Single-minded

Let Me Be Alone

"Sister!" greet Rayyan politely, she bowed pulling Vira's hand. By blinking his eyes. Vira confirms Rayyan's call. Vira was not surprised to see Rayyan beside her.

Muhammad Rayyan Ihsan, Vira's brother who was a year younger. Little sister, who rarely even met. A little girl who has lived away from her family since childhood. Rayyan chose to live in a pesantren until she graduated SMU. Even after graduating from college, Rayyan chose to stay in her school dormitory. Rayyan was educated as a soldier. His dreams since childhood and the hopes of his father when he was still alive.

"When did you come? Nadya told you!" vira said weakly, Rayyan nodded slowly. Rayyan placed her head next to Vira's hand.

Rayyan and Vira may be apart for quite some time. But only to Vira, Rayyan can be spoiled. Vira is the only woman he can talk to from heart to heart. Vira's brother who has always been there in difficult and fragile times. No one knew Rayyan. Only Nadya Vira's best friend was introduced to Rayyan. Besides Silvia and Abil, as they both have an unusual closeness. Especially Rayyan with Silvia.

"Sister!" rayyan said softly, Vira understood the meaning of Rayyan greeting. Vira felt the weak tone of Rayyan's voice. It was as if there was a heavy burden being borne by him.

Vira rubbed Rayyan's head gently. A sister's loving swipe. A gentle caress full of affection for the sister he never met. Vira could understand Rayyan's grief, just by hearing her voice. Rayyan never spoke honestly. But the age distance is very close, their togetherness since childhood. Makes them like twin brothers who have one heart.

Rayyan and Vira are one heart with two souls. His calm demeanor and maturity both declined from that of his reserved father. On the contrary, tough attitude and never complain, they get from the mother. A strong mother for her sons. But fragile and fallen to see the tears of his heart.

"What's wrong with you? You've met Silvia!" vira said softly, Rayyan seemed to nod. Vira began to understand, why did Rayyan look lethargic?

Vira tries to be the older brother Rayyan wants her to be. An older sister who can become an older brother when Rayyan needs her. Vira was always tough in front of her family. He never wanted to look weak, let alone fragile and broken. Vira is a force for his mother and brother. Since the father died, Vira tried hard to take care of her mother and brother. Losing Vira to a father figure became his toughest test. But wept lamenting something written. He will never return his father in the midst of his family. Hardcore and strong face life, the path that Vira must take.

"Rayyan, Brother Silvia is not wrong about his attitude. Because the feeling is real still exists. As a woman, you can understand Silvia's feelings. A woman loves easily, but it's hard to forget. If only it had grown in the deepest heart!" vira said softly, Rayyan shook her head weakly. Rayyan drowned her head deeper. If it could, perhaps Rayyan would have tightly embraced Vira's weak body.

Vira tries to understand Rayyan's heart. Finding the real reason, she rejected Silvia's taste. Although Vira was aware, Rayyan kept the same taste. The way Rayyan looked at Silvia was different. Rayya's appreciative attitude was clearly real in front of Silvia. Not always love is expressed. Sometimes we appreciate the people we care about. Proof of our sincere love for the owner of the heart.

"I know it, but it holds a sense that it shouldn't. It will only leave a wound. I don't want to see Silvia constantly getting hurt. Love doesn't have to be together, I'm sure there's the best priest for her!" rayyan said softly, Vira nodded slowly. Although the nod of his head did not look Rayyan. But Vira was sure Rayyan understood the answer.

Rayyan looked up at Vira's pale face. Vira smiled at Rayyan. Rayyan looked at her brother. Vira is lying weak, she is powerless of imperfect love. Although life is not always perfect, but save love with wounds. It will only lead to endless pain.

"Women and men have different perspectives. If a man decides with reason, a woman is always convinced of the voice of her heart. Sometimes tears that have to fall. Two characters that cannot be understood. Only with sincerity all answered!" vira said weakly, Rayyan nodded as she clasped Vira's hand.

Rayyan understood the grief of her brother. But at the same time. Vira must understand Rayyan's uneasiness. Does Rayyan know who Vira really is? The smile that was stretched out, was only the way Vira had forgotten her tears. Implied calmness, none other than his troubled complicated heart.

"Which way did you choose? With heart or sense, brother answered the marriage problem with Azzam!" said Rayyan, Vira looked down lethargic. There was the sound of long breaths of Vira.

Rayyan heard clearly the heavy burden of Vira. Rayyan gently patted the back of Vira's hand. Calms the restless heart of Vira. Hinted that he could become a support for Vira's grief. Backrest when fragile and weak body Vira.

"If my heart were to speak, I would not leave Azzam's brother. Surrender by the power of his family. I will survive, though I will live on thousands of thorns. If only my mind had decided. Then only the farewell answer of this complicated marriage. I won't be able to see your tears. Brother is ready to drain blood, so that mother's tears do not drip. Enough brother hurt our family. I believe love is not always together. There will be times when we are both happy!" said Vira Lirih, Rayyan silently tried to understand the words of Vira.

"So, brother will leave Azzam's brother!" rayyan said, Vira nodded slowly.

"But the brother's son deserves to know Azzam's brother. He's his real father, you shouldn't leave. If it would destroy two lives. One life, brother Azzam, another life of an unborn son!" rayyan reminded, Vira shook her head.

"I survived that ultimately killed him and my son. Now tell me, which one should I choose!" vira said coldly, Rayyan lowered her head. Vira had expected, no one would be able to answer.

"Trust me, let me choose. Follow my steps, we live far away from them. I'm going to get out of the Atmaja family. If necessary, we forget them. Like those who want to see you killed with my son!" sahut Azzam was firm, but Vira and Rayyan turned their heads.

From the beginning Azzam heard a conversation between Vira and Rayyan. Azzam is devastated to hear Vira's decision to leave him. Azzam better forget his status as the heir to the Atmaja family. Rather than having to lose Vira and her soul mate's son.

"It turns out Azzam already knew I was pregnant. It must have been Silvia who told you. Is he also a story? If your son was nearly killed twice. Remember when I said you wanted to replace your blood with mine. At that time I did not want to slice my veins. If only my blood flowed. It can replace the blood that grows in my womb. I truly am a world of the Hereafter. So that there will be no more relationship between us!" vira said coldly, Azzam was frozen still.

The sharp gaze of Vira, like an eagle eye that targets its prey. Cold attitude and speech said Vira, drawing sharply into the deepest recesses of Azzam. Vira no longer feels love, only real fear and hatred shown by Vira.

"Your happiness will be the presence of a son in my womb. Like my mother's happiness saw me born. Your sorrow now, as did my mother's tears. Wounded to hear his daughter insulted by your family. I'm going to have the heir of the Atmaja family destroyed. My mother's heart that you despised with treasure!" vira said cynically, Azzam took a few steps back. His body hit the wall of Vira's room.

"Sister, he's your husband. The priest you choose by faith. Brother Azzam your way to heaven!" said Rayyan firmly, Vira shook her head while crying. His weak body trembled, Azzam was crushed to see Vira hurt. The sound of Vira's cry echoed in Azzam's ears.

"My biggest mistake was getting married when I couldn't make my mom happy. I'm an ungodly child, I forgot mother after heir of the Atmaja family. Now I'm not just an unfilial child. I'm a disobedient wife. I'm tired, I'm really tired!" vira said while crying. Rayyan bowed lethargic, Vira was injured in front of her. Azzam stared at the destruction of his beloved wife.

"The virus!" said Azzam about to approach, Vira stuck out her hand. Asking Azzam not to come closer to him.

"Don't come any closer, give me some alone time. I don't want to remember my mother's tears. By seeing the heir of the Atmaja family in front of me!" vira said, Azzam was silent.

"Aaaawww!" mira groaned, Azzam ran over.

"I can do without you!" vira said coldly, Azzam shook his head in disbelief. Vira rejected his warm attitude. Rayyan could no longer see the fragile Vira.

"Let me take care of him. Go home, I know who my brother is? He's getting crushed, if indeed brother the reason for his injury. I promise to persuade him. Trust me, everything will be fine!" said Rayyan, while taking Azzam out of the room Vira.

"Why with Vira? Not enough to make him broken. Should he die, that you may be satisfied. Vira is not in a condition of being able to take pressure. You're the reason he's depressed!" silvia said cynically, right in front of the door of Vira's room.

Braaakkkk

"Abil, your brother is cold-hearted!" whispered Cecil, shortly after hearing the sound of a door slam. Silvia enters seeing Vira's condition.

"Shut up, don't be noisy!" sahut Abil ketus.