The Complicated Love #2

CL - 19. Search Without Directions

Just about to contact Nina since her arrival last week she had already contacted him first.

“Halo Yan..”.

“Well what is Nin?”

“Tefan... Tefan was having a big fight with his dad. Now he's gone and I'm afraid something's happened to him. Moreover, I heard his Papa ordered all his men to catch up with Tefan and find out where he went.”

“Where are you now?”

“I'm at Tefan's parents' house. I just met them with a lawyer to talk about the divorce. Tefan's even had his signature stay in filed with the court. But Papa Tefan insisted on rejecting the decision I had taken. I told you it wouldn't affect his business but he still didn't want to know. He just kept attacking Tefan and even beating him in front of me and Tefan started to fight just as hard. Until he escaped from his father's pursuit. Good thing his men weren't there, if I didn't know what else to do. Maybe I'll report it to the police for his actions. Moreover, there are my lawyers who also witnessed it directly. Can we meet Yan?”

“Can. I also plan to meet you. But not at your in-laws house huh. We met at a rented house for a long time. Still not contracted, right?”

“Not yet. Then I go straight there. I'm waiting for you at home.”

“Good. I also want to go there now.”

Not long after chatting on the phone with Nina I also arrived at the rented house. I got out of the car and met Nina inside.

“Have any news from Tefan?” I asked immediately after finding Nina was busy contacting someone I believed was Tefan.

“Not yet. Call me not picked up.” The answer is getting more anxious.

“You know the places he frequented and couldn't possibly meet his Papa?”

“There is only one place I know that he frequents. But it's also been found out with his Papa.”

“Then where else dong we have to find Tefan?”

“Quiet Nin.”

“I can't calm Yan down, he's gone in a severely injured state. He won't be able to drive in a long time.”

“I know Tefan, he'll be fine Nin.”

“The same old Defan which is now much different Yan. I thought I knew him too, but I didn't even know anything about him. You might be able to tell me you know Tefan because you two were born and grew up together. But not now with such a desperate condition Yan. He's obviously been very different from the ones we know.”

“OK. Let's say I don't know anything about Tefan either, but I'm sure out there he must be fine Nin.”

Ahh... I did not think with this kind of emotion I was arguing with Nina about who knows Tefan better than to think of a way out. Nina emotion, I am also emotion will obviously produce nothing but hurt each other in the end.

“I'll find him.” I said as I stood up and left.

“Sorry I am Yan who is already emotional like this.”

“It's okay Nin. We're arguing here, too, that we're not taking Tefan home. I better find him. As you said, I have to fight for her if not to lose her both times and forever.”

“Are you okay?”

“Do not ask again. Go Yan. You're the only cure, you're all he needs. Find him and don't let him get hurt again by his own family.”

“Good. I go first yes. I'll let you know as soon as possible if there's any progress.”

“Daddy. I'll take care of the Papa and his men so they can't find Tefan anymore. I'll report them for the act of persecution earlier in front of my eyes.”

“Still Nin.”

“Sama-sama Yan's. Take care!”

Looking for Tefan all day without that clue was like looking for a needle in a haystack. Search to Kawah Putih also does not exist, ask friends he one-on-one also they do not know and have never met Tefan again he said.

I'm tired of going around looking for a place Tefan would likely visit. Until I finally thought again to return to the Villa in Kawah Putih. In addition to waiting for Tefan if one time he comes there, also to take a short break from fatigue looking for him.

I got to Villa in the afternoon and I saw the old man guard Villa mowing the lawn in his yard. He was a little surprised by my arrival because I had also come here.

“What's Non? How to go back again?”

“It's okay Sir. I want to stay here, Tefan's not everywhere. So I thought instead of going home I'd better wait here.”

“Do need anything?”

“Oh yes Sir, please find food yes. You see, I checked the contents of the refrigerator were empty.”

“Good Non.”

The old man passed by after I gave him some money to buy some food. He belongs to the confidants at this Villa, he is just doing his duty as Villa's keeper. More than that, he did not want to interfere, especially regarding the matter of renting a Villa. He's only responsible for Villa not for his tenant's business. That's why I trust him so much.

Before I rest I decided to take a shower first. Cools the head and removes a little of the inherent load. I want to soak for a while. Tefan's out of nowhere, but my feelings still say that he's okay. It just takes time to get by and fix his feelings.

I'm sure he'll come back here sooner or later, because only here and this place will return anything he's ever been through. So it is with me. We both have a bond that some people might not have expected. I'm sure he's back.

I was soaking in the tub while listening to music from Ipod. Relaxation music that should be able to dispel anxiety, and calm the mind. If all the affairs are arranged by God, then the affairs of Tefan I also leave to Him. For He is the best of guard and protector. The last few months have been months of trials.

All problems occur in a relatively short and close proximity. I don't even have the ammunition to just prepare myself for all the possibilities. Sometimes when I say that I am better prepared for anything, God tests me. Without me realizing I was forged and forged which made my thinking groove much more mature. No longer rash and choose a pause to take a breath and then continue.

There will always be wars in this world, even in love. One would be at war with anything when it comes to love. Regardless of whatever form it takes. We just have to be better prepared, before falling to the bottom of love, we have prepared ourselves for pain. There is no love that is not tested. All there will be lessons and what determines is not winning or losing but the process we pass will determine what we will be after passing it.

This time I realized that love never takes anything from humans, love always gives, the problem is whether we can face and defend it. All power comes from love, love that makes humans able to do many things without fear. I also realize that what I'm doing right now if it's not for love I don't know what else I should call it.

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