
In Rain's office…
I opened the door and I saw him sitting in front of the desk. I approached him immediately too.
“Sayang.” I greeted him. He also realized my presence. “Darling, you misunderstood. Please listen to me.” I begged as I walked closer.
He stood up when he realized I was in his room. He tidied up the documents on the desk. Whether I pretend or not, I don't care. Let me put myself to his side.
I held his arm and looked at his face. “Darling, I'm sorry. I just wanted to ask you about yesterday's accident. No more than that.” I explained my purpose in seeing Lee.
Rain just shut up. He pretended to be busy in front of me. I saw him looking at her. And he must have been pensive to think of me.
Oh, my God, this guy doesn't want to talk.
“Sayang.”
I still persuaded him to speak, but he did not heed my presence at all. I realized I was wrong. But at least he wants to talk. It's not like this that frustrates me.
Yeah, I feel almost frustrated facing her silence. I can at least be left out. I want to clear up a misunderstanding. But in fact, he doesn't seem to care about me at all.
Then I held her face, intending to look at her wholeheartedly. But at that moment he shook my hand. Rain avoided me.
“Tuan.” Before long someone knocked on the door of his room. “Em, Sir?” The man in the gray suit came in and saw me coaxing Rain.
“What's up, Ro?” Rain immediately turned to someone who entered. The man's name is Ro, his assistant.
I saw Ro seem reluctant to say his needs, maybe because there was me. Especially plus the grim look on my man's face. Ro was not happy to see me. But finally, he said his purpose was why to enter this room.
“Master, the meeting will resume after lunch. Sir wants to postpone it or—"
“Continue. I'll be there soon.” Rain is gone from me.
“Sayang.” I'm holding.
The atmosphere around changed softly as my man left. My presence is not considered by him. I feel so sad. However, I had to keep fighting so that the misunderstanding could be quickly resolved.
Ro glanced at me for a moment, maybe he knew we were fighting. I just want to cry if ignored like this. I don't know what else to do.
“Please pinta Jack to deliver Ara.” He said that to Ro then walked away, not caring about me.
Darling?!
My heart is like breaking into pieces. Rain was really angry with me. I felt powerless to stay here. It feels so sad.
Honey, you really want me to go?
Ro then asked me to get out of my husband's room. “Mari, Miss.”
Her night…
The whirlwind of the beach seemed to comfort my lonely heart. It's nine o'clock that my man hasn't come home from his office. I knew that he would be overtime for two days, but I wanted his presence so much. I've missed him.
“Honey, where are you?”
I took the phone and called her. My first call was a wait. I waited for my call to be raised by him. But after a minute, it turns out my phone wasn't picked up by him either.
He's really mad at me.
I tried again to call him. The second call still sounds a waiting tone. However, soon the voice of the operator told me that the number I was going to was busy. Rain refused my call.
Oh my God .…
I feel like this cannot continue. We're getting married on Friday and it's Tuesday night. I need to quickly clear up this misunderstanding. I can't just shut up.
“The number you are heading to is out of reach.”
How tight my chest was when I realized Rain had deactivated her phone. He doesn't seem to want to bother me. When calling him again the voice of the operator who answered him. I don't know what he's doing there. He doesn't seem to care about me. I think I just want to cry.
What am I supposed to do?
I sat on the guest sofa. Time passed by as if adding to my sadness. Second by second, minute by minute I was alone. The night was getting late which made me feel tired with the events today. So I decided to sleep on the guest sofa. Wish he'd come home and take me to my room. There was nothing else I could do but wait for him to come home. And I hope he'll be here soon.
Tomorrow…
Sunlight enters through the ventilation window of the living room. The roar of the beach waves chasing, as if asking me to wake up immediately from dreamland. I opened these eyes slowly, and I saw that it was morning. However, a moment later I realized that my man had not returned.
I was still asleep on the couch, alone with no one. I don't know why I feel so discouraged when I do. My brother has not forgiven me. Yeah, if I'm wrong, he should be able to forgive me. Just as I forgive my old mistakes. But now darling a thousand bitterness I must swallow because silenced by it.
I took the phone from the table and I saw the message coming in. I wish there was a message coming from him. But in fact, there was not a single message from Rain for me. He was really angry and could no longer be compromised. To the extent that just tell me can't, even though it's morning.
“Ya done.”
I rushed to the bathroom to wash my face. Although this heart was sad, I had to find a way for Rain to no longer silence me. It really doesn't feel good to be silenced. Want to be angry also can not, especially to go away. Because I realized this problem I started it. So it is fitting that I give up.
“Make what, yes?”
After washing my face, I immediately made breakfast for her. I rolled my hair fast and put on an apron. Sometimes his sense of regret can be reduced when I see me bring him breakfast. This morning I made a special fried rice with chicken and nugget toping. I hope he'll like it.
I prepared all the necessary ingredients and started cooking. While cooking, I listened to a song that touched my heart, Quit Playing Games With My Heart. Which means stop playing with my heart. Hopefully this song will also be listened to by him there, so that our quarrel may end soon.
I really don't want to fight anymore. I love and want to have it with all my heart. There was no other man but himself in this heart. However, sometimes unexpected events can happen. Where he caught me talking to another man.
I should have realized it and not done it. But how do you want, it all happened. How to make him not angry anymore. Hopefully he can open his heart after receiving this breakfast from me.