
Finally he said it, a feeling that inspired his heart. That night the sky was clear, I stared up from the balcony where I was standing. At my side was Saka who was busy heating up my hair which was scattered in the wind.
"Thank you for being honest with Riana" he said as he pulled my hand to link to her and kissed her gently.
He looked at me so deeply, as if I was the one he had been looking for all this time. Someone he always waited to pass the time. Just as she was feeling a sense of calmness while looking at me, I also felt comfort so nearby.
Believe that love can grow at any time, in anyone's heart, without you having to know how it started. Love cannot be prevented, even if you have tried to resist it. Love will always make itself worthy to be loved and to love.
We both officially became lovers after expressing feelings for each other. There is something still going on in my mind. There is one that I have not told Saka, something that I fear if one day he finds out will he get angry and leave me?
It took me time and courage to tell her. Right now I just want to enjoy every second of it, when something happens I'm ready enough. There is a saying that honesty is bitter, but it has to be said.
I just wish the best in the future. God is governing, while still alive there are still many possibilities that may occur. I can reasonably believe good destiny will side with me and Saka.
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"Today I want your time again. Can right? Come to the restaurant." - Saka
That's the message I just got on my phone. I was just about to leave for headquarters when the message came in.
His habit was always to ask for my lunch. It doesn't matter to me, he's no longer someone else in my life.
I left for the office after leaving for Papa and Mama. On the way I was accompanied by a slow-pitched music. Before finally the sound of the music was defeated by the ringtone from my phone.
I picked up the phone without seeing who it was from. A moment later my expression began to not be good as soon as I heard who the owner of the voice over there.
"Hello Riana, can we meet?"
"Tefan, if you ask to meet only for unclear reasons, then I will not allow my time to be wasted just for that. Stop that!"
"Is there no chance for me to fix everything?"
The tone across there began to wail. I don't give a shit.
"What should Tefan fix? Everything can no longer be changed. Until whenever your parents will never accept me there. So enough."
"I love you Riana. Please!"
"Tefan if this sentence will make you stop chasing me then I will say "Save that love for yourself. I don't want to be with you anymore."
I said that sentence just like that, it was probably very painful for him. But isn't it painful to say, because it's not easy to pretend. Tefan must also be aware that the situation is different now.
"If I can't be with you, then anyone can't be with you Riana. I'll make sure of that."
His voice sounded vibrating and furious, moreover he just turned off the phone. I bit my lips off. I even hit the steering wheel in front of me. Ah, why is this so?
If Tefan was serious about his words, how? He could do desperate things someday. I can't imagine her changing like her Papa is acting as she wishes.
I sped up my car, the sound of music was no longer interesting to hear. It turned into a feeling of anxiety and worry because of Tefan's last words just now. He must be very angry. He changed completely, unlike Tefan I knew a few years ago.
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"For Ma'am!" Greet the employee shortly after I walk into the store.
I replied with a smile and walked straight into my room.
"Nia, come with me inside."
"What's the mba?"
"How's Nia's shop going?"
"It's very good Mba, we can benefit more than the previous place. We seem to have to add more fashion brands again Mba. Must be more able to compete and of course the quality of the product is guaranteed."
"Alright, you take care of it immediately and give me the report later."
"Good Mba. If there's nothing else, I'm out first."
"Wait on! Nia if anyone other than Saka comes looking for me, tell me I'm not out or whatever is up to you."
"Good Mba. Then I'll excuse you."
After getting some work done at the desk, I called Nina on the phone.
"Tuuuut..."
My phone call hasn't been picked up by Nina yet, is she busy? I'm thinking to myself, because I called Nina twice but the answer remains the same.
I finally decided to meet Saka early. I typed in a short message to preach it.
"I'm at your place now." - Riana
Shortly a reply came in.
"Hurry up, you're missing?" (emoticons two love)
I just smiled and chose not to follow the message again. Because it will be long-tail if it concerns Saka. Although soon to meet, in all his mischief will continue to reply to the message if I serve him.
For a moment I forgot Tefan and all his threats. Let only the things in front of me be my business, let it be my business later.
After escaping from the traffic jam, I was finally able to freely go to Saka's place. My car parked in front of the restaurant and came in after. The employees who saw me nodded politely and smiled.
I immediately met Saka inside, she was busy with the business of watching the chefs in her restaurant. Ensure the food they make remains hygienic and that is certainly healthy when eaten.
From where I stand he looks so tall, maybe I'm just shoulder-length. He walked towards me with sparkling eyes and a fractured smile.
"What is this, why is the princess's face so adorable that it is implied there?" Saka was like an expression clairvoyant able to guess the mood of others passing by implied on his face.
"Regular, stuck. It was on the road jammed so bad, people so impatient and horn here and there, make people sprained because of the noise."
"Here come closer."
I followed his instructions to get closer. Then Saka without any shame, she pulled me into her arms and kissed me on my forehead in front of the chefs and other employees. He seemed relaxed, even I was a shy cat.
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*Ah if all parts of the journey of life go as you wish, then I just want to be like this. Enjoy the days with loved ones, without burdens, without disturbing things at all times. If given the opportunity to love and be loved, I choose to be loved only. Because that feeling will continue to be embedded and grow over time.
Confirmation*...