The Complicated Love #2
CL - 06TH. Be married?
“I know everything will be fine, as long as there is you by my side, I don't have to fear anything. All I fear is your departure.”
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The next few days Tefan had been out of the hospital but still needed rest so he was not allowed to work or anywhere. His parents were very protective of that one thing. Understandably the only child and heir to the only wealth so it is natural that they are very caring for Tefan. For Tefan's parents, the accident that almost killed his son was enough to happen only once and there were no more accidents. But wealth, life, and wealth are arranged with God. Well thats.
For the accident that happened to Tefan, the news that made me quite shocked and silent for a moment. Shut up and try to digest the news. Tefan's wedding will be accelerated, even though there should be an engagement event first. I'm sure the one who planned this was Papa Tefan. For various reasons, one of which may have something to do with my presence. After a moment of silence, I contacted Nina wanting to confirm the news.
“Hei..” I got on the phone after Nina got my call.
“Hei darling...!!! It so happens that you call, I want to tell you good news.” Nina's voice on the phone sounded very happy, I also undo my intention to ask and choose to hear the happy story from Nina.
“What?” I was impatient and felt his joy.
“Me and Tefan are getting married soon. I have been waiting for this happy moment for a long time. Finally came.”
Deeggg
Like there was a sting that was quite surprising, but ever since Nina mentioned the word married, I was silent and Nina's next sentences only sounded empty.
MARRIED MARRIED???
“Na... Riana...??? You're still there, right? Why?” Tanya Nina broke my daydream.
“Ii-ya Nin, I'm still here. Also happy for your marriage. I'm so glad to hear it.” I tried to sound happy to hear the news. A part of my heart was painful and very painful.
“So you called me to say what?” Ask Nina later.
“Ee-nothing, just want to say hello.” My answer is lying. Though I was going to find out the news that was circulating, but it was all no longer necessary. I got the answer directly from the question without having to ask.
“Ya I have continued working first yes, my work is still a lot nih.”
“OK. Congratulations on Nin.”
“Sama-sama Na, I hope you will also follow later. I should be the first person you introduce to your guy later. Do not be late single, later become a spinster, want?” said kidding.
“Ya. Okay, go on there.”
The phone connection was cut off, I knew it was coming, only I didn't expect it to be this fast. It feels like the togetherness created between me and Tefan has not been much but must be a distance again. I knew they would eventually get married and I tried to prepare my heart for that possibility. But I need time, not this fast. My defense was broken, for the first time I cried until I sobbed and my body shook.
It hurts more than I thought.
I decided to go home early, the restaurant I had to drop off to my assistant. I need a comfortable place away from the crowd. I wanted to step aside and pull over, thinking what steps I should take in front of him. I also need to talk to Tefan about this matter. I don't want to bear it alone. Then on the way I called Tefan, asking to meet somewhere. The place where he and I met and talked about things without fear of being distracted.
I drove to Ciwidey, about 50 kilometers south of Bandung. The place I was headed to was Kawah Putih, the traffic flow was crowded smoothly so I could be sure it would reach Kawah Putih about an hour or two later. The view of the lake formed as a result of the eruption of Mount Patuha is truly fascinating. Anyone who comes there will feel better. Well, a clean and beautiful natural atmosphere is always an option for those who want to stay away from the tiredness of the city and all the problems that come.
Called white crater because the soil is white, due to the mixing of sulfur elements. The water is also greenish white and can change color according to the sulfur content contained, temperature and weather.
Arriving at Kawah Putih I stopped by for a while to enjoy the beauty of this matchless nature. The fog in this tourist area is quite thick and the temperature is very cold, but it does not hinder my desire to sweep the entire scenery. The thought of Tefan's possible marriage being accelerated further dominated my head. I didn't expect it to come earlier than I expected. While the feeling of having Tefan is growing more and more flourishing in my heart. I can't take it off even for any reason, but right now in this situation, I can't seem to do anything. The woman Tefan would marry would be my own best friend, a friend who was so kind and unworthy of pain.
I stood here long enough, waiting for the arrival of Tefan who might soon arrive. An Old Father approached me whom I knew well, telling me that the Villa I had ordered a few hours ago was ready. I just nodded politely at him and let him go first. Five minutes later, Tefan showed up with his thick jacket. The jacket is always in his car and probably without Nina's knowledge. A jacket that almost never separated from him to wear to Kawah Putih. It seems that Tefan has prepared himself to meet me here. I don't know what reason he gave to Nina.
He smiled at me who was approaching. His wide footsteps made it not take him long to stand next to me.
“Sorry to have you waiting.” Prattling
I didn't answer and the situation made him misbehave. There was a pause for a while until I congratulated him. Now it's her turn to speak a thousand languages, I can't read her mind. Even just to guess what he was feeling right now. I saw him just staring straight and far ahead, through the wilderness, far and unattainable. This kind of situation only happens when he and I are talking seriously about our relationship. During this time quite rarely, stiff relationships and unpleasant feelings for each other.
“I don't know if we should be happy or sad, we both know that the marriage between me Nina will happen sooner or later. Can I be happy and sad at the same time? What kind of man am I?” I saw a change in the face. I know he's just as attractive as me.
“I should apologize to you for bringing you into this difficult situation. Before I was too selfish to let this feeling grow uncontrollably which ended up getting us stuck in a weird situation. Fan, what should I do?”
This sadness I do not know where it came from, just burst forth and produced clear circles in both my eyes. I was stunned from where I stood, Tefan slowly approached and pulled me into his arms. You never know how soothing it is to be in the arms of the man you love until you do. The first time I cried a mouthful on his chest, my tears even seeped in his shirt that still smelled of a typical male perfume.
“Cry Riana, never hold your tears to flow. I know it's just as hard for both of us. You don't know what to do, I do and I as a man feel useless because I can't take a stand on this issue. We're both in a labyrinth, stuck there and never finding our way home until we both finally give up. I know it's hard, I know..”.
In his arms I cried all over, Tefan kept peeping at the top of my head and stroking my shoulders trying to calm down. She opened her arms and looked at me after my cry subsided a little. He was trying to convince me that everything must be okay. I tried to believe that and our small steps slowly headed to the Villa.
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