The Complicated Love #2
CL - 49. Hospital
At 02:00 in the morning.
I moved my eyes, trying to see clearly where I was. Whether I was still in the big room where Tefan was holding me, or was somewhere else I didn't know.
The first thing I saw was the white ceiling. Then I tilted my head slightly to see who was sitting and held my hand.
From his stature, this person was like Saka. I tried to move my hand and she was surprised to see me.
"Thank God! You're sober."
"Where am I?"
"At the hospital. You passed out, so I took you to the hospital. How are you doing?"
"My head is still a little dizzy."
"You're istirhata again. Looks like you're running out of energy."
Hearing Tefan's words, my tears suddenly unraveled. Saka wiped it with both hands.
"Not crying anymore. Don't think about it, it'll make you burdened. You need to recover your condition first."
Saka said as if he knew what I was thinking. I was still pensive and my tears kept flowing. Seeing that my cries had no sign of stopping, Saka gradually calmed me down and pulled me into her warm embrace.
I cried in his chest, holding his arm.
"Cry Riana, spill it all. But please don't cry again after this. Because to me it all looks painful."
"I'm sorry... Excuse me... Sorry!!!"
Only those words can come out of my mouth crying.
"It's okay. Tomorrow we'll tell Mama and Papa. I haven't told them you've met. I'm sorry I was late to help you. I feel so useless as your fiancee."
We hugged for a long time, until my tears dried and I fell asleep in Saka's arms.
***
"Riana..." Screeched Mama who had just entered my treatment room.
"Mama..."
I hugged Mama very tightly, then took turns hugging Papa who was also in front of me. We all hugged.
Saka's parents also came, I felt bad because this event shouldn't have happened. All this because of Tefan and my past with him. What should I tell them.
"Are you okay, baby?" Ask Mama.
"I'm sorry Riana Ma." I answered with a cry I could no longer endure.
"Who kidnapped you, baby? Does this have anything to do with Tefan? Doesn't it? He kidnapped you, baby?" Mama's questions began to demand that I cry even more because I remember all of Tefan's actions.
"Ma already, don't force Riana for the story. He is still traumatized by the kidnapping. Let him rest first." Sergey Saka seemed to understand what I was feeling.
"Riana, take a break baby." pinta Mama Saka.
I just nodded then lay on the bed. Saka clasped my hand tightly to strengthen. Mom was ready to go out for a while to get breakfast. Everyone had not had time to eat breakfast because Saka told them it was too early. Surprised they went straight to the hospital.
"Hey, this must be heavy for you. But never feel alone. I will always be there for you. Whatever happens."
"Thank you dear."
"Don't tell anyone about Tefan's evil deeds against you. Let this be both of us's secrets. I'll avenge this for you myself."
"Where do you know?"
"I know Riana. And do you know how furious I was, wanting to feel like I killed Tefan right then and there. But the police are holding me back from doing it. That's why I asked the police to immediately arrest him before I changed my mind. Last night the doctor checked your condition, from the outside to the inside. I asked for it. The doctor said that there was an act of violence in your genitals. When I heard that, I felt the sky collapse and my emotions almost burst. How not? He almost killed you, my fiancee. I saw all over you bruised, lots of cuts and blue marks there. I'm almost crazy to imagine what Tefan did to you Riana. Especially when the doctor says, you could have experienced trauma because of this event. How I failed to look after you, while I promised to do that for you."
Saka told me like a frustrated person. I understand the feeling, he was shaken just like me. Tefan sexually assaulted me, forcing me to serve him until my body was completely helpless.
Looking at Saka's tears on her cheeks, I felt like I had done something wrong to involve her in this. He loves me so much, I ignored Tefan's threats too much and one saw what had happened?
"I'm wrong." Saying later.
"No. You're not wrong, I can't take care of you."
We wept both in that hospital room, weeping over our irony-filled destiny. A nurse came in with a doctor.
"Good morning sorry to bother you for a minute." Said the nurse.
"It's okay, please Doc." Saka replied when he saw the doctor was ready to control Riana's health.
"Everything is back to normal, I just need to rest here maybe in about two more days can go home. Don't forget to take the vitamins to be more fit and stamina Mom quickly back, Mom lost too much energy."
"Okay Doc, thank you."
After a series of examinations, the doctor and nurse came out of the room. Along with that, Mama came in carrying a lot of food.
"Well, you guys are hungry. It's eat."
Saka took the food and fed me with a spoon in his hand. Mama, Papa, Saka's parents, all gathered in one room for breakfast.
After breakfast, Saka's parents had to leave because there was still something he had to take care of. He just told Saka to take good care of Riana and don't forget to finish the business at the police station.
"Sak Saka, can you talk to me for a second?" Ask Papa to Saka.
"By Om, come." Saka pushed Papa's wheelchair out of the room.
Now it's just me and Mama.
"You must have had a hard day, baby. When you found out you were kidnapped, your mind never escaped Tefan. He must have done it, if not who else? Papa the same child is the same behavior. Mama's so sorry to ever support your relationship." It was clearly angry on my face.
"He locked me up in a house, deep in the woods. Maybe the villa belonged to his family, because only the forest could be seen from the window of the room where he kept me."
"What was the purpose of him kidnapping you?"
"She doesn't like me getting married to Saka. He's threatened me before, if I can't have him then no one has a right to me. Saka included. That's why he kidnapped me and vented all his frustration on me."
"Darling, I'm sorry, Mom and Dad. Because of us you've been through something like this."
"No Ma, nothing's wrong. Maybe it's Riana's path."
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