Single-minded

Fear Azzam

"Darling, why are you in the bathroom so long? You're okay, aren't you?" azzam shouted while knocking on the bathroom door.

Almost half an hour Vira was in the bathroom. Azzam was worried about Vira's condition. His meeting with Nadya, as well as Angga's insults to Vira. Fear makes Vira sad by locking herself in the bathroom. Initially Vira permission to go to the bathroom, due to stomach pain. But Azzam was restless after almost half an hour Vira did not come out.

Many times Azzam knocked and asked for Vira's condition. But there was no answer, just to calm Azzam's anxiety. Vira's silence further frightened Azzam. He was afraid something might happen to Vira. There was regret in Azzam's heart. Why didn't he put the CCTV in the bathroom? If there is CCTV, Azzam easily knows the condition of Vira.

"Darling, please open the door. At least speak up so I'm sure you're okay!" shouted Azzam louder, Vira silently did not respond to the words of Azzam.

Vira confused what to do? He was in pain, his stomach was cramping immobilized. Vira is able to endure the pain in her stomach, but Vira forgets to buy something she desperately needs right now. Usually Vira had a spare, but today she forgot to buy it. Problems that exist in his life, momentarily forgetting Vira will come time the moon.

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Vira opened the bathroom door slowly. Vira's hand squeezed out her cramped stomach. The pain that Vira felt. Cold sweat drenched his forehead. Vira stooped as she exited the bathroom. Azzam was getting anxious to see Vira in pain. Vira hugged Azzam, a spoiled attitude that Vira never showed.

Azzam hugged Vira tightly, there was a fear of seeing Vira in pain. Azzam clutched tightly to Vira, as if afraid of Vira falling from his arms. While Vira leaned her body spoiled into the chest of Azzam field. Vira returned Azzam's embrace. It was as if Vira's pain would go away by hugging Azzam. Vira drowned her head deeper in Azzam's chest.

Strange but real, Vira's pain disappeared a little. Vira's hunting breath endured the pain, subsided slightly and calmed down. Vira was calm in Azzam's arms. The warmth of Azzam's embrace relieved Vira's stomach ache. Gently Azzam caressed Vira's stomach. Azzam rubbed a few times, hoping Vira's pain improved a little. Vira was comfortable when Azzam touched her stomach.

"Darling, why are you suddenly sick to your stomach? What did you eat? Just watch until you eat recklessly!" azzam said anxiously, Vira shook her head in Azzam's arms. Vira closed her eyes feeling a pain in her stomach that seemed to be pierced by a needle.

Azzam and Vira sat on the sofa. Vira leaned her body in Azzam's arms. Lovingly, Azzam stroked Vira's head covered in hijab. Occasionally Azzam rubbed Vira's flat stomach. Just want to calm Vira, so as not to feel pain. Vira receives every touch of Azzam, the pain experienced by Vira slightly disappears. Even Vira fell asleep in Azzam's arms. Pain when the moon is coming. Able to make someone faint. Luckily Vira has Azzam, at least the pain subsides a little.

"Darling, I'll get you some medicine for a second. Your face is starting to pale, I'm sure the stomach must be very sore. If we need to go to the hospital now!" azzam said, Vira shook her head weakly. Vira felt weak to just talk. Although the pain subsides, but sometimes the pain suddenly appears.

Every time the pain came, Vira would groan while squeezing Azzam's hand. Seeing Vira in pain, Azzam grew increasingly upset. But he was confused what to do? Vira is not willing to go to the doctor or take medication. Vira chose to feel the pain, without thinking about treating it. Maybe Vira can withstand the pain, but Azzam is not able to see Vira in pain.

"Dear, I beg you. Once you have obeyed my words. I can't see you in pain!" azzam said, Vira shook her head in Azzam's arms. Azzam took a deep breath. Vira is very stubborn. Although actually the pain experienced by Vira is very natural at the beginning of the month.

"Sir Azzam, what time is it?" vira said softly and limp. Azzam scrunched his forehead not understanding. Azzam was confused to see Vira's attitude. Instead of taking medicine, Vira asked for a clock.

Azzam glanced at the clock on the wall of his room. The hour hand shows at 22.30 WIB. The night was getting late, Vira let out a disappointed breath. Vira felt it was very late to get out of the house. If only he was in his old house. Maybe Vira has come out to buy it herself.

"It hurts!" vira said softly, Azzam rubbed his face huffed. He doesn't understand what to do? Azzam kissed Vira's head. Azzam was anxious to see Vira's condition.

"Sir Azzam, I can't go to the front minimarket. I need something, I promise you a minute!" vira lirih said, Azzam shook his head while glaring. Azzam is angry to hear Vira wants to go out at night. Not just because it was so late, but Vira was still sick. Azzam was afraid something might happen on the way.

"Aaaawwwwsss!" mira moaned, Azzam panicked immediately approached Vira. Azzam crouched down in front of Vira. His hand tried to rub Vira's stomach, but Vira brushed it off violently. Azzam took a long breath. He is confused to face the change in Vira's attitude.

Azzam gives up on Vira. He eventually decided to stay away from Vira. Azzam left Vira who was upset and disappointed. Better Azzam stay away, so he doesn't see Vira in pain. Vira gets angrier seeing Azzam leave her. Azzam could not understand Vira. He sulked only for Azzam to indulge and obey all his wishes. Vira is like a child who needs to bear his parents.

Vira came out of Azzam's room. He walked in annoyed. Vira should buy a sanitary pad immediately. Why did the pain of Vira disappear? Change the disappointment in Azzam. A woman who is not easy to understand. Sometimes strong and do not want to be spoiled. Sometimes weak and always wanting to be understood. Feelings that are not understood by others. Their hearts are fragile, but their desires are strong.

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"The virus!" azzam shouted, while running down the stairs.

Azzam hysterically searches for Vira. When he realized Vira wasn't in the room. Azzam left Vira alone in the room. He came out of the room, to meet Angga. Azzam thought Vira would stop being angry, after she came out away. But his guess was wrong, he did not find Vira in his room. When Azzam was upset, he was anxious to remember Vira was sick.

Azzam inspected all parts of his magnificent home. Azzam ran around the house, opened one room and closed it. Azzam is a man who loses his mind. Azzam was terrified for no reason. It was as if he lost Vira forever. Azzam ransacked all parts of his house. Azzam's footsteps woke up the entire population. Including Angga who is still in his study.

Melda approached Azzam who was looking down next to the sofa in the middle room. Both of his hands supported his weak body. Azzam was confused thinking about Vira. Fariz and Angga stared fixedly at Azzam. They don't believe Azzam is so fragile. Melda patted her son's shoulder gently. Azzam looked at Melda.

Melda took a few steps back. Melda looks back at Azzam's tears. Melda felt a great pain. Melda saw an unusual fear in Azzam's eyes. The two eyes that were always certain faced the harshness of life. The eyes are fragile and not glowing.

"Darling, Vira's fine. He won't leave you. Maybe he's out. Better calm yourself, mama will accompany you in search of Vira. We'll find him!" melda said softly, while holding Azzam. A hug that never existed between Melda and Azzam. A mother's forgotten embrace for no reason. But Melda's now-real embrace calmed Azzam down.

Azzam nodded weakly, Melda kissed the top of the son's head. Azzam felt the warmth of Melda's embrace. Angga stared at Azzam. His son is broken and fragile, because a woman Vira with no self-respect before him.

"Mom rest, I'll find it myself!" azzam said softly, Melda nodded slowly.

"Darling, why go without saying goodbye? What am I supposed to do without you? I just felt happiness with you. Now you leave without saying goodbye. Where are you now? Get angry, but don't walk away from me!" inner Azzam pilu. Azzam wiped away the tears that were dripping with no strings attached.

Azzam ran out of the house, he drove his car out of his magnificent house. Azzam recalled the words of Vira who wanted to go to the minimarket. Azzam drove his car looking for the nearest minimarket. Sometimes Azzam wiped his anxious tears. Azzam was afraid something might happen to Vira.

"Lord Angga Atmaja, in front of your eyes. Your proud son cried without shame. She was fragile and devastated, as Vira the despicable child of ART in your eyes left without saying goodbye. I just remind you, be wise in deciding. One mistake you will destroy this family's pillar. Vira may be despicable, but she's the reason for your son's life!" melda said right next to Angga.

"Maybe he became Azzam's life, but I'll make things different. Let's see, who will be next to Azzam? He does not deserve to be the daughter-in-law of the Atmaja family. I will not let the heir of the Atmaja family be born from his womb!" inner Angga cynical.