Single-minded

Single-minded
Abhimanyu Ahsan Abrizan



"Sister!"


"What's Rayyan?"


"Why did you hide Farah's condition?"


"Lantas, what should I say? Should I say, other than Farah having a weakness to stand. He also had a disturbance in his soul!"


"But!"


"But what is Rayyan? Farah has that weakness. He must accept all of that. Make peace with him who will not be easy to interact with others!"


Rayyan fell silent, Vira's words were like a dagger piercing right in her heart. Pain is very painful, not because of the words of Vira that hurt. But the shadow of loneliness and fear experienced by Vira so far. Rayyan is so sad, when she realizes Vira is taking care of Farah herself. Without anyone accompanying him.


"I'm sorry brother!"


"For!"


"Sister's loneliness goes through it all!"


"No need, what am I going through? It was a risk I chose. At least I made up for a little mistake with Farah. My selfishness made Farah born imperfect. Everything Farah's been through, nothing more than my stupidity as a mother!"


"Sister always blames himself. Not always you can stand alone. Sometimes I support your weakness, as a sister I am obliged to do all that. All this time, my sister took care of me and Vika. At least once, give us a chance to take care of you. Just to be where you lean when you cry!" Rayyan Liri said, Vira looked down.


Both of his hands covered his face, Vira tried to hide her anxiety and fear. But all in vain, even without a sound Rayyan can already hear the cry of the brother. Rayyan spontaneously pulled the body of the brother into his arms. Rayyan drowned Vira in the warm embrace of a sister. Rayyan's burly body, became the most powerful backup for Vira. Rayyan was getting closer to Vira. When Rayyan felt Vira's body tremble.


"Sobbly, wet your feet with your tears. Make me a handkerchief and an eraser of your grief and tears. Your cry is like water that soothes and soothes my heart!"


"Why Rayyan? Why is sister's mistake the reason for Farah's grief? Fatih had lost the affection of her parents. Now Farah must feel pain that is not easily cured!"


"But it's not brother's fault!"


"Om Rayyan is right, mama is not wrong. Fatih never blamed mom. Maybe Fatih was disappointed when my mom left Fatih. He is married to his aunt Nadya. But that was when Fatih did not understand the meaning of affection. Now Fatih realized, mama will not go. If it wasn't for Fatih's good and for Mama's affection for Fatih and Farah!" Fatih said, then hugged Vira.


"Please love mama!" Said Fatih Lirih, hugging tightly Vira.


"I'm sorry, dear mom!" Said Vira, Fatih shook his head weakly. It was as if he never blamed Vira. Over twenty years deserted and alone.


"Vira, who's wrong with all these wounds? If I blame you for my injuries, then who am I going to blame for your injuries? Should I be angry about everything that happened? Twenty years of your own taking care of my little daughter. Twenty years are not easy and of course we are equally heavy to live it. Vira, why should we stay away from each other? If in fact we hurt each other and get hurt!" Inner Azzam behind the Pole not far from Vira.


"Trainer, go inside. Farah must have been conscious. He would be frightened when there was no one beside him. Mama has to meet someone!" Tell Vira, Rayyan and Fatih nodded without refuting.


Vira is still Vira, in her weakness and confusion. Vira's words were always firm and indisputable. Vira will never be able to accept rejection. Vira is always firm about everything. Rayyan and Fatih hear Vira's request. He stood up to Farah's room. Vira walked in the opposite direction to them. The same direction, where was Azzam standing against his dismay?


"The virus!"


"You!" Vira said coldly, Azzam walked forward a few steps. They both faced each other, very close.


Azzam locked Vira's face in his gaze. Clearly implied such great love in Azzam's warm gaze. Vira became a special woman in the heart and soul of Azzam. Forever Vira will always be a name carved into the walls of Azzam's heart.


"Can we talk!"


"About!"


"Honestly, there's nothing we need to talk about. Twenty years of farewell we have passed without a hitch. If we talk about the past. It will only open wounds that have dried up!"


"My wounds never dry up. This love is real for you!"


"I believe that love is there for me. But there is love and another heart that deserves it more. Fatih and Farah, witness our love there. An eternal love that will never end!"


"If you admit that love exists. Why do you deny it? We can be together, uniting the sacred love that is buried in the heart!"


"Mas Azzam, that love does exist and is real. But my love for you is buried, I don't wish to remember. The love I will remember. Without wishing to achieve his happiness!"


"Will I not reach for your love!" Said Azzam watered and groaned. Vira shook his head, Azzam immediately bowed lethargic.


"I'm sorry Azzam, that love no longer deserves me. I can only extend a hand of friendship, nothing more!"


"Why are you so hard?"


"Because of the wounds I used to feel. It is the ego that keeps me away from you. Being a hard slap in my life. To wake me up, all can never be predicted. Sometimes hope does not match reality, just as dreams are not easy to achieve. Pretty bitter taste I've ever swallowed. The crying I once let go. Now I'm learning to understand, life doesn't just revolve around love. There's a lot more important than that!" Vira said firmly and loudly.


"Why did we meet? If in fact we were hurt and never together!" Azzam said softly, Vira silently looked at Azzam nanar.


"Stupid!"


"A painful fool!" Said Azzam lirih, looking down.


"Mas Azzam was wrong, a painful soul mate for you. It has taught me the meaning of sincerity and happiness. Love is so beautiful, so meaningful. It's all because of the soul mate who brought us together!"


"Every word of yours seems to hold such great love. But your love is destroying!"


"It is with Azzam, there is no need for you to hope for love between us. It's over and it has to end!" Vira said firmly.


"One time Vira, just once you open the opportunity for my love to fight!"


"I'm sorry Azzam, I can't!" Vira then walked through Azzam. Vira kept walking straight without turning towards Azzam. Vira is staying away from Azzam. No longer wishing for love and happiness with Azzam.


Buuughhh


"Of Azzam!"


"You!"


"Calm down, Farah's fine. He's been very stable. There's nothing to worry about Azzam!"


"Thank you, thanks to you Farah's condition is improving!" Azzam told the handsome doctor who now handles Farah's care.


"Bima didn't do much. The treatment Farah had gotten long ago. Makes his condition not so alarming!"


"Thank you again!" Azzam.


"Together, Bima must go inside!" Pamit Abhimanyu Ahsan Abrizan, a young doctor who now works with Farah.


"His face is so familiar, who is he? Why do I feel like I know the same person?" Inner Vira, while looking at Bima's handsome face. A painstaking doctor treats Farah at her critical moment.