Single-minded

The love that is asked

"Sister Fatih!" Sapa Nafisa, Fatih remained silent.

Fatih sat staring intently at the door of the best IGD hospital in her city. Fatih's mind was chaotic in no direction. Fatih could no longer think of anything else. Farah filled his entire mind. Farah's condition was weak, as if the responsibility he had to shoulder. Not as a burden, but a form of affection for Farah's younger sister.

"Sister Fatih!" Sapa Nafisa softened, Fatih remained silent.

Nafisa looked down lethargic, she did not understand what to behave like? Nafisa always feels wrong and blamed. Nafisa was left out with the cold attitude of Azzam and Fatih. An attitude that constantly ignores his affection. Nafisa as meaningless in the eyes of Azzam and Fatih. A man who is very dear and respected.

"Why brother?" Nafisa said softly, Fatih immediately turned his head. He saw Nafisa looking down lethargic. As if he felt weak and powerless. It is not the physical but the heart that continues to hurt.

Fatih did not understand what Nafisa said. With a sharp look of hunting. Fatih locked onto Nafisa's body. A look that seems to need an explanation. Not a look full of love. Why was Fatih so cold to Nafisa? Although Fatih clearly knew, Nafisa was the little sister she deserved to protect. But Fatih's ego sense, as if blocking his warm embrace touched Nafisa's body.

"Why?" Fatih said repeating the words of Nafisa, at a glance Nafisa nodded slowly. Nafisa agreed with Fatih's words, a question that had been in her mind all along.

"Why am I always ignored? Why am I always alone? Why don't I feel that warm? I'm your sister too, like Farah. We are born from a different womb. But the blood that flows in our blood is the same!" Nafisa said softly, Nafisa's voice restrained. As if to hint at his heart that was hurting.

Fatih silently lowered her head, staring at the hospital floor she was now on. Fatih understood very well the words of Nafisa. But his lips were faint, as if no words could answer Farah's question. Fatih was unable to understand the relationship between them. Fatih had always kept her distance from Nafisa. Not admitting to her as a sister. But Fatih did not want Azzam to know his affection for Nafisa. Fatih still remembered how much pain it was far from the person she loved so much. Fatih's past, when I just got to know Azzam.

FLASHBACKS

"Sir Fandi, bring Fatih here!" tell Vira firmly, Fandi nodded slowly. He rushed out of the meeting room.

"Mr Azzam, if you don't mind wait a minute. Someone wants to see you!" vira lirih.

"Who wants to see me? I don't think anyone wants to see me. On the other hand, the one I missed, as if I never knew me!" sahut Azzam coldly, Andra silently looked at Azzam and Vira. The two miss each other, but haughtily admit it. Azzam away from Vira, he got a call from Melda.

KREEKK

"Mama!" yelled Fatih loudly. He ran to hug Vira just after the door opened.

Azzam turned towards Vira. Azzam took his phone down from his ear. Azzam stared at Fatih who was tightly hugging Vira. Not only that, the call mama pinned Fatih on Vira. Lightning tubs that struck his body.Azzam bones as if crushed unceremoniously.

"Prieve, look at mama!" vira said softly, while crouching holding Fatih's shoulder. Instantly Fatih nodded in understanding.

"Fatih wants to see Papa. Fatih wants to hug papa. Fatih missed papa. Look there, it's papa that Fatih always asks before going to bed. Papa who had always dreamed!" vira said softly, Fatih nodded and turned to Azzam.

"Father!" fatih lirih.

PRAAYYYRRR'S

Azzam was surprised to hear Fatih call him papa. Without Azzam realizing he dropped his phone. Azzam was both happy and in disbelief. He sat on the floor, both knees smashing perfectly against the ceramic floor. Azzam could not believe that he would meet the son he had longed for.

"Trainer, hug papa dear!" vira whispered, Fatih nodded slowly. He hugged Azzam. Azzam's tears trickled down, his body trembling feeling Fatih's embrace.

"Azzam Al-Fatih, the son born of our love. But insulted and not considered before he was born!" vira said coldly.

"Fandi, take Fatih home. If he's done meeting his father. I have a meeting in a minute. Be careful when driving Fatih!" tell Vira, Fandi nodded in understanding. Vira came out of the meeting room.

"Mama, Fatih's coming!" fatih shouted while running after Vira.

"Fatih, here with papa. Didn't Fatih miss papa!" vira said softly, Fatih shook his head weakly. Azzam saw Fatih takit nearby.

"Why?" sahut Vira's.

"Fatih has to be with mama, Fatih wants to protect mama. Papa is strong, he can take care of himself. Mama's weak, Fatih's got to take care of mama!" fatih said, Vira nodded weakly. Vira pulled Fatih's body into his arms.

"Mama will be strong for Fatih's sake!" vira.

"Azzam, your son is great. He may be very small, but he's the one who'll keep Vira out of your parents' pride!" whiskey Andra.

FLASH BACK OFF

"The answer to Fatih's question. He deserves to know in your love for him. As Aunt Vira said, no matter how bad your parents' relationship. Nafisa and Farah are still your siblings!"

"Sir Bayu!" Said warm Nafisa, Nafisa's gaze twinkled. Once again Nafisa felt the warm attention of Bayu. The figure of the sister may even be more that Nafisa always misses.

Fatih looked up at Bayu. The pias stare was full of questions. Fatih looked at Bayu's much more mature figure. The figure of an older brother who is able to protect Farah and Nafisa. Before long, Fatih looked weakly shaking. It was as if Fatih really did not understand his heart. More precisely his deepest heart. Affection that can not be said in Fatih's lips. But it was clearly in the recesses of Fatih's heart.

"Why Fatih?"

"Then to me? When did you fulfill that responsibility? Should I die, then you realize my art!"

"Nafisa, watch your talk!" Said Bayu loudly, clearly visible concerns Bayu. Nafisa lowered her head, her body trembling. There was a sobbing sound that clearly wanted to say the pain.

"Fatih, say something to Nafisa. Don't just shut up to see her tears. He's the brother who misses you, needs your warm hands!"

"If you feel sorry for him. Give me your love, I'm sorry Bayu. I really can't think of anything else!"

"Train, don't just talk to you!" Saying Cold.

"Why brother? Why is Fatih's brother so cold? It's not my fault I was born from a different womb to you!"

"Okay, I'll talk!" Fatih said in emotion, Fatih standing right in front of Nafisa. He stared intently at the terrified Nafisa looking at Fatih's anger.

"Prieve your emotions!" Sayu tries to calm down.

"Don't you want to hear my answer!" Fatih said full of emotion, Bayu took a few steps back. When he saw Fatih's gaze on her.

"Sister!"

"Nafisa, honestly I'm disappointed in papa who has been married to aunt Nadya. I hate my aunt Nadya, because she took papa from me. I was angry at the Atmaja family, because of the arrogance of those who considered mama despicable. I never regretted your birth. I've never condemned your status as my sister!"

"That means you love me, you acknowledge my existence!" Nafisa said, Fatih nodded slowly. Bayu smiled wryly, his heart felt happy as well as relieved. Seeing Fatih confess her affection for Nafisa.

"Lantas, why is sister so cold to me?"

"Because you are close to the Atmaja family. Without my love, you already have complete affection. They are able to meet your thirst for affection. Now tell me, do you deserve to be envious of Farah?" Futih said firmly full of emotion, Nafis shook his head weakly.

"Nafisa, you live in glittering luxury. Everything you get is very easy. Therefore you feel excluded and ignored, when what you expect is not fulfilled!"

"Sorry!"

"No need, you will not be able to understand the burdens or sufferings of others. The jovial nature in you, makes you forget to cry!"

"Train enough, Breath can't be that bad!" Sayu, Fatih turned to Bayu. Hope Bayu is silent, so that Fatih can explain everything to Nafisa.

"I can cry too!"

"When are you crying? Have you ever missed your father's face? Have you ever missed your mom's face? Or have you ever asked, where was your mother who gave birth to you?" Said Fatih loudly, Nafisa shook her head weakly.

"You may be sad or sick, when you feel my cold attitude or papa. But your pain is not as painful as Farah and I feel. Never mind hugging, staring at the face of papa and mama is impossible. You grew up in a whole family, whereas Farah and I grew up in a split family. Now tell me, do you feel the most hurt? If it's actually me and Farah who's hurt!"

"Sister!"

"Yes Nafisa, you are selfish. I've been quiet since, I didn't ignore you. I'm angry, so I don't hurt your heart. But the little understanding I ask for, seems difficult to you. Farah's in there fighting her pain. While you're here, busy questioning my love!" Fatih said loudly, her hand pointing towards the door of the IGD room.

"Trainer!" Sayu while patting Fatih's shoulder gently. Bayu hopes Fatih calms down. Bayu felt unbearable, seeing Nafisa began to cry accepting Fatih's rude attitude.

"I'm sorry for Nafisa!" Nafisa said softly, sobs were heard between her words.

"I'm sorry!" Said Nafisa again with a trembling body. Bayu saw the crying of Nafisa who was becoming.

"Trainer!"

"What's Bayu? Didn't you ask me to talk. I told you everything!"

"But!" Sahut Bayu restrained.

"But you can't watch her cry. You should have realized, when you asked me to talk earlier. Do you know me more than anyone? Obviously you will know the end result of my words!"

"Fatih, he's your brother!" Sayu lirih.

"She was my sister, just like Farah. Now if you want to protect her, go ahead. I'll find another man, for Farah. So that Nafisa doesn't feel like I'm ignoring her and putting more importance on Farah!" Bisik Fatih firmly, Bayu glared.

"Practice, that's not what I meant!" Shouted Bayu, when he saw Fatih walking away.