The Complicated Love #2

CL - 01ST. Jelouses

“This game, however painful it may be, however grievously I burn by it, I just need to remember one thing this love must not lose."

The atmosphere of the morning in the city of Bandung was so cold, making anyone undo the intention to take off the blanket, including me. It feels like nothing is more delicious than a blanket hugging the bolster and dreaming on the island of Kapok. It's just that the pleasure soon disappeared as Nina walked into the room and snatched away the blanket that covered almost my entire body.

“Rian wake...!!! It's noon, you don't work huh?” He was half screaming. Nina did call me by the short name “Rian” like a man, but I really am a woman. Hehe.

“Kar... Kare!!! You bother to know, here behind the blanket.” I cried with my eyes still clenched.

“No blanket, you just have to get up.”

“Ngak!”

“Ishhh... ngeyel well nih child.”

“You are working Yan. Not afraid of being sprayed by your boss?”

“Ngak.”

“You mean? You off?”

“Ngak.”

“Cuti?”

“Ngak.”

“How do you mean? All your questions answer 'no'.”

“Iya Kare, I'm not off, no longer on leave, I resign.”

“RESIGN???”

“IYA!"

“Seriously? But why?”

“Ya why not Kare. I don't like the atmosphere, it's uncomfortable. How else should I explain to you, let you understand.”

“Wait...wait...! The atmosphere is uncomfortable or you act. You have only worked for a month at the company and remember that in a year you have been in and out of the company five times. You didn't learn from your mistakes?”

“Cerewet deh Kare. Here's the blanket!” I managed to snatch the blanket from his hand.

I heard Kare was a long“hhh” and then came out of my room. Instead of sleeping again, I daydream long. Sleep appetite is lost because Kare destroyed everything. Lazily, I grabbed the Gadget that had fallen resigned beside me. Checking the incoming email and BBM, no important emails, just a few promotional emails and discount offers from online stores where I usually hunt for items. Open BBM, there are some unimportant BBM Broadcasts that I think BC people like that even seem not smart. My eyes sparkled as soon as I saw BBM from Tefan.

Morning...! Just woke up, right? The blanket is still being pulled around by Nina?

Without thinking for a long time I immediately reply to the BBM.

Yes, your girlfriend is too much if you wake up people. Like a tiger.

Awaiting reply. Newly marked Delivery.

Tong Ting!!! BBM in.

Haha.have gotten up there, taken a shower. Smelly knows.

Iyeah. You're in the office, right?

Iyeah. Not like you, not work even Resign.

Bawel you ah, same as Kare.

Wake up Riana!

OK!

Somewhat strangely impressed, I even made out with my best friend's girlfriend. I'm her second best friend, Karenina's best friend and Tefan's best friend, too. That's what people see and see, but far away in a hidden corner, we, in fact, mean me and Tefan are not just friends, but more than that.

If such a thing is called cheating, then I will not name this relationship with anything. Whether it was me or Tefan, the feelings that popped into our hearts were what we believed. It's that simple and I don't need someone else's opinion to break what's been between the two of us. Between me and Tefan.

Karenina never bothered me if I went out to lunch alone with Tefan, because all she knew was that me and Tefan were best friends since childhood. No more than that. Am I evil? I don't want to think about it, especially if I really think that I'm evil to my own friends. There was too much time we spent alone. When I met Tefan, my life came back in color there was a burst of happiness that I could hardly explain once I saw it.

At the dinner table there was breakfast that I knew it was all Karenina's work. I smiled and thanked him in my heart. She's so nice, which is why I didn't want her to know there was something between me and Tefan. Wouldn't I be good enough to let him have Tefan, while I can only have Tefan at a certain\-time only. I don't know who is the most selfish.

 

***

Welcome to the world of unemployment, a world where days are just filled with movie time, eating, sightseeing and sleeping. Try something fun besides that? Today I plan to stop by Nina's boutique, who knows there are good, new, and more Sale items. Haha...! Must be so, being unemployed must be smart to find good goods at sloping prices. Let the production also not swell like a balloon blown out.

 

I was wearing a jeans suit with a little tear on my knee, with a white Chanel T-shirt. I prefer casual style rather than having to dress up princess style that everywhere must make up complete. For me casual style is better suited to my habits every day not only that but more because of my personality that does not like grooming. No hassle but still looks to follow the current trend. At about ten in the morning I left in my sporty car. Nina must have been surprised to suddenly see me wandering around her boutique.

The streets of Bandung were not too jammed, making me more relaxed behind the wheel. Listening to Sam Smith's songs on the Playlist during the trip while my lips also did not stop reciting the lyrics. As I was driving, my gait shook, BBM from Tefan.

Where else?

Otewe.

Go to your girlfriend's boutique.

Old habits reappear.:D

Who knows, given a massive discount or even free. Hehe

Where are you going?

Wh why? Want to make dinner? Trus Kare want you anything?

Yee... GR. People are just nanya.

Can't believe.

Yes, yes, I want to make sure you watch. But don't tell Nina.

Why not take Nina?

Oh want to?

Yeah, no hell.

 

Don't forget something that you don't like in the end. Anyway this week I've been watching Nina everywhere. I also want to have quality time with you.

Yeah, we'll meet you in XXI tonight.

Okay sip. Take Care Lady Riana's...

Lebbay.: :D :D :D.

 

Tefan just exists, but it is true that this week they spend time together. Tefan was also just on BBM today, because if he was with Nina there was no way he would contact me. Twenty minutes later I arrived at Nina's boutique, a large piece of writing in front of the store welcoming me. **BOUTIQ**. I slowly opened the boutique door that read PUSH.

I didn't meet Nina in her room right away, but I went to see her latest collection. Nina was successful with her boutique business, she designed her own collections and now she designs various kinds of hijab clothing. Indeed, nowadays hijab clothes are in great demand among women. Many suddenly got inspired and decided to hijab, either because it is really the intention in the heart or just because of a mere trend.

A boutique employee of Nina approached me, initially thought to be a buyer, and she explained many things about the new items of Karenina's boutique, including what was again a promo or Sale. Then when I turned to look at the employee, his expression changed.

“Mba Riana? Yahh.... already tired of this clarity, even Mba Riana, kirain other buyers.” Said pouting.

“Haha... Have served other buyers. I was most just jerking off and went straight into your boss' room.?”

“Good Mba.”

Satisfied to go around, I also entered Nina's room.

“Hei..!” I cried as my head poked out from behind the door of his study.

“Rian?” The answer was a little surprised.

“Can enter gak?” Tanyaku.

“You stand at the door there will also not be money Rian. Log in gih.”

“Still.”

I sat down in front of Nina and immediately took the chocolate beside her that was rolled sweetly asking to be eaten.

“Hustom deh Rian.”

Caring for the devil is as much a reproach for Karenina. While glittering I then grab some Fashion magazines on the magazine shelf.

“Ngapain to here Yan?”

“Emang can't ya?”

“Yes that's not it. Who says you can't.”

“I'm bosen at home.”

“Means looking for work gih.”

“Let's go if it's gone.”

“When is your lazy nature gone? Really not new work know your taste.”

“Keep down Nin, I don't work even you who bring the hell. Yes, meningan you focus on cooperation in front of you. I want to see the magazine first.”

 

I also drowned with magazines on my lap, occasionally chuckling with some trendy clothes at exorbitant prices. I heard Nina talking on the phone again, her voice was excited and she sounded really happy. I didn't want to care who he was talking to on the phone, but I was distracted and I knew that the phone was Tefan. There is a part of my heart that hurts. Again I just smiled wryly and tried to be as reasonable as possible. Throw away this one word “Jelouse” before getting into my bad side.

There is nothing wrong with “cekikan” Nina on the phone anyway she talked to her lover. I can't deny that I'm starting to get jealous too. The situation is really unfavorable, what should I do? Unconsciously the three of us have been in a complicated relationship. Then the situation I should avoid is trying not to be jealous at all. Not on Nina and also on Tefan.