
Even when I was getting ready to go on a date, I was still a little unsure if I had made the right decision by going out again. I probably thought too much, thinking about all the negative possibilities and all the things that could happen tonight. All the dates I've been on so far have all failed, what if this one wasn't much different?
But, when I read this guy's profile, to be honest, I actually felt very interested. Interested in the way she describes herself, and also the qualities she seeks in a woman. I sincerely hope that even though things will not go well with this person then, I can no longer handle it.
Karin had given me a flower-studded dress with a neckline that dangled down to my knees. He bought it online - well of course because he was one of those who loved to shop and when he bought it, unfortunately the shirt did not suit him. The process of returning items purchased online is sometimes complicated, instead of returning them, she decided to give them to me and stormed my closet for whatever clothes I had that were not suitable for me. Karin was 3 inches taller than me, a little thinner than me so any clothes that were already small on my body would fit her. So, when Karin brought the dress to me and suggested that it would look good for my date, I teased her by asking her why she wanted me to wear an evening dress on my date - it really reminded me of the floral evening dress I had. But, the dress that Karin gave me was really comfortable, not too provocative and not too conservative.
"You look so pretty" Ashley said as she came to my room as I was getting ready.
"Wow, is that a compliment from you? Thank you" I said to him in surprise.
"What's? You said it like I never gave you that compliment" Ashley told me.
"I never said you weren't capable. It's just that I'm saying that because it sounds so weird, because you've rarely been so kind" I replied.
"That's not true, I'm just giving a compliment" Ashley told me, "Well at least not so ... Oh well are you just wearing that without a sweater or something?"
"No, thanks for reminding me. Can you take that red jacket out of my closet" I told her as I put down the phone and lipstick I just used.
"I thought you said you never touch your closet" Ashley said as she walked over.
"Ok now I tell you, and remember I also said this not without my permission? Now I give you permission to do it" I told him.
"That's right there, in front of you!"
"What'sthis? It's not red" Ashley said, bringing the jacket to me.
"Red with maroon is the same. Thank you." Thank you." I took the jacket from his hand, then put it on, "So, how do I look now?"
"Did you trick me into giving you another compliment?" Ashley chuckles.
"Yes, maybe, I kind of like that compliment you said" I told him.
"Well like I said before, you look beautiful and your hair looks good too. You're gonna make that guy fascinated with you."
"I hope not" I laughed.
"You know, I really didn't mean to, I mean by your looks. Maybe I should say you're gonna make that guy marvel." Ashley smiled, "Good luck"
"Thank you" I replied, "I'm leaving now. I'll see you later."
It was the first time Ashley and I had done something like this. Usually I can't stand him and we will argue, but because of our conversation a few days ago he seemed to be making progress.