Ustadz Dream

Chapter 120

Hanif tried to close his eyes but Syifa's words that revealed if he was not ready if their marriage relationship in many people know made Hanif feel all wrong even drowsiness that before him feel it disappear instantly.

Hanif thought there was nothing wrong with him if he followed his ummi advice to stay there until Syifa graduated because only two more months Syifa would graduate. Especially considering that he and Syifa are legitimate.

But he also can not force it if Syifa is not ready, he will feel more depressed especially Hanif very well know if his wife is now testing. He himself cannot be selfish because however he does not want if Syifa has problems.

Hanif back down his body he tried to think positively so that his misunderstanding did not make him so wrong to judge Syifa. Until finally he fell asleep in his daydream.

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Syifa, who was still in the garden, looked at the book she had been holding, thinking about what her husband had said. '' What is my attitude wrong huh.'' Syifa asked herself.

Syifa reopened the book in her hands and tried to refocus. But still he can not only feel if he is guilty of being selfish in their marriage.

Arumi who has also studied since then he now wants to go home to his room but because Syifa who had he stayed because he peed kebelet inevitably he had to return to the park.

Arumi accelerated her steps towards the park. His eyes now catch the figure of Syifa who is still busy with the books he holds making Arumi breathe a sigh of relief because Syifa is still there.

''We go to yuk'''s room.'' Invite Arumi because he feels drowsiness that he now feels even he can not remember his rote.

I don't know how long they spend studying. Today they came home from the madrassa straight to the library because of a task they could not delay. Or else they will have to do a pile of tasks. Not to mention the rote task that they have studied in the park to just make their brains a little fresh. Even at this time, the task of copying the punishment because they have no luck at all.

It's over the days when they spend their leisure time just relaxing now they have to learn to focus for their own exams.

Syifa looked at Arumi at a glance but she lowered her gaze back making Arumi frown her forehead.

''Fa come.'' Invite Arumi because really he felt his drowsiness did not also disappear even occasionally he yawned. Either because last night they stayed up all night making him unable to resist his drowsiness.

Syifa just looked down inside she was not sure to tell her personal things let alone she felt if it was her guess, but she also could not bear the turmoil that now made the burden of the mind increase.

Arumi is now aware of what makes her best friend even daydream very differently. Arumi took a deep breath she herself did not know clearly about Syifa's relationship with her husband Ustadz Hanif or what problems happened to Syifa. But he also could not let Syifa be burdened as the burden of his mind increased.

''Hmmm I think it's not wrong because you are also still in school fa, ''' why?'' Asked Arumi as if he wanted to know the real problems in his household even though he was not sure if the solution would help Syifa but at least with Syifa telling his problems would make Syifa a little relieved.

Syifa also tells what annoys her to Arumi in detail because she herself thinks her husband's period is angry just because of such trivial things.

''It could be the Fa, it could be because your words offend her. Yes my advice is fine if Ustadz Hanif wants to be with you, Ustadz Hanif can also be a teaching force here so no one is suspicious and if the matter of your marriage you should have been able to think about the consequences because you are already married to Ustadz Hanif.'' Arumi said according to his point of view even though he himself was not sure of his words.

''I'm just if Ustadz Yusuf doesn't want our relationship to be known to people if we're engaged. Yes it could be that I was upset maybe even had time to think if Ustadz Yusuf still loves you or he could not accept the marriage that would happen.'' Arumi's words suddenly made Syifa surprised because she did not expect Arumi to say that.

But unlike Arumi he looks ordinary because he believes Ustadz Yusuf is not like that, it's just that he likens Arumi's mind without the slightest bit of his heart to bring up Syifa's past with Ustadz Yusuf because he himself knows if Syifa already love Ustadz Yusuf and so behind him.

''Udah ah do not say that, after all Ustadz Yusuf is already engaged to you.'' Syifa said she was worried if Arumi misunderstood her or thought others would have a bad impact on their friendship.

Arumi only chuckled because Syifa was shocked by what she said.

''Well if Syifa nadira.'' Kekeh Arumi stood up because he felt very tired he wanted to immediately sleep on his mattress.

''Yes let's go back to the room I'm really sleepy.'' Arumi squeezed Syifa to get up from her seat immediately.

''Are you okay first? I'll call you first.'' Syifa said asking for approval from Arumi because she wanted to hear firsthand what made Hanif her husband angry or whether it was but clearly she just wanted to calm her mind for a while.

Arumi just nodded and rubbed Syifa's shoulder he immediately walked away leaving Syifa to give freedom to Syifa. He knew very well the feelings of Syifa at this time even without him asking he already knew if Syifa was feeling burdened because of his problems.

Syifa immediately sought her husband's contact and called back but twice she called him never got an answer making Syifa breathe heavily even she was sure if her husband was now angry with her.

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