
***) Mixed Viewing Angle
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Love, try to forgive me.
Stay here, don't let the taste go away.
Get me, don't get nervous.
If every minute it would weaken me,
You can save me from myself...
Recollecting the things I've done.
I used to try to be someone.
I play my part, I leave you in ignorance.
Now let me show you the shape of my heart...
Sadness is beautiful, solitude is sad.
So, help me.
I can't win this war.
Touch me, don't get agitated.
If every minute it would weaken me,
You can save me from myself...
I'm here with my confession.
There's nothing more I'm hiding.
I don't know where to start.
But I'll show you the shape of my heart...
Recalling the things I've done.
I never want to repeat it again.
I leave you in ignorance.
Now let me show you the shape of my heart...
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The sky is bright thanks to the sun that never ceases to shine, illuminating the earth. As bright as my heart now gets the knowledge of what I want. It does not seem to believe in having a teacher who will teach something that is not in any subject. He is Lee, an engineering faculty lecturer who is willing to help me learn about the workings of this law of attraction.
Honestly, I'm interested in things that are spiritual and supernatural. I think it's cool to have an advantage over others. But, not for pride, but to help others in need. It feels like the purpose of being sent down to earth has been perfect if it can benefit all.
It may be true what this bracelet-giving grandmother said in my hand. Dubai is the place where my life journey began. It feels like a difference here, unlike in my home country. I can be in a quieter and more comfortable scope.
My residence can be said as an exclusive residential area when compared to the occupancy in my city. Here all-electronic and use high technology. Even if you want to wash dishes and iron can use the machine. No need to bother anymore.
I'm in Lee's car right now. We just had a chat at the park near the Dubai City fountain. He told about the first step of starting the law of attraction. Sounds simple but do not know if later it has been practiced. I'll try it first.
Lee has narrow eyes and skin that is white to the size of a man. Her lips were also thick, as if it was challenging to make out. Moreover, he has a charming smile. His height is also the same as my master's height. He is fascinating. So it's only natural if you like many students in my campus.
I myself do not understand why it can be reunited by him. To be honest, there is a sense of disbelief surrounding this heart. If it wasn't for the way he was, I might be in the hospital right now because of the motorcycle crash. I also don't understand why yesterday's thing happened. Strange, but real. Obviously before crossing I have made sure the road is safe, but why when crossing someone speeding towards me?
"You don't want to buy a snack first, Ara?"
"Em, no. Thank you." Thank you." I smiled and opened the car door.
"Fine."
He was holding me back then too. As if he didn't give permission to get out of his car. And I saw his hand holding mine.
"Lecturer Lee?" I was confused myself.
"You owe me. When will you pay?"
Huh uh?!
I was surprised at his question. He also looked at me with a hopeful look so that I could pay off the debt immediately. I thought again, what kind of debt I have to her.
"Em, is this ... talking about the treaty?" my question is to remember.
He was silent, only nodding and closing both eyes. Then he looked back at me sitting next to him. It was her serious face that scared me a little.
"Em, if that's .. after I pay, yeah. How's it?" I asked back.
"When are you paying?" askalanya.
I was surprised by his attitude. He's like a debt collector. "Another week.
I must have kept my promise, Lecturer Lee. You don't worry." I smile. "But for a while, please let go of your hand first." Reminded him.
Instantly he realized that he was holding my wrist. At once he also let go of his hand grip and then cleared his throat. He seems ashamed of himself.
"Well, I wait," he said without looking at me.
I smiled again and opened the door. I stood next to his car door and thanked him. I don't know why he didn't leave. Yeah, already. I'll just leave him. I put my foot inside this apartment building.
Ara had yet to realize what Lee really felt for her. He seemed careless and unconcerned about what was happening. He only focused on his goal without thinking about the feelings of a man who kept paying attention to him.
Is he insensitive or am I overly aggressive?
Lee still saw Ara's departure until it disappeared from his eyes. This morning he had unknowingly done something beyond his control. His body seemed to move on its own to pinch the girl's nose. He also unconsciously dared to hold Ara's hand.
He's like the south pole pulling the north pole.
Lee realized that Ara was very interesting. Ara's uncaring attitude made Lee even more curious about her. He then tried to help Ara to achieve his goals which had not been asked by students on the campus.
Hah .. We'll see.
The car glass was closed and immediately drove his car out of the apartment yard. Lee also tried to delay the desire in his heart to find out Ara deeper. Let time answer it.
Meanwhile...
Rain had woken up from sleep and now he was looking for Ara around the apartment. But baby, the girl didn't find him either.
"Where is he going, huh?"
He saw a clock on the wall that had shown at seven in the morning. Rain thought back to her girl's whereabouts.
"Did he go to the mini market? Or maybe ...?!"
Bad thoughts flashed through his mind. He immediately took a cell phone to contact someone. However, along with that the door of the apartment opened from the outside. Nothing else if Ara is coming. Rain immediately walked towards the door.
"Fuck? From where?" ask without further ado.
I saw the girl wearing sports clothes. Rain realized that the girl was after exercising outside. At once he felt that Ara no longer needed him.
"You're not going to take me?" He asked again, but Ara did not answer.
The girl immediately closed the door and locked it from the inside. He looked indifferent to Rain this morning.