Ustadz Dream

Chapter 126

Syifa immediately ran towards her cousin's sister although it could not be denied if she was a little surprised by Andrian's presence let alone see the conditions are very sad.

''Sister.'' Syifa said softly but not that Andrian said or let Syifa speak now that Syifa's body he pulled into his arms.

Andrian hugged his sister's body tightly he felt very guilty.

Syifa was just speechless she didn't understand why Andrian was like this to her even she didn't understand where her brother could get a wound on his head.

''I'm sorry deck.'' Lirih Andrian on the sidelines of silence now Andrian took off his embrace and turned to look at the face of his cousin sister.

While Syifa he frowned confused why Andrian came and apologized to him.

''We sit down first yuk kak.'' Syifa invited Andrian to sit with her on a chair in the park not far from them.

''No, why are you hurt like this?'' Syifa brought out the question that had been lodged in her mind.

Andrian just smiled he felt Syifa never changed he always seemed cheerful even he never brought up his personal problems even when he was treated badly he covered everything even behaving well in front of his wife made Andrian feel ashamed of Syifa.

''Only a small accident deck, you how are you?'' andrian asked to switch the conversation.

''Astagfirullah should have been treated in hospital. Don't tell me brother ran away.'' Syifa looked suspiciously at how Andrian could meet her when she had to get her handling.

''I am a doctor who is free deck want how well I am good ko.'' Andrian smiled blandly. Although actually he still feels pain but he feels not calm if he has not fulfilled his wishes. Moreover, Andrian realized if he went without saying goodbye to his wife. However, Nadia's treatment in the past made him angry but he was still affectionate even if everything was finished he would return to Nadia. Andrian can't be selfish baby in the womb Nadia needs affection from a father. Not just her baby. Nadia herself needs herself.

''The brother is what the doctor is. On your own brother is like this let alone the same patient you later. Don't be the doctor's sister fake times.'' Syifa's regret for seeing Andrian who looks relaxed even though he really wants to pinch Andria but he did not get to the heart how he could pinch the man when wounds all over his body hurt him.

Syifa's tears as if she wanted to come out she raised her eyes hoping the tears would not come out.

''I'm sorry deck is so sorry because I can't look after you.'' Andrian again conveyed his intentions.

''Obviously, my brother will not be able to take care of me at any time. Just looking after yourself, brother is not able to how about big brother keep me.''

Silent moment.

Syifa felt very upset if she was not in the pesantren environment she wanted to remind the man how much she wanted to let out her frustration.

''Why don't you ever tell the deck if you were treated badly by your sister's wife.'' Andrian again voiced he looked at Syifa's face with a difficult feeling Syifa means.

Now Syifa knew why her sister had come to her because that was the reason.

''For what brother. I have forgiven Ustadzah Nadia.'' Syifa herself, she was staring at her cousin's face.

''I don't think the deck, why is it so easy for you to forgive him, even because he also you didn't marry Joseph the man Nadia said you and him love each other.

Syifa took a deep breath of her memories as if drawn to the past that made her feel sad even though now she did not feel sad even she was very grateful for the life she currently has.

''Aren't we going to feel calm if we hold a grudge? I forgive her not that I forget her mistakes and that doesn't mean I still harbor my disappointment in her brother. I know that Ustadzah Nadia accidentally hurt me. I knew it was the destiny God gave me. I accepted his brother and I have also forgiven sister's wife.'' Syifa smiled at Andrian even though her brother looked emotional.

''But how can you marry Hanif deck. You don't love him and he loves you. Brother hope-'' Not yet Andria finished his Syifa already cut his words first.

''I will not disappoint my husband. I had forgotten my momentary love for ustadz Yusuf and I only loved my husband. Just as big sister loves Nadia Ustadzah like that I love her too.''

''I'm not like that deck I do love her but I now feel regret in my heart.'' Ogre Andrian.

Andrian took a deep breath as if he felt a tightness in his heart.

''I also once felt annoyed at Nadia's ustadzah but my annoyance did not make me calm precisely by forgiving now I feel that I have been separated from the burden that has been squeezing my soul.''

Andrian glanced at Syifa he knew if Syifa was now reminding himself not to take the wrong step even though he himself felt unable to if he had to let go of Nadia he still wanted to be with his wife he I also hope that Nadia will change.

''It's my pity Ustadzah Nadia she's a good wife open.I also to envy you who always look friendly while I am now even far away from my husband.'' Syifa's speech diverted the conversation hoping Andrian r

do not bring up the problem that Syifa said everything is in order.

''Yes, my sister knows. Nadia is a good wife. But you're much better off deck. You can forgive the mistakes of others very easily even you close the incident from your brother. Forgive sister's wife yes.'' Andrian re-embraced the small body of his cousin sister with a little relief.

Syifa just smiled she could not resist the treatment of her older cousin even though she knew she should not receive a hug from another man.

''When is brother here? then where's brother's car?'' syifa asked after she realized that she did not see the car parked in front of the abah residence.

Andrian scratched his head that was not itchy he felt confused what to say.

''Again on service.'' Said Andrian lying where maybe he said honestly maybe Syifa would be surprised if his car was like a wreckage that he could not use anymore.

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