
Arjun walked into the cold-feeling examination room with careful steps. In the corner of the room, he looked at the pensive Rima with a blank look. The rhyme looked fragile, as if the world around it was collapsing. The woman sat in the corner of the room leaning against the wall. By ourselves.
Arjun approached Rima slowly and sat down nearby. He felt a strong emotional vibration, but there was also a strong desire to understand the state that was engulfing Rima.
"Rima," said Arjun
"Yarjun!" rima shouted when he saw the whereabouts of the man.
Rima hugged Arjun tightly until her cries broke. He cried while apologizing.
"Mas Arjun, I'm so sorry. I know I destroyed everything. Ii'm sorry. Ii'm sorry. Huhuhuhu ...."
Arjun. To speak it feels like he is incapable. There was a great hatred that made him unable to hug his wife.
Arjun kept silent letting his wife cry while hugging him. Gradually, Rima's cry subsided and her feelings calmed down. Both of them were sitting there looking up at the ceiling.
"So, what's really going on?" ask Arjun.
"I've killed Papa, Mas," Rima said in a low voice.
Both are silent again.
"Thank you for coming, Mom. I didn't expect you to still want to come see me" Rima said.
As a guilty person, he had resigned even though Arjun finally did not want to forgive him.
Rima laughed without a sound. "I've actually been wanting to do it for a long time. Ever since I conceived Renjun, I wanted the man dead, Mas." he spoke without a burden.
"I have been tormented by my own mistakes. There's no intention at all to hurt you, Mom. I just want to make you happy. Although in the end it was my way that was wrong."
"Repeatedly I asked you to live apart from that house. But you always refuse. And I've been scared every day of the first mistake with that man."
Rima recalled her old painful times.
"He always seduced me after that night, Mas. He threatened to dismantle the forbidden relationship that had occurred between us. I desperately avoided him."
"But how could my defense remain if I had to meet that man every day."
Rima sighed on the sidelines of her story. Arjun remained silent as he listened to Rima speak.
"Two years during which the man went far abroad, became the most wonderful time with you and Run. Although happiness is the result of my lies, I will not forget those good times, Mas. Where we only live three lives without anyone else interfering."
"Everybody was getting run over when he came home. You're still asking me to stay in that house. And without you knowing, he always forced me to please him. If I refuse, he'll uncover the secrets of Renjun."
Arjun feels a little shaken by the reason Rima gave for the wife's desire to move house.
"I always take pregnancy-preventing medications. I no longer want to contain the seeds of that man bang sat. But, he was very cunning in swapping the Pill for fertility drugs. Now I'm pregnant with her son, Mas. Am I not a very stupid and dirty woman?"
Rima said it with teary eyes. He laughed a little at himself.