Ustadz Dream

Chapter 155

''The patient began to recall his memories again even though it has not been ascertained whether he will remember them immediately or not, it's just that we have to patiently wait and one more do not force the patient to remember the heavy thing because it is not good for his condition.'' Said one of the doctors who had been monitoring Hanif's progress.

Syifa was just sobbing she could not hide the pain that was now deepening.

''Patience dear, no matter how big our problem God is bigger than our problem right? the love of God is so great that in this way God will cultivate greater love for you.'' Ummi rubbed the top of Syifa's head even so ummi himself is very fragile no one hopes like this but if this is the will of God ummi himself will patiently wait for healing on his son.

''Ummi.'' Syifa hugged ummi, so much she complained so often she gave up because it seemed like happiness was not on her side until the ummi returned to awaken her again.

''Hanif will soon remember you again, he will soon be with you again dear.'' Ummi sure.

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This afternoon Syifa and Hanif returned home even the promise that Syifa had promised Ana he had to delay because it was impossible when Hanif like this he even went to take Ana for a walk.

Syifa with Hanif alone while Ana joined the ummi and also abi.

''Would you like to eat?'' she asked Syifa because she knew exactly when her husband would eat.

Hanif does have a regular eating schedule as well as ummi and abi make Syifa easy to know.

''By,'' Hanif replied briefly.

Actually Hanif is still dizzy let alone the shadow of the woman who continues to imagine in his memory seems to be the same person even though it is still faint and Hanif has not been able to remember who the woman who is always present in his memory sometimes Hanif thinks if he is Syifa because only Syifa and Ana that he has not remembered until now.

''We eat meatballs yes mas.'' Pinta Syifa because she wants to eat meatballs that are very spicy especially when the mood is bad like this.

But there is no answer Hanif just silent to make Syifa feel neglected again even so he still had to be patient somehow there is a sense of tightness that he continues to feel even though Syifa is trying to be patient.

''Stop in front there.'' Hanif told Syifa to stop her car in front of the home that she had built for almost a year.

He quickly parked the car in front of the home.

''What reason do you remember everything, but why should I be the one you forget.'' Lirih Syifa in her heart she was very sad to see the condition of her husband like this she missed Hanif who always adorned her day.

Hanif immediately got out of the car he was staring around he very much remembered this land was an empty land where he built a garden to calm himself in that moment even he also remembered when he was carrying a man that woman again,

''Very beautiful mas, let's take a photo there mas, not do not want a mas house I want to live with ummi and abi, thank you mas, I love you.'' All of those words were now clearly ringing in his mind even the embrace and gentle touch was increasingly felt as if it was real in his life.

''Mas!'' Syifa who had just got out of the car she immediately ran up to Hanif who was now about to fall with her hand that just kept holding her head.

''As let's go, '' he tried to wake Hanif up to get back in his car.

''I won't force you to remember me mas, I beg you to leave.''

''Syifa,'' said Hanif slowly he immediately woke up and hugged Syifa who looked chaotic he was very worried about her.

''Forgive me dear mas, '' said Hanif while removing the trail of tears that were now soaking their cheeks.

''Mas remember me?'' ask Syifa quickly.

Hanif nodded quickly he remembered even the events that befell him until he was unconscious and forgot the precious woman in his life.

''Excuse me dear, sorry.''

Syifa just shook her head. '' I'm not mistaken all this is destiny mas.'' Syifa said softly Syifa hugged Hanif back there is a sense of relief mixed with sadness and happiness that they now feel I don't know even so Syifa is very grateful because now her husband has remembered back to her.

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''Mas I'm sorry.'' Lirih Syifa.

''I'm not perfect yet, because I can't take care of our baby I'm so sorry I'm sorry.'' The clear thread that he had been able to endure was no longer able to bear as if the sadness he had felt had once again cut his heart.

''All are destiny dear, I still thank you for waiting patiently, do not cry again save all your tears to welcome the happiness of our children dear.'' Hanif erased the trace of Syifa tears he himself felt sad considering his baby was gone even more he felt very guilty when Syifa needed him he could not even do anything he even forgot that lady.

Syifa grabbed Hanif's hand and kissed her husband's back.

''Don't stay with me anymore, don't forget about me and Ana.'' Pinta Syifa with deep hope.

Truly he would not be able to anymore if Hanif forgot him he was not that strong even he was almost desperate to face the very tough test alone.

''I will never forget you again, I hope God will always keep our relationship.''

''I love you Syifa Nadira.'' Hanif gently dyed Syifa's head.

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One year has passed all those events have passed quickly the incident in which Syifa became a figure who tried hard in the middle of a test that tortured her heart.

''Mother.....'' Ana ran over to Syifa who was sitting in a chair.

''It's tired yes mother's children run away aja.'' Chuckling Syifa while hugging Ana.

''Mother, father lost.'' Ann said with pleasure.

''Yah ko dad lost anyway ya.''

Hanif chuckled as he walked closer to Syifa and also Ana who was currently busy chatting.

''Here Ana hugs dad just pity her baby to press Ana.'' Said Hanif while grabbing Ana into his arms.

''Assalamualaikum.'' Greetings ummi and also abi who have returned from the study.

''Waalaikum greetings, ummi has returned? tumben is still afternoon, '' Tanya Syifa because usually ummi will be her afternoon home.

''Yes, that was abi same thought of you, yes, we have finished our study straight home.'' Kekeh ummi because really in the second pregnancy Syifa Syifa this time always get attention from them. They are very afraid that the events of the other day will happen again.

''This Ana plays the same with grandma and grandpa.'' Invite ummi to Ana to make the little girl immediately approach her grandfather and grandmother.

Hanif approached Syifa, hugging Syifa and peeping at the top of her head.

"Please dear, thank you for being present in our lives, thank you for bringing happiness.'' Hanif recoils Syifa's head.

''It is not I who bring the happiness of God who has predestined us with God also that makes us happy.'' Syifa hugged Hanif tightly making Hanif chuckle.

''Watch the baby I love.'' Kekeh Hanif because now he lost to the words of his wife. Syifa is getting smarter even not infrequently he died lice with Syifa's words that make himself more anxious.

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Done it...

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