The Complicated Love #2

CL - 10. My destiny

"We all do things that cannot be explained. Fall for the man who didn't fall for me.”

The date of the wedding has been decided, three months from now on October 04, 2017 Tefan and Nina went up to the guarantee and swore the promise in front of the guard and the witnesses. I knew that day would come, but never thought that it would be that fast. Papa Tefan's threat was not playful, he blatantly came to me and said that I should retreat because Tefan would no longer be possible with me. The tears that came out could not be counted anymore, many times I fell fever because of the emotions that overflowed and I could not endure.

I decided to go back home because Mama was sick. I am the one who needs more help. My departure from the rented house ahead of Nina's wedding preparations left her a little disappointed. But I'm not that strong, I can't watch someone I love marry my best friend. Tefan tried to stop me but my decision was made. I cannot be in the midst of those who are happy.

“It's time I took you off despite the weight of Fan.”

“Riana, forgive me..”.

“Sorry will never be enough to stop the pain I feel Fan.”

“Sorry..”

The tight grip of his hand I took off slowly, together I let go of my torn feelings. If this is love then why am I the only one fighting? Mistakes I can't afford to leave Tefan either because we've been in the wrong relationship since the beginning. My love has lost.

I'm releasing you.

“I pray for your happiness and Nina Fan. Don't hurt him, love him like you've loved me all this time.”

“Riana Persuaded it.

“What am I staying for Fan? I have no place, no way we'll ever play cat-snake from Nina, from your parents and from all. I would never give up if you also had the attitude of Fan.” Suddenly, my tone increased in the face of Tefan's attitude like this.

“What should I do Riana?”

“You Fan boy, definitely know what you should do. If marrying Nina is the best then do it and I will be gone from your lives forever.”

“Riana please don't be like this..” she said desperately.

“Then what should I be like Fan? Answer!!” My voice rose an octave and made my blood boil. Tefan was shocked to see my response because I had never been like this before.

I cried and she hugged me. As he often did to calm me down like a child thirsty for a hug.

I slowly opened his arms and tried as hard as I could to say goodbye. It all has to end because I started it.

“It's done Fan. We can only get to this stage.”

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Seeing my arrival with my haggard eyes Mama clearly understood what was happening. As soon as I got out of the car he just smiled and opened his arms to catch me in his arms.

“Cry dear, cry as much as you. But it's enough today that Mama sees you like this. Tomorrow Mama does not want to see Mama's beloved desperate for love. Tefan's good, he might love you too but he's not a good mate to be fated with. Mama used to love other people who are not your Papa but then Mama and Papa you married our love is awake after marriage until now. Trust God promise the best.”

One word I didn't interrupt Mama's words, I just wanted peace in her arms. It took me a while to heal the wound, I might come back but I'm not in this bad state. Fortunately the restaurant can be taken care of again by a cousin, otherwise I don't know how to take care of it anymore. Tefan and Nina took turns to contact me, though I never received one. Until decided not to activate HP for some time. I need to calm down for a while, until I feel better again.

There's not much I can do at home either, just eat, sleep, and watch TV. Mom got tired of seeing it. Papa had just come home from out of town, he was a little surprised to see me at home. But compared to that surprise, I knew he was so happy to see me. Because his laughter was blissful throughout the family room, I gradually ran to welcome his arrival. I have never lacked the slightest affection from them. Even I who sometimes consider it excessive, have grown up like this is still often treated like a child.

“Wah Ma, we have guests far away nih.” Said Papa jokingly.

“Daddy Pa. Unfortunately our son this one just remembered coming home if his heart was injured.” Mama's acting like a little boy is sticking his tongue out at me.

In our house there are no secrets, everything is told bluntly. Like the relationship between me and Tefan that has long been known by Papa and Mama.

“Who dares to make the heart of Papa's favorite child hurt? Tell me who it is?”

“Hahh Papa kayak don't know just.”

“Tefan?”

“Honey here Papa hugs.”

I rushed into Papa's arms, but there were no more tears this time. But it's been a much better feeling since the first day I came to this house.

“You just know one man just kok already want doomsday anyway?” Papa scoffed.

“Well out how Pa, we're close from small.”

“Ya but it does not mean because you are from childhood have both then the adults must also be so. The soul mate is in the hands of the dear God, do not be afraid to run out of soul mate. Papa's son can't be that weak.”

“Who said I was weak Pa. I cried for a day following Mama's instructions. The rest sleep, eat, watch and eventually get bored themselves. Hehe..”.

“Then later this weekend you have to temenin Papa fishing.”

“Mancing? Wahh... hayukk!”

Mama was just shaking her head at the behavior of both of us. I'm close to both my parents, Mama and Papa can be anyone, parents, friends, relatives, anything. Although at an age that has been above a quarter of a century, I still often happen spoiled to them. And vice versa, they often treat me like a vulnerable little princess injured and must be given help immediately.

We gathered in the back garden, drinking tea and accompanying Papa to feed the birds.

“Listen from Mama, Tefan want to marry your best friend huh?” Ask Papa suddenly.

“Yeah.” Answer weak.

“Lemas is the answer. Inevitably we have to discuss this dear, Papa must save you from mourning. Want Papa to give you advice?”

“What?”

“If she is really in love with you, then she will understand that you are just overwhelmed and you need a little time. In addition he will fight for you, instead of giving up on family interests.”

“Papa's sentence I previously understood, but the last one Papa meant how?”

“Dad, Papa heard his parents married Tefan to his best friend's daughter because there was interest. Papa Nina has helped Papa Tefan in building his company. Well in return for what Nina's parents have done. Poor them.”

“How about me Pa?”

“Papa has said, do not be afraid to run out of soul mate. If he loves you, he will fight for you. Not leaving you in spite of any reason that prevents him from embracing you.”

“They will be married soon.”

“Then you have to learn to take it off.”

“If I cannot Pa?”

“Jalani until can. Papa did not educate Papa's daughter to easily give up on the situation. But on the contrary, Papa taught him to be tough, fight and hit.”

“What have I been doing all this time on Nina wrong Pa?”

“Nina is your best friend who is also Tefan's wife?”

“Iya.”

“Hh...The problem of young people today is getting more complicated. If you keep their relationship okay, you better get here baby. Tefan's relationship with Nina. After that stay away from Tefan's life forever.”

Hearing Papa's words I just lowered my head, Mama tried to give me strength by tightly grasping my finger. No one can defeat a strong family. I am grateful to be born into this family. The love of Mom and Dad is a real strength. Maybe the relationship I had with Tefan was wrong even though I didn't think my love was wrong.

*We all do things that cannot be explained. Fall for a man who doesn't fall for me. Like an internal compass needle, I point directly at Mr. False. Maybe it was my destiny.

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