The Complicated Love #2

CL - 62. The Love That Increases Every Day

The birth of a child is something that every married couple looks forward to, everywhere. It is said that when a child is born. Happiness increases as time goes on.

Sadness or fatigue that appears after work, will disappear when you see the cute little face. A child, is the most beautiful gift given by God the Most Merciful.

There is always a new feeling, and love grows and increases every day. How his little hand wanted to reach out, how his mouth so craved milk. During his sleep, he often dreams and smiles. Things like that often make us not far from him.

Always want to be close, close, and stay close. That's the feeling I'm feeling right now with Saka. Kiano's presence is a blessing, a blessing for those of us who always want him to be present in our midst.

As I do now, I don't get tired of looking at him who is fast asleep. In an anti mosquito net.

"My dear Kiano, grow up you into a gentleman and smart. A blessing to the family and most importantly you are the happiest."

I kept chatting with him who was only a week old. Saka was at the restaurant, but he had cooked a lot of breast milk enhancer food. He's been getting more attention since Kiano's presence.

While awake in the middle of the night because Kiano was hungry for milk, Saka quickly woke up from his sleep. Let me rest and she calms Kiano down.

"I told you Yang, that afternoon you were with Kiano. Tonight let it be my ration. Hehe."

That's what Saka said one time, when the two were on standby to guard Kiano.

One night Kiano was crying so hard. I woke up and quickly Saka got out of bed to calm Kiano who kept crying.

He immediately grabbed the bottle of milk that I had prepared before going to bed. It was given to Kiano and the boy finally calmed down. Baby Kiano is hungry.

"Hey little whiz, you hungry huh? Nih Papa love milk, Mama must rest. Let Papa take care of you."

My ears faintly heard Saka's voice speaking to Kiano. I smiled and continued to sleep.

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"For Kiano Omah's grandson...!" Greet Mama as I bring Kiano down for the morning sunbathing.

"For Omah dear! Omah, Kiano sunbathe first."

"Allah Mah! Sorry this is Kiano Mah."

I gave Kiano to Mama and they immediately went out to the side garden of the house to sunbathe. I went back to the kitchen for breakfast.

Sure enough said Mama all the good food has been served. Full green fruit on the table..It's even been laid out very neatly. Saka is the best husband, the dream husband of course.

Thank you dear, for cooking this much and providing everything for me and for your child.

I ate ravenously, and even the portion I ate before and after giving birth was very different. Now look, my body is getting more fertile. Hehe.

After eating, I also met Mama and Kiano who were sunbathing. Kiano seemed to squint his eyes as the sunlight hit his face. His expression is funny.

A child is able to improve things, from sad to happy, from sorrow to joy. Dear Kiano, may you continue to bring happiness to this family.

For me, the journey of love present in my life is a valuable lesson. I was wrong to give my body and my feelings to one person. Then forget that human feelings are things that can change.

Over time, I finally found out that love is not as easy to say. Love is a bit of a journey that takes a lot of time to be truly in the real position.

The past may be a sharp knife, but it can also be a mirror for us to step forward. There are still many beautiful days waiting for you. Never feel that the complexity of love will forever be like that. There is always a phase in which, that complexity breaks down one by one into threads of happiness woven into the frames of our lives.

Finally my last port is Saka, which has always been a love that never ends. Thank you for choosing me and for being with me.

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*Believe as complicated as any love relationship you live, there will always be a time when you will feel how the presence of love in your life becomes a great gift from God Almighty.

Sometimes we are tested with many things, only so that we can get through it well and like going to class. Sometimes God is playing with your heart. So be patient, because behind patience, there is always a pause to feel the wonderful gift of God*.

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Sorry this post has to be finished here. Forgive if there is a mistake and the story does not satisfy you. Thank you for not forgetting to read my other story.