
Arriving at the apartment...
I kept quiet and answered only as necessary. My mood is not good today after auditioning. Though I was sure I could get the lead role earlier, but in fact it failed.
"Why the hell are you quiet?"
I sat on the chair leaning back while looking at the ceiling of the apartment. My master came to bring me the fizzy drink I like. He then poured the lime-flavored drink into a glass and gave it to me. I took it immediately too.
"Don't tell me you're gonna shut me up again." He drank it too, but as usual I used to wear my glass, for some reason.
"I failed to get the lead role." I told you the real thing that happened.
"Fuck?" tanyakanya.
I'm nodding.
He then pulled me into his arms. He hugged and put this head on his chest. I let him do it because he needed a place to lean.
"Oh, don't think too much. Maybe not allowed to play that role." He comforted me.
"But..."
"Maybe God has a better job for your future." He stroked my hair that was left unraveled.
"What's that?" I looked up, saw his face.
"So housewife. The mother of my children later," she said, which made me blush in shame.
He also noticed this change in my attitude. His index finger raised my bowed face.
"Women's highest job is to take care of the household, dear."
He said a word of love to me that made my heart feel sad. I think I am just his wife. He looked at me deeply and noticed the movements of my eyes that were also staring at him. Both eyes seemed to be talking.
"Sir..." I want to say love to her.
"Yes?" He's still watching me.
"Thank you" I said to him. I dare not reveal what is really in my heart.
"Thank you only?" He was like a thank you to me.
"Oh!" I pretended to sulk again, turning away from him.
"Ara, don't get used to it." He turned my body towards her.
"What?" I said pretend to sulk.
She smiles. His hand that was holding my arm slowly crept upwards. To my neck and then to my ears. Instantly I felt amused myself with this touch of his. He then brought his face closer to mine.
Sir, you want to kiss me?
The breath warm I can feel. Both ends of our noses were touching. My heart feels so pounding. Her pink lips were near my lips. And I don't know why, I just let it go. I closed both eyes as his left hand held the nape of my neck. Then finally...
His phone suddenly rang. He didn't kiss me. Cell phones used to resuscitate it if there was an incoming call, from this romantic atmosphere. Inevitably he took his face away from me and picked up the phone.
He cleared his throat first. "Hello?" the answer.
I don't know what he's talking about, I'm pouring this fizzy drink back into the glass. It felt upset as well because our kiss scene had to be delayed. A little more, our lips could meet.
"Well, thank you" he said again and hung up.
"What's wrong?" ask me as soon as he hangs up.
He put his phone back in his pants pocket. "Ara, next week I can't keep you company for long. Tuesday morning I should have been working. Ro tells me there's a meeting on Tuesday. So..."
"Yes, already. You're just here. Don't come with me home" I said, understanding his work.
"No-no." He shook his head. "I have to come, I want to ask your mother directly. Let there be no more doubt in your heart." He insisted.
Instantly I realized something, if she still felt I was doubtful to her. Maybe it's true what he feels about my feelings. But the truth is, I was just guarding for fear of missteps. I don't want to be her doll. I want this relationship to last until the end of time.
"Sorry, yeah. Has made you have to comfort yourself later." I'm not feeling good.
"Not what, Ara. Don'worry. Later Friday night we immediately leave to arrive quickly. How's it?" He asked me.
"When did it arrive?" my friend wants to make sure.
"If you leave at nine o'clock in the evening, it's likely until three o'clock in the morning." He narrates.
"That means six hours of travel" I murmured to myself.
"That's including fast, Ara. Because we are not in transit anymore. Later I will ask Ro for help to take care of everything. Jack will also accompany us to Indonesia." He explains.
"Eh? Jack's coming too?" I'm shocked.
"Not what, is it? He's been certified. He's like my bodyguard. I will also take my family to Indonesia. We're on vacation there and you propose" he said.
Instantly I was moved, completely moved to hear his words. I can't hold back these tears anymore. I hugged him and buried his face on his shoulder. I think he was made for me.
"Nature ...." He rubbed my head.
It's like I can't talk. All I could do was hug her and immerse this face on her shoulders. I feel like I belong to him. Yeah, hers. He was very kind to me and to the people around him. It seems like there's no way she'd leave me if nothing forced her.
"Here, don't cry."
He returned my embrace while stroking my hair. He also put his face on my shoulder. We both vent the springing affection. And finally I wiped my own tears in front of him.
"I'm sorry. I still need time to learn to be your woman, sir," I said, holding both hands full.
"Ara, just call Rain. Not sir." He's asking.
"All right, Mr. Rain," I said.
"Ouch!" He patted his own head. "When are you going to be like this? I'm gonna be your husband. I'll be your dress, Ara. Trust me, my heart..." He pointed my hand to his chest. "My heart is only for you" he said.
I laughed in tears. A happy cry after days of silence. I have decided to give this heart to him. I believe he will take care of my heart wherever he is. Because I love him.
Doubt over the failure of her mother's house makes Ara be hard on herself. But, Rain did not give up on convincing Ara, her decision to get married soon. Despite the biological needs that must be met immediately, Rain does indeed love her girl. He wanted her to be his only.
Ara, sorry. I can't tell you if I'm the one who asked Owdie to derail your role as the lead character. I really don't want to see you doing friendly scenes with other men. I'm afraid I can't control my emotions even though I know it's just a role.
Ii'm sorry. I have no intention of derailing your ideals. All this for our good in the future. I don't want to expose you because I feel I can still support you and our children. Loved you.
This afternoon was a witness to Rain's care for her girl. He proved to the universe that he could be a husband to Ara. He did not want to move his wife everywhere. Because according to him personally, being a heavy actress temptations even though only limited to the role alone. He knows how the entertainment industry works. And he didn't want Ara to fall for it.