The Ruler's Love Contract

Confused

The day after...

Today is coming back for the weekend. I don't feel like time passes so quickly. And now I just got home from the doctor after checking the fetus in my womb. I'm with Jamilah and his family. Mother also came this time to see firsthand how the results of the doctor's diagnosis.

"Oh, it's so big on my stomach."

"Be careful Ara sits down."

Jamilah helped me sit on the couch after I got to the apartment. Thank goodness the examination was very satisfactory. It's just that I have to take a lot of blood-boosting supplements because my blood pressure is starting to weaken. The rapid development of my fetus seems beyond belief. Now he has entered the age of four months. It really is a miracle.

"Madamma, do not you want to hold a prayer together so that Ara's pregnancy period is smooth?" ask Kak Jamilah to my mother-in-law who is taking a drink for me.

My mother-in-law came with a drink. "Drink, son." I immediately drank the water given by my mother. "We've planned it. But the possibility of waiting for my son to come home first." My mother-in-law answered it.

Me, Brother Jamilah, Jack and his two sons sat in the living room of the apartment. My mother also sat between us. He seemed worried about my condition which began to bulge because this stomach was getting bigger.

"It's a miracle, ma'am. Ara can have perfectly healthy twins." Jamilah is pleased.

The doctor told me I was in good condition. Healthy perfect and without any shortcomings. But the thing is, my body started to weaken as time went on. My stomach is growing rapidly which indirectly makes my body's endurance decreased, because it has to bear the burden of the body of my two babies. Moreover, my weakened blood pressure makes me sometimes dizzy myself. I'm happy but also a little anxious about the delivery later.

"Yes. We are also very grateful to have a successor to this family. Thank you for your help with Ara and Rain. May God repay him many times." My mother-in-law smiled at Jamilah with her family.

Right now all I want is the company of my husband. Because of him I can do this too. I wanted him to feel the hassles of his actions. My head was also starting to dizzy on its own. Until I got the doctor to give me an extra prescription that I had to take. But if it continues to be thought it will even increase the sense of worry. I was trying to relax. Yes, even though the stomach feels bulky, but this is indeed a risk of getting married. Having children, grandchildren and descendants. Hopefully everything goes well without any problems.

Tomorrow...

The sound of birds chirping sounded close from my ears. No matter where the birds were, it seemed that the morning had come after a night of rain. Yes, last night the city was hit by quite heavy rain. From evening to night the rain did not stop making me sleepy. As a result, after taking blood-boosting supplements, I fell asleep on my bed. Either because it is comfortable with the sound of the rain or because of the effects of the supplement. What is clear is that I am still reluctant to wake up from sleep.

Before long, I heard the instrumental As Long As You Love Me play. It was like I was dreaming to hear it. Out of curiosity, I opened my eyes to see it. See who set it up. And it turns...

"Darling?! You're home yet?!" I was shocked to see my husband laying down beside me.

"Hello, Honey. Good morning my wife." He turned his body to face me while smiling.

"When back? Why not tell me? Why not also reply to my message?" Immediately I asked him a question.

"Hehe." He laughed, as if ashamed of himself. "sorry. I really don't have time because there are many documents that I have to read carefully and then handle quickly. But it's all over now, all right." He told me.

"Yes. I've also managed to bring Byrne back." He reported.

"Byrne's? So the negotiations worked?" I don't know why I feel happy.

Husband nodded. At that moment I slammed into his arms. I hugged him spoiled. "So can you accompany my labor later?" semringah.

My husband sat me on his stomach. "of course. Of course I will accompany your delivery. But it seems like someone forgot." He remembered something.

"What's that?" I, who was on his stomach, also thought.

"Mom says you're pregnant with twins, honey. Men and women too. But we only bought one baby walker that was pink. What if we buy another one that's blue to be fair?" He asked my opinion.

"Pair?" For a moment I looked at his words.

I don't know why I don't know if I'm pregnant with twins. Where did you know this? It's really astonishing.

Why didn't the doctor tell me? Or maybe I just didn't hear it?

Maybe because yesterday was dealing with the nurse, so I didn't hear all the explanations from the doctor. Plus I want to linger seeing the one in there. They are perfectly formed. It's just that I don't know what gender it is.

"Darling, why silence?" asked my husband to pay attention.

"Ep. It's okay," I answered as if and got up.

My husband also woke up. I went to the big mirror in my room. I want to look in the mirror to see my stomach. And it turns out my stomach is getting bigger. It seems that if one day equals one week of fetal development, it means that soon I will give birth. But until now I have not decided what method I want for labor later.

"Hey, why?" My husband hugged me from behind. He rubbed my enlarged stomach.

"Em, Honey. I'm still confused as to what delivery method is right for me. The doctor said I had low blood pressure. And it does not seem to be able to give birth normally because it will be a lot of drain. Do I have to cesarean?" I doubted myself.

Honestly, there is worry in my heart. Moreover, the moon and star hangers have not been separated from this bracelet. I don't want to make the wrong move that resulted in death. The biggest consequence of childbirth is loss of life. And I don't want anything to happen to both my babies and myself. I want us to be safe so we can see them grow up and mature. But, I am still confused what labor is suitable for me later. Is it a fault to save energy when pushing?

Well, how is it? I'm rattled.

Do not know why in the days leading up to labor I was even troubled thinking about what birthing method was suitable for me. I really want it to be normal not to feel pain for too long. But my body condition is less likely. So what should I do?