Ustadz Dream

Chapter 106

''Where are you coming home?'' joseph asked as he saw Maya still silent without crying again. He looked calmer than before.

''Just walk there, sir.'' Maya said she felt bad because her boss was so good. Maya does know Joseph as a good boss once she feels more guilty for having involved Joseph in her personal problems.

Joseph simply nodded and focused back on the streets.

''I'm sorry because I got you involved in my problem.'' Maya feels so guilty she speaks for what she is without wanting mercy from Joseph.

Joseph looked at me without answering. He himself was worried about the decision he took suddenly even he did not love Maya at all he just felt sorry for Maya and also the baby who is now in her womb. Just like before he intended to marry Nadia because of guilt and pity on him until God gave Nadia a couple figure who accepts him as he is even seen if he loves her.

But now Yusuf's choice is very different he himself is confused how to reveal to ummi and also his brother about the problems he is now taking.

''I don't want Mr. Joseph to marry me because I know you never loved me and I did otherwise, if you feel sorry for the baby who is now in my womb, I promised to take care of her I would raise her alone even though I didn't know what kind of life I was going to live.

''But he needs the figure of a father may,''

''I know sir but I'm not the father to take responsibility. Don't make me feel more guilty for my mistake sir, I beg you.'' Maya does not seem to make the man in front of her who does not know anything but have to bear his personal problems she does not want to further hurt her superiors by accepting him as the father of her child.

''Thank you sir for your help I beg you not to be angry with me. I know the good father is even too good but not the father I want.'' Maya then got out of Joseph's car.

Maya feels sorry for Joseph because he hurt Joseph but Maya thinks Joseph would be much more hurt if she decided to live with him.

Joseph looked only at the back of the woman who was now taking place from before him. Maya's words so ringing in her mind was right to help her in such a way that would not solve Maya's problems but instead add new problems to their lives.

Maya is indeed a good woman figure Joseph knows if he did it because it slipped in the pit of sin and now he has realized it. Being a father of a child who is not from his flesh and blood may be easy for Joseph to do but grow love between them that will not be difficult especially the two parents himself who Joseph felt would be disappointed him.

Joseph took a deep breath this time he was struck again because of the fact that he easily got into a hole that almost made himself will hurt people.

A few minutes had passed now he was running his car back to the streets to go home soon because it was very late.

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''Is it true that you are not tired? I'd better rest first at the cottage.'' Pinta Syifa because she herself still misses her husband and Syifa is afraid if Hanif is exhausted because she has to return to her residence let alone very far.

''Nothing else if you are here later you do not focus anymore.'' Hanif rubbed the top of Syifa's head gently he himself actually still wanted to enjoy their togetherness before he would return to his residence.

This time Syifa looks a little sullen because she feels their marriage is strange sometimes she feels sorry for accepting Hanif quickly she finally married and had to separate.

''Yes let me come back tomorrow.''

''Promise?'' Say Syifa by giving her mana gaze.

''Yes, you are going to school tomorrow, right? after school we bought something for the parlors, okay? anyways daftar again his parlors will be inaugurated.'' Said Hanif because he himself wanted to buy some supplies for his stuffing.

''Yes, thank you.'' Syifa hugged Hanif again she inhaled the smell of fragrance she had long yearned for.

Long time they walk until finally now Hanif decided to immediately go home to the cottage because Syifa had missed regular study santri in ashar time.

Hanif returned his car to leave the mosque area of the city square which was their choice to relax after the Ashar prayer.

The streets are quite crowded riders make Syifa feel happy because this time can spend time with her husband and stare freely the handsome face of her husband who always fills her heart now.

''Udah do not look mulu, mas already know that mas handsome.'' Kekeh Hanif because he saw Syifa just keep looking at him.

''Ih mas pede really.'' Syifa laughed as she was caught secretly admiring her husband's handsome face. Syifa also pinched her husband's waist back before he stole the opportunity to kiss her cheek.

''Aw the.'' Hanif was in pain but now he laughed at his ignorant wife's behavior but his heart warmed again because now his wife openly kissed him.

Syifa only chuckled to see Hanif in pain without any intention of judging her again.

''You are naughty well, anyways you are this long nails that cut dong his nails not well know.'' Hanif said as his eyes glanced towards his wife's nails which he purposely extended.

''Yes, yes, if you go home later.'' Kekeh Syifa who fixed her sitting position.

Many times in her heart Syifa always gave thanks because she had a husband who was so dear to her even though sometimes she also felt sorry for having to part with her husband because she had not finished her final stage of school only in four months he will have to be patient again until they get back together.

Half an hour has passed now the car has been parked neatly in front of the residence abah Hanif immediately get off his car followed by Syifa who came out simultaneously.

''I went back to my room, yes.'' Syifa said, prepare normally so as not to suspect other students.

Hanif just nodded and walked over to the abah residence.

They returned to their positions as if they were playing in front of a crowd just to cover up their relationship status because indeed the students should not be married while still in school.

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