
I don't know how to put my heart together when I'm dealing with Saka. Sometimes I can be very master of the situation, sometimes I am washed away by every charm that emanates from his body.
Like when she was injured and was very close, I could smell her scented body. Or when she kisses my lips, the sweetness is still left even if it has passed.
At first I thought I couldn't accept her good treatment. But she always said "Riana let me conquer your heart, I don't want to because this matchmaking your heart is burdened and heavy through our introductions."
That's what he always told me, until without me realizing he had gone too deep into my heart. Damn, I couldn't refuse him.
But there is something that holds my heart right now, the sudden appearance of Tefan. Why do I have to see him again?
I contacted Nina over the phone and was picked up by her after ringing for a while.
"Nin, I saw Tefan."
"Seriously?"
"Dad. I met by chance at a cafe. I rushed to the toilet and hit him and I was so surprised to see the person I hit was him."
"How's he calling?"
"He seemed to want to explain some things, but I didn't care. I left the cafe but his hand held me and we talked for a while. And you know of all the words that might come out of her mouth, which say only the words "Riana, I miss." Hhh It feels like I want to hit him on the head right then and say 'where have you been all this time?"
"Ha ha .... "
"Cock laughing anyway? I'm an emotion again Nin."
"Dad knows. But you're funny, very funny."
"Gee!"
"As long as he says it, how are you?"
"Leave him alone in front of the cafe. Care about how she feels."
"Relatedly? or don't because you have a new crush and are no longer interested in Tefan?"
"Yes no. I still have to stay away from him. Because being with him again is like digging a grave for both my parents."
"Goodoo. But still you must rest assured your heart Yan, however Tefan has been with you for a very long time."
"I knew. It may not be easy, but over time I'm sure I can forget him with our memories."
"It's up to you Yan, I also disagree that you should be with Tefan again. I don't want you to suffer in the future. Because it's fine with Saka."
"Thank you Nin."
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I finally agreed to Saka's invitation to vacation in Lombok next week. I really need a little vacation. All those years of building a business, I never thought of a vacation. Even my time is up just to make sure the business I'm starting is going well.
Well, it's time to take some time for yourself. I conveyed the intention to Papa and Mama, she agreed and just told me to be careful.
"How long is the holiday, dear?" mama asked as the three of us gathered in the living room.
"You even want to go on vacation is still talking about work. Exactly Papa you used to be. Unfortunately Papa's efforts run aground because of the cunning of his own best friend."
Her voice and face suddenly changed. I took her hand trying to strengthen her to not remember that time anymore. I also hugged Papa who had just been quiet.
"Papa don't worry, all of Papa's business knowledge has been passed down to your son. So I'm sure whatever kind of business I'm building, will be successful later on. Especially because there is always support and do'a from Mama and Papa."
The three of us embraced each other.
Yes, that's how life is. Sometimes there are secrets that God promises us. Until the moment one by one the secret opens and shows itself in front of us. If today we are even destroyed, never forget that in the future it may be possible that the wheel of life rotates. Until something is destroyed it slowly comes back intact and even in a better form. More brilliant than ever and more everything because of God's promise is certain.
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I haven't told Mama about Tefan coming back. I even met him this afternoon. I choose to keep that a secret. I don't want Mama to be overly worried or even anxious.
Mama won't want to care anymore about everything that concerns the Om Roy family. Tefan is no exception who used to be very familiar with this family.
A short message was on my phone screen.
"O you who are daydreaming, be careful of the tambet."
I smiled reading the message, who else if not from Saka. He does often send me short messages that are a little silly. I don't know why I like it.
Wait, how could he know I was daydreaming? Never mind besides cooking he has other skills such as psychic. Ha ha's...
Imagine that, I laugh. Geez, this guy did what to me so I could be like a teenage girl just falling in love.
I finally got the message.
"Kok knows I'm daydreaming again. Are you a psychic?"
Send..
"Ha ha ha .. Iyah I can tell you. I even know whose future you are!"
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"Whose name?"
Send ...
"I" ππ
Gosh darn. Saka is completely insane. Well, then I'm not the one who missed it, but he. I just bobbed my head reading his last message and no longer replied to it. Let him know the feeling of waiting for a reply from me.
Hopefully what is the hope of today in the future can be fulfilled. Amens.
Eventually the drowsiness started to strike, I could no longer force my eyes to remain open. I took the blanket and curled up under it, curled up to hug the pillow bolster.
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*If love this time should grow, I hope it's not in the wrong person anymore. Anyone wants the feeling he feels to be united with the person who also has the same great feeling. Although trials come to test the power of love, I am always confident when faced together. No matter how great the ordeal, it will all pass.
Let time be answered, where the heart will anchor its last voyage. Is he, I also still ask do not dare to hope too far. Because wounds in the heart hurt more than wounds on the body. I want my heart to guide me this time, for only the heart can answer doubt.
Connect*...