Single-minded

Twilight

Dusk greet when the sun sinks in the match. Dusk emitted a meaningful gold ink stroke. Quiet noiseless, but twilight seemed to calm a restless heart. Dusk is like water in thirst. A heart full of dilemmas. Removing for a moment the burden of the heart that is not easy.

Same is the twilight that Vira always misses. His heart and mind were filled with endless burdens. Dusk is the only friend who will never betray Vira. The twilight companion who would not think of forgetting Vira. A moment of dusk can make Vira happy. The way Vira forgets the pain and betrayal of her loved ones.

"Finally you came to see me. I need you. The radiance of your jade light illuminated my dark and cold heart. My heart is full of hatred that destroys me. My conscience screams rejecting this anger. But my mind keeps remembering my tears. The tears that I could never remove. I want to scream as loud as possible. Regretting meetings that shouldn't exist. Real love betrayed, makes me more and more pointless. I was devastated and hurt, all because of my sincere love for the descendants of Atmaja. The love I regret in every breath. A love I can't forget, even if I want to forget it. Love that torments the wounds in my heart, but the happy smile Fatih my son. Dusk, if I could hold you. I want to lean this weak body on your lap. I'm putting this hate on your complaint. So that I step up without holding a grudge. The simple life that I started to miss. Vira Azza Ifatunnisa is worthless, but careful. It's not Vira who is ambitious and scarred. Twilight, if I could beg. Don't go so fast, accompany me who's lonely without anyone? It is you who is able to calm down restless and break my heart!" inner Vira while clutching her body.

The sound of the waves breaking the silence of the evening. The sky was covered in a beautiful orange twilight color. The sea breeze is blowing so fast. Touching the weak body of Vira who was starting to get cold. The sounds of birds alternating. Fly back to the nest. Leaving the light for a dark night.

Byuuuurrr Wuuuusshhh

The sounds of wind and waves alternating, sounded real in Vira's ears. His long hijab was blown by the waving wind. His hands clenched tightly to the cold body. Cold and desolate ambushed the body and soul of Vira. The expanse of blue sea calmed down Vira's rumbling heart.

"Your hands will not warm your body. The cold sea breeze will not freeze your body. Cold heart that will make you freeze!" dimas said softly, shortly after putting his suit on Vira's body.

When Vira turned her head, she saw Dimas standing right beside her. Vira was surprised to hear Dimas' heavy voice. The voice that accompanied his days the past few years. A loyal descendant of the Atmaja family was beside him. Vira was comfortable being near Dimas. Vira feels the wisdom of a father, the warm affection of a brother. The perfection of love that Vira never felt all this time.

"Sister, since when was he here?"

"Since you stared at the twilight nanar, I was still glued to your strapping back. When both of your eyes look down at the orange twilight. Both my eyes are staring at you, my mind is holding onto you. Long I waited for your weakness. Yet again and again my steadfastness is lost, upon seeing the coldness of your body. Why does it have to be the twilight you go to?"

"What does brother mean? I was here by accident. I just got home from the project. Seeing the twilight by the sea, I stopped the car immediately!" vira said avoiding the words Dimas.

"If I were Azzam, maybe I'd believe it without asking again. Had I been Fariz, I might have easily agreed to your reasons. Follow your decision without thinking there are tears stored!" said Dimas, while staring at the beautiful orange twilight.

Vira looked down at the sea sand that touched her soft feet. His hands clutched the suit Dimas wore. It was as if Dimas was warming Vira's body. Dispelling the wind that pierced into his weak body. Dimas was like a father who had gently stroked Vira's head. When she could no longer hold back her tears. Vira felt calm whenever Dimas was nearby. But there is one oddity that will never be erased easily. The blood of the Atmaja family that flows in Dimas. The reason for the distance will always be between the two.

"When did you avoid me? You stay away from me, like I'm guilty of you. Obviously I'm the one who's hurt, because my love is just an impingement and your anger on my family!" dimas said softly, Vira shook his head weakly.

Vira never thought of playing with Dimas' heart. But the fact of his heart still holds a great hatred for the Atmaja family. Vira betrays the love of Dimas. Consider the sincere love of Dimas is just a game. Destroying a holy heart that never thought it would hurt him. The cruel attitude Vira was capable of. For the sake of endless revenge.

"I'm not evil! Why is my brother still loyal to me? Stay away from me, my heart is dark and cold. Hate what's in it. No more love and warm affection. All gone a few years ago!" sahut Vira lirih's. Dimas looked at Vira.

"I never mind being your instrument of revenge. My heart held the pain, as both of your beautiful eyes stared at Azzam lovingly. My soul is holding this love. Even though I realize, your love is not for me. But I hope, there will be a gap in your heart. So that my heart may be in it. Fill that empty gap!"

"Why did you sacrifice so much? I'm not a good woman worth fighting for. I'm evil brother, I'm cruel. My heart is full of revenge!"

"Because my heart chose you completely, unconditionally to change. I'll be behind you when you're happy. No jealousy or blasphemy, because I'm not your happy excuse. I will be in front of you when you are ready. Remove the tears and dispel the storm that will hit you!" dimas said firmly, Vira shook her head weakly in disbelief.

"Vira, I know if you'll turn it down. Why Vira? I don't mind being your body's back. Even if you are weak. I will not be angry, even if my love is only an outlet of your hatred. I wouldn't complain, if you called me only when you needed to. Because I realize love can't be forced. But once you thought I existed. Just so I feel like my life means something to you!" inner Dimas.

"So, I deserve to be happy!" vira said lirih, looking down. Dimas shook his head while putting on a knotty smile.

"I'm happy to be with you!" sahut Dimas firmly, Vira shook his head weakly.

"Vira, make me twilight in your life. If dusk is never real, then I'm real right next to you. You stare at dusk, only when you are restless. Then come to me only, when you cry. Leave me, when you're okay. At least be dusk for you. It will always make me near you. In your heart and mind!"

"Sir Dimas, I honestly feel comfortable and at ease with you. But my heart does not deserve to love. A vengeful heart can never warm the hearts of others!" vira said coldly.

"But a heart full of love. The proof is that you asked Azzam to find his true love. By all means you put Fariz together with Cecil. When will you welcome my love? So I can feel happy with you!"

"Sir Dimas was stubborn. I believe there will be women who are much better than me!"

"I'm stubborn, because you're too special. The proof of Atmaja's descent is watered down in your love!" dimas said, Sontak.Vira laughed.

"Laugh at Vira, your laugh that I've always missed!" dimas lirih.

"Entai brother? When will I laugh again? I was afraid to forget how to laugh, because my heart was full of hatred!"

"You're gonna keep laughing, 'cause I'm gonna make you laugh!" sahut Dimas steady.