
I went back to the apartment and by the time it turned out she was awake. Instantly it was also my heart stubbornly unbecoming. I'm afraid he'll be mad at me.
"I've been exercising. I'm sorry I didn't take you," I said and walked past.
"Fine." He's arresting me. "Why are you now starting to dare to leave without me?" ask her while continuing to look at me and not wanting to take my eyes off.
"You were still sleeping. I don't want to disturb you" I replied as I let go of his hand.
I don't know what he's thinking. But I saw him go silent and gulp his saliva. It seems like he held back from being annoyed that I left without saying goodbye.
Yeah, I know if I'm wrong. But I also need the freedom to move and socialize with anyone. I don't want to be a kuper because of my range of activities. If not on campus, in the apartment. I want to breathe fresh air and express myself. I'm not married and I'm too young to be restrained.
Sorry, Mr ....
He was still standing by the door. I left and rushed to the kitchen. I want to make breakfast first. I happen to be hungry too.
I thought I could cook quietly. But the guy with the cream sweater followed me into the kitchen. He stood at the door watching me prepare the ingredients for cooking. And suddenly he interrupted me.
"You're going with someone else?" his question scared me instantly.
I feel like I'm having an affair, but I'm just having a casual conversation. Should I say the real thing? But he would be mad at me if he knew to go with the man in the picture. Yes, even though we were just chatting about my desire to learn a science.
"Why is your question like pressing me?" I'm acting uncaring.
"Fine." He walked over to me. "Three weeks we're getting married. I don't want anything to happen to you" he said, standing next to me.
"Sir, why are you so sure that I want to marry you after what you said yesterday?" I asked while looking at him.
"Nature ...."
At once he was silent in a thousand languages. No longer continue his words. I saw from the light of his eyes emitting such deep regret. But, I don't care, I just keep making breakfast for this morning.
She left?!
I thought he'd talk to me again. But in fact, he passed away without a word of saying goodbye. And before long I heard the sound of a shower tap running. It seemed like he rushed to take a shower and decided to end the conversation this morning.
Half an hour later...
This morning I made flour shrimp with a spicy mayonnaise baluran. Don't know why I want to make flour shrimp anymore. And it doesn't seem to be inferior to the one in the restaurant.
I haven't had a shower yet but I'm getting ready for breakfast. I saw him come out of his room wearing his white sweater and black jeans. And now we sit together in front of the dining table, but we stay. As much as possible I keep my distance from him so as not to be said cheap anymore.
"Warm flour and rice?" He asked me.
"He-it." I just nodded and got some rice for him.
"Fine." She greeted me.
"Yes?" I answered so badly.
"When are you going to be like this? I'm not strong, Ara." He complained about our situation.
I was silent for a moment while looking at him. I saw him holding my hand after I put a plate of rice for him.
I smiled fakely and took the rice for myself. I try to be indifferent to him and then taste my flour shrimp. It tastes good especially if plus level ten chili sauce.
"Nature ...."
He rebuked again, still holding my left hand. He doesn't even want breakfast yet. He still wishes I had spoken.
"Eat first. I'll have nine o'clock." I gave her.
"You want to go to college?"
"He-it."
"I'm coming, huh?"
"Eh?!" Instantly I was surprised. "Let's be right back when it's over." I forbid him to go to college.
"Huh ...."
He exhaled while looking at the rice I served. His hand was also removed. I don't know what he was thinking. If it is true how I feel, he is already tired of this.
He looked towards me. "Is there a heart you're guarding so I can't go to college?" suddenly tanyanya.
What?!!
It was totally beyond my expectations of the questions asked by him. He could think like that. But my heart is only for him. However, it was his circumstances that made me have to rearrange.
"Why would you have such a thought?" ask me who does not want the problem to get complicated.
"I just..." He lowered his head. "I'm just afraid you're taken away by people" he said again.
"Master," I want to set the record straight.
"Ara, you're the first girl for me to make me like this. Can't you soften your heart? What am I less, Ara?" ask her with a sad look.
I don't know what to say when he asks so many questions. Honestly I want to hug her right now, rub her head and kiss her forehead. But, again the hurtful word seemed to hold me back from doing so.
I know our culture is very different. And he's proven to follow my culture. But still, the name of the heart will definitely hurt if you hear hurtful words. So does my heart, it still takes time to recover.
"I'm sorry. Give me a minute, yeah." I held her hand, trying to calm her down.
I saw him nod. I smiled and took the flour shrimp for him. I put it on his rice so he would eat breakfast immediately. And finally, we had breakfast together with things that were not like before. But honestly, I want everything back in time.
Rain had already lowered his pride in front of Ara. But baby, the girl hasn't opened her heart yet. The words Rain said back then seemed to lock Ara's mind from getting too close to her master. However, deep in her heart, Ara wanted everything back in time. But what power, his heart still needed time to recover the wounds.
Such is the great impact of a speech that until anytime will imprint in the heart of the listener. True what the saying goes, the tongue is sharper than the sword. And Ara now felt it.
I don't know what else to do. I'm really sorry for what I said. Please forgive me and come back the way you used to. I love you, Ara.
The clear weather this morning led the ruler to his deepest regret. He is determined not to repeat his mistakes in the future. It was enough for Ara to leave for days. It is not possible to continue in such a situation.
Rain realized how great the impact caused by a speech. And he would be more careful to speak in front of him. Let alone speaking to the thief of his heart, Ara.