hand.

''When are you going home?'' asked Arin who still looked at the beautiful scenery in front of her.

Syifa took her breath thinking about her return this time she felt very sad as if she felt like she would never come back again.

''Maybe tomorrow I will come back.'' Syifa smiled with the smile she forced.

They were silent in their own daydreams. It is only the silence they feel. The quiet atmosphere is increasingly felt after many santriwati who have returned to their residence until the holiday ends.

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Joseph, who had returned from the madrassa a little too quiet, did not speak much.

I don't know what he thinks only eyes that look glare far away somewhere he carries his mind now.

Abah who had seen her son just now could only let him. Abah hoped that Joseph would understand him before he decided what his son would take.

Abah was only afraid that Joseph was still thinking about marrying Nadia but his heart was not entirely for Nadia.