
I'm a long distance. About ten to fifteen meters from where Kak Jamilah sat with her husband. I also took their two sons to go to the park chair together. It turns out that the two sons of Kak Jamilah are getting bigger. They grow tall and handsome. I also want to have a son like them.
"Sister, Ara's thirsty. Ara go there first." I pointed to the mini market across the street.
"Miss, let me buy it." Jack offered himself.
"Eh, no need Jack. Near anyway. I'm fine with myself." I don't feel good if I just walk a few steps to ask him for help.
"Ara, let brother's husband accompany. The aura is pregnant. If there is anything, how? Brother's husband will be scolded by your husband." Jamilah wants me delivered.
Because I was thirsty and also wanted to drink immediately, I finally agreed. I was accompanied by Jack to the mini market across the street. While Kak Jamilah with his two sons waiting in the park chair.
"Jack, just keep your distance from me so that people don't suspect it" I asked Jack as he walked towards the mini market.
"Good, Miss." Jack also obeyed me. He walked behind me at a distance of five to seven meters.
Arriving at the mini market...
I pick and choose drinks and look for drinks with low sugar content. Of course, you should not drink carbonated drinks because the sugar content is high. Finally my eyes were fixed on the juice in the packaging that attracted the taste. A half-liter guava juice that makes me want to drink it.
Looks delicious.
Then I immediately took two packs and looked for another drink. But, when I turned around to take another drink, I accidentally hit the body of someone who wanted to walk past me. Understandably this mini market place is small, so each hallway is only given a narrow distance through. I also apologized to that person.
"I'm sorry" I said and it passed.
I don't care who that person is after apologizing. Because I think apologizing for all the business is done. But in fact, that doesn't apply to me. Someone seemed to realize who I was. Then he called me.
"Did you?!" At once my footsteps stopped.
I turned around and saw who was calling me. And it turns out .. I really don't believe I'll see her again. I met a guy who approached me once on campus. He is Lecturer Lee.
"Do-lecturer Lee?!" I can't believe I'm going to meet him in this mini market.
Lee noticed. From the head of the hair to the end of the foot. I saw him swallow his saliva when I saw this stomach of mine. His eyes were like tears of sadness. I don't know why I feel guilty if I linger here. I say goodbye to him immediately.
"Sorry, I have to go back."
I'm saying goodbye. Go to the cashier to pay for the drinks I bought. Lee was after me, too. Like asking for clarification. Unfortunately, the mini market queue is quite long. I had to talk to him for a moment.
Oh my God, what is this sign?
I'm concerned. Really worried that someone saw our meeting and reported it to my husband. Know for yourself how the rain if you are jealous. His mouth is more than that of a woman. Not about talking.
"Ara, are you here?" Lee stood beside me like he wanted to queue up.
"Hm, yeah." I dare not look at it. I have to keep my eyes on.
Lee seemed to have changed a lot after we hadn't seen each other for a long time. He looks cleaner and also well-groomed. He was also more powerful than the previous one. It seems like he fills his days with exercise.
"Yes." Yeah." I can only answer yes, too.
"You're married? Why not invite me?" ask again.
When the question was thrown, at that moment I was confused as to what to answer. I feel like I'm in a deal with him. I hope this meeting ends soon.
Oh my God, why do we have to meet again?
Lee now knows I'm pregnant. I wish he would no longer come into my life because of something in the past. I really can't be with him. The universe has decided that I will be with Rain from beginning to end. I also have no feelings for him other than just his students and lecturers. But if he has more feelings for me, then it's not my fault. There is nothing wrong with love, but sometimes we put it wrong.
"This is it, Miss?" I finally arrived at the cashier.
"Yes." Yeah." I also immediately spent money to pay for it.
"Let me just." Lee wants to replace me by paying for the drinks I bought.
At that moment I also objected. "Lecturer Lee, no! My husband will be angry at you. Sorry yes." I immediately broke through the payment. Give money to the cashier.
Suddenly the surroundings became silent as I spoke like blue. Lee also fell silent as if he could not fight what I said. Until finally the payment transaction is completed. I got the drink I wanted.
"Lecturer Lee. I'm first yeah."
I say goodbye and then immediately get out of the mini market. But I don't know what happened to him after saying goodbye. It seemed like he was silent on the spot while contemplating this meeting.
Sorry Lecturer Lee. We have to keep our distance because I'm married.
I left the mini market without turning back. Jack was waiting in front while watching the situation. I hope he doesn't see me meeting Lee. Worried that he would tell my husband. My husband was jealous too. Know for yourself how the rain is when it is jealous. I heard enough of those hurtful words from his mouth. I don't want to hear it anymore.
Her afternoon...
Tired after filling the day with outdoor activities. I also want to rest this body on the bed room. I threw myself down and started pulling the blanket. I want to fall asleep for a while this afternoon.
After lunch together, I immediately say goodbye to Jack and the family. Jack drove me into the apartment. It just so happened that mom was watching the news on television so the door could be opened soon. And now she is also taking a nap in her room. He was waiting for me to come home and take a nap. My husband's mother is like my own mother. I feel comfortable living with him.
Mom, what are you doing there?
I realized that the phone with the mother's number was still left in Dubai. I could not tell my mother who was in Indonesia. I also took my phone to try to call my mother. Sometimes the number is correct. But it turns out, after many times tried it is still wrong. I can only give up too.
I would love to go back to Indonesia.
So I sent a message to my husband. I missed him and said I wanted to go to Indonesia. I want to see my mother and go back home. A few minutes I waited, apparently I did not get a reply. I'm going to sleep.
Mommy, may you always be healthy there.
My eyes are getting sleepy. I finally put the phone on the bed table and rushed to sleep. I rubbed my stomach and closed my eyes. I hope tomorrow will be happier. Yeah, I hope so.