Ustadz Dream

Chapter 44

Hanif who just woke up from his sleep because of the knock ummi, he felt like going back to sleep he took a cellphone that was not far from his mattress, Hanif blinked his eyes several times as he looked at the clock on his phone screen which almost showed at two in the afternoon.

''Astagfirulla.'' Hanif rubbed his face he would be late again to meet with Lita. Hanif immediately got up from his bed and immediately washed his body and prepared to pray.

He prayed in his room and hurried to change his clothes.

Hanif's phone that kept ringing he didn't pay attention to it, he felt that it was Lita's call.

Lita took a rough breath the second time she felt that if Hanif intended to avoid her, she was very disappointed at what Hanif did to her.

he had three calls, but still he did not get an answer, Lita who had looked so happy now displays her disappointment again.

''Why did you change.'' Lita lowered her head she was very disappointed.

Hanif, who was on his way to the restaurant where he was going to meet Lita, sped up his car because the clock was almost three in the afternoon.

Fortunately the streets were not too jammed making him breathe a little relieved.

The atmosphere of the afternoon with the air that was quite warm with the wind blowing a little hard made Lita brush her hair that she deliberately stalls.

Lita walked away from the restaurant, she then sat on a park bench not far from there. His heart seemed to know what answer he really hoped from a man he loved.

Feeling pained as he hoped but it turned out that Hanif did not seem like he used to be, do not want to be with him back like he had to throw it away.

Lita took a deep breath, she felt the air so cold that it entered her sense of smell. ''If only I hadn't let go of you that easily han, I'm sorry.'' Lita said softly as she stared at the afternoon sunlight in the garden.

He was tired of waiting for Hanif. An hour later he waited for the figure of the man, but never came, Lita walked back to the restaurant where she left her car there.

Her Netra caught the figure of the man she was waiting for from a distance. He saw a smile that curved from his lips made Lita very happy.

Lita quickened her pace and was silent right in front of Hanif who was standing looking at her.

''I'm sorry.'' Lirih Hanif. But it was clear in Lita's hearing.

Lita couldn't get angry, her lips felt muddy she could only nod her head and smile at Hanif.

''We go inside?'' Invite Hanif who passed by to walk away leaving Lita who was still silently sculpting.

Lita followed where Hanif took her.

They were sitting on chairs located in the corner of the room making it a little away from the crowd.

''Have you ordered a meal?'' hanif asked back, he knew that Lita was very disappointed in him but he tried as calmly as possible so that Lita was not angry.

''I thought you wouldn't come.'' Replied Lita who couldn't help it anymore, her slightly watery eyes held back the feeling as if she was playing Hanif.

Hanif just smiled turns out Lita is still the same as before. ''I accidentally fell asleep.'' Hanif then called a waiter and ordered food for them.

Lita simply fell silent, waiting for the servant to pass from before them.

''Have twice han, you like this is the same me, do you not care anymore about me,'' the look on Lita's face looks very disappointed.

Hanif took his breath he was really confused by Lita's words like that.

''I want to be like before. I want us to turn it back.'' Lita looked at Hanif with hope.

The woman whom Hanif had long loved and had long hoped to become a companion figure in his life, Hanif had been waiting for moments like this but now his heart was not like before, his heart was tired of waiting for the woman who had long filled his heart.

''I can't Lita, I'm sorry.'' Lirih Hanif slowly, he really did not want to hurt Lita, but what power he could not take it back.

''Why han?'' Tanya Lita who began to shed tears.

''I cannot, I hope you can understand.'' Hanif reiterated it. He does not want Lita to get hurt if he tells her that he already has another love.

The waiter came with various foods that Hanif had ordered for him as well as for Lita.

Lita also tried to remove the traces of tears left behind, she tried to look okay in front of others.

''We should eat.'' Hanif began to take his food and let Lita who was just staring at him.

Hanif did not feel the heart to see Lita who stared softly at him, he knew Lita's feelings now but he should be able to because Lita would be more hurt if he lied to her.

Lita also feed food into her mouth, she could not leave Hanif just like that even though she was very sad to hear what Hanif had said.

He would try to get Hanif to come back to him.

''Han.'' Call Lita when you're done with the food.

Hanif just turned his head for a moment and put food back into his mouth, he looked very ordinary even after he saw Lita crying Hanif still looked like nothing had happened to them.

''Do you already have a lover?'' Lita asked a little nervously, her heart pounding waiting for the answer Hanif would tell her.

Hanif looked at Lita gently and returned to answer Lita's question.

''We can still be together as good friends, nothing will change.'' Said Hanif and drank the drink in front of him.

Lita was just silent she was speechless anymore, what Hanif told her made her little heart calm down, at least she could still be together with Hanif.

Bandung.

Syifa who was sitting in the garden he recalled the attitude of Ustadz Yusuf who seemed to avoid him.

''Astagfirullah.'' Syifa awoke from her daydream. He immediately returned to his room he did not want if he kept thinking about men that he should not think about.

He walked slowly enjoying the atmosphere of the afternoon in the boarding school, he felt very bored because when the month came he would just keep quiet room, Syifa would only memorize his memorization during menstruation until it was finished.

Arin, Arumi, and Desi are preparing to go to the mosque because it will soon enter Ashar time.

''We leave first, fa!'' Sahut Arin the front door because they passed .

''Yes!'' Syifa also stepped her feet into the room that she had been living with her three best friends.

He lay himself on the bed, Syifa looked at the ceiling and saw a little light coming into her room.

''Six more months.'' Syifa Gumam.